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    Hi all,
    as it's been to long since iI posted i thought I'd stick this first draft of story chapter up. Please let me know if you think it's worth continuing

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    Chapter 1

    Christine Hastelow sighed and ran her fingers through her short auburn hair as her laptop flashed up the dreaded Blue screen of death. This was, she thought, just perfect. Christine looked over at Tom’s laptop on the coffee table by the sofa. She only needed to check her emails but this thing wouldn’t even let her do that maybe she could use Toms instead.
    Christine got up form her desk and walked across the hall into the bed room she could her the shower going running the en-suite and scowled Tom always took ages in the shower he said it was relaxing, he always locked the door as well. When they we’re dating he had wandered in on her in the shower and they had ended up having the most fantastic sex but she had never been able to return the favour in five years of dating and marriage.
    She knocked on the door heard tom yell “it’s busy.” Well duh, Christine thought before shouting.
    “I need to use your laptop”
    “Uhh yeah sure”
    Thanks Christine said turning and heading a back to the as Tom yelled something about logging out first. Christine groaned again as toms laptop screen blinked into life she could never understand how he could live with it being so messy and had to fight the urge to tidy it up. She quickly brought up the web browser and quite unthinkingly started typing her logon name, her initial and surname, into the browser without really paying attention until she noticed that she was on a search engine and not her companies extranet logon page.
    She was just about to logon onto the right site when she noticed the suggestions the search engine had come back with chastity. Christine giggled at first she had seen documentaries about religious fundamentalist who tired to convince kids not have sex until they we’re married, It was a noble enough idea she supposed but she found the way it was implanted in those programs with chastity oaths and ring and talk of giving virginity to parents more than a little creepy.
    The second result was chastity belts and this elicited another snort of laughter Christine sometimes wondered if she was on her way to being the clichéd suburban housewife she loathed, especially with her passion for bodice ripper novels. She looked at her watch and decided quickly that she could spare a moment she followed the link through to the results page and her jaw dropped.
    Most of the links we’re purple used links. Tom had been looking at chastity belts…
    She clicked on the first link and unsurprisingly it took to her porn site, a mixture of disgust and anger welled up in her as he quickly clicked back and went onto the next site.
    This didn’t seem to be a pornographic or at least not immediately. Instead it was a forum of called chastity mansion no less and not only that the site had logged her in automatically.
    At that moment Christine heard the shower stop. Bursting into action she made a mental note of the username Tom had used on the forum and then shut the laptop down. As Tom finally came out of the bathroom she was slipping on her shoes trying to steady her heart.
    “Did you get hat you needed” Tom said drying his hair with the a towel, his body wrapped in a loosely closed gown.
    “Yeah, yeah I did thanks; can you look at my laptop while I’m at work? it blue screened again on me”
    “That thing is always crashing you should get a new one.”
    “But I like that one” she said turning to Tom “it just needs a little care”
    “Fine you win” Tom said in a resigned voice “so you’ll be back normal time.”
    “Should be I’ll let you know if anything changes” Alice said stepping on her tip toes to her 4ft 9 frame could kiss the 6ft10 Tom somewhere near his lips. “see you soon”
    “Love you Chrissy” Tom said as she departed.

    The websites prayed on Christine’s mind all day. Tom had lost his job a few months ago and had fallen into a bout of depression which had robbed their marriage of its lust. She understood the depression and the effect it had on tom but for the last few months they had been more like room-mates who happened to share a bed most night rather than the lovers they had been. Christen had tried to spice thing up, wearing skimpy negligee, dropping hints about fantasies offering to be tied up that sort of thing but he had been reluctant to do anything.
    Tom just seemed to have lost all his drive since he lost his job. It wasn’t as though they we’re in trouble financially, her salary would pay all the bills and let them live reasonably. Still, it had affected him terribly, especially as the economic slowdown turned into crisis and then depression. He blamed himself for it for his role of in the borrow now repay later culture. He would say that he and other city bys had brought this upon the world and that he wouldn’t even be punished for it.
    Oh Christine knew he could have walked into any other trading floor and been welcome with open arms after all he had still been making money for the bank when it closed but instead he had wanted to get away form the city and its lifestyle. Tom had said he wanted to do something positive, to give something back.
    But the depression had clung to him; he had put weight on and seemed to lose himself for hours behind his laptop. Research he had said… some research
    What if he had met up with someone from that forum or those porn sites? The thought sickened her. Christine realised that she had to know more she had to find out whether she had lost her husband.
    It was late that night when Christine finally faced the website she had seen that morning tom was in his study, researching again, she supposed and she was supposed to be watching her favourite soap instead she hunkered secretly over her laptop and typed the word chastity into the search engine.
    It took her a moment to fond the chastity mansion website she had seen on toms computer and when she did it seemed quite different until she realised she wasn’t logged in.
    Christine couldn’t risk Tom realising what she was doing so she quickly created a web mail account and a then created a account on the forum using her ne assumed perosna all of which she did using an anonymous browser window to make sure Tom wouldn’t find out about her investigation in the same way she found out about Tom.

