I posted here: https://www.chastitymansion.com/forums/index.php?threads/new-here.39318/#post-422766 about meeting a very wealthy beautiful women recently who introduced me to this male chastity thing. I am 23 she is in her 40's and she has a lot of experience with male chastity. I was having a bit of an issue with the device and she returned it for adjustment and we now have it back so far seems to have resolved the issue. The few weeks it has taken to get the adjustment made I have done my research and been trying to get a grip on this whole male chastity concept. For starters I have to admit it's pretty damn sexy but I am young and jerk off a lot. It's pretty fire thinking that some hot chick wants to control cock like this but I also remember for the short few weeks before we returned it that it felt really good but got very frustrating. Well I am now getting locked back up. She says she has a so called plan to "break me into" being able to wear this for her around her removing it when she wants sex which right now is very frequently. Must be why she want's to date a 23 year old? The biggest problem I am having right now is the morning when I wake up at 5 am. I just want to rip this damn thing off. The frustration is real. Someone told me to go to the bathroom and it will calm down so I tried that this morning and it did seem to help at first but then I started thinking about how hot this all is and I got all worked up again. When I am not excited, which is not that often it actually feels really good to have this on. I am surprised at how good it actually feels. I read about people pulling out of the back of the device, jerking off and putting it back in but I have not been able to pull out with this damn ring attached inside the tube holding my head in place. She seems to know what the hell she is doing. Any way I am going to try to journal some of my experience here just to get it off my chest. I can't really talk to my friends about this whole thing right now. Working out in has been interesting to say the least. So far it seems like I can do everything with this thing on somehow? Whoever invented this was a genius. Tonight we have a dinner date and she wants to discuss the details of our relationship? Not sure what that means just yet but I will soon. I think the problem with all this is I am falling for her and I really didn't expect that to happen. more to come soon i think.