    An hour later Christine was dabbing her eyes and making a decision; It hurt Christne immensely that Tom had been more open and honest about his sexuality with the strangers on that forum then he had been with her in all the years she had known him. She had no idea that he felt like this like he had wanted to be like that with her, and yet thinking about it the clues had been there.
    She had always initiated their love making and in fact when it had been anything other than regular sex it had always been her idea with the one exception of that shower incident. And hear he was pouring his heart out about how much he loved her and how he wanted to please her but how uncertain he was of himself and how much he feared that he would lose all respect for him if he ever admitted his submissive side.
    On top of all that Christine felt guilt that she had doubted his fidelity and even more that she had apparently ignored the needs he spoke about so eloquently but she was determined now to make amends.
    Christine made her decision, she would give him his fantasy, she would take away the energy Tom said himself that he wasted looking at porn and focus it on their relationship and she would begin tonight.
     
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    Nice :) Please do go on!

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    Thanks for the feedback Mike I'm writing the second chapter now!
     
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    well here's the second part, hope you enjoy it...

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    The Admiral Nelson pub was a traditional East-end pub in an increasingly untraditional East-end. It had river front spot and in fact included a small beer garden right by the river and it was in that beer which where Akula had arranged to meet her after she sent a suitably vague message about sex and Tom to her mid morning.
    As always Akula was easy enough to spot in a crowd there we're many 6ft 2 ebony skinned women wearing designer jackets in this part of town.
    “Akula! Hi how are you” Christine said as Akula stood to kiss her on both cheeks
    “Wonderful darling! How are you?” Akula replied
    “good thanks for coming”
    “I ordered you the scampi sweetie and we have reasonable white whine. I guessed you would be busy.”Akula said
    “Oh thanks I thought I was going to have to skip lunch”
    “So what has got you so concerned that you send me a text like that” Akula asked
    “Ah... it's Tom.”
    “Don't tell me you caught him in bed with another man”
    “What No!” Christine exclaimed
    “Another woman?”
    “No!” Christine said laughing and then suddenly realising asked “hang on, why did you say man first?”
    “nothing personal sweetie, he just struck me as the type not to say no” Akula said “ah here's our food” the conversation paused as the Polish waitress brought over Akulas steamed mussels and my scampi and then came back a moment later with our wine.
    “so are you going to tell me sweetie or leave me guessing”
    “ah well it sort of happened like this...”

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    Christine had been reading Toms posts on the chastity mansion website for just under an hour when she had made her mind up. He had talked in some detail about how he wished that she would well dominate him and how he fantasised about being her “pet love slave” as he put it himself.
    And then she had found a post from before the previous valentines day, he had spent nearly a month trying to get the perfect sexy suggestively dominate outfit for her and what had she done?… Worn it once and written it off as a typical last minute gift form an inattentive spouse.
    Christine had been upset that she seemed to have completely missed Toms needs that minutes after making the choice to explore Toms submissive side she had been rummaging through drawers trying to find the box and almost giving the game away when she yelped in triumph as she found it.
    The evening was pressing on but she wanted this to be special and memorable so Christine had a shower and shaved her legs and underarms and even trimmed her pubic hair before opening the box.
    Christine couldn't believe how wary he had been of this. At the time she had told herself and tom that it made her feel ridiculous, the littlest dominatrix, was the term she had used at the time. She couldn’t even say it was because it was because it was so overtly sexual as she had a French maid costume and a schoolgirl outfit which she and Tom had messed about with before now. It was, Christine realised now, because this outfit reversed the sexual power-base to one where she had control. Christene swallowed and started to get dressed
    Twenty minutes later Christine admired the change in the mirror. She was never going to me your typical amazonian dominatrix, Christine thought to her self, but she did look sexy in this; the stockings and suspenders seemed to stretch her legs and frame the black silk panties which just about covered her pussy. The silk and lace basque held her in enough of the right places to give a smooth hourglass figure and boosted her barely B cup breast into something which looked a little more impressive and the black silk and lace fingerless seemed to add just the right dom-ish tone. It was a look she had taken further with some dark mascara and lash extensions a deep plum lipstick. She finished her outfit with a pair of black fuck me stilettos he Tom had brought her from Italy and the diamond and gold choker he had brought her for their third anniversary.
    The effect was less than subtle and slightly spoiled in her opinion by her freckles and red hair. If nothing else she felt sexy and even found herself rubbing her panties at the thought of Toms reaction to seeing her like this.
    Back in the bedroom she straightened out the bed and turned the chair by the balcony doors into the room she added an extra couple of pillows to it and carefully put candles either side of it. She plugged her iPod into the stereo and cued up a playlist with some sexy songs on it then she fetched her toy bag. Christine had never been averse to using sex toys and in the last few months her magic wand had become a trusted friend she fished it out and plugged it in ready to use giggling at the though of using it on Tom maybe she heard this could make guys cum as easily as it made girls cum. Still Christine hoped to tease Tom for a while so she slipped a clit oral vibe on under her panties and left it on a low buzz. As a final thought found and hid a pair of joke handcuffs she had got a hen night and a hair brush close at hand.
    Christine looked at the clock as it flicked to 10.30pm. Showtime, she thought and then lit the candles and called out.
    “Tom,”
    “Yeah, Can you come in the bedroom? I need your help with something.” Christine said settling down in her “throne as and fingering the remote for the stereo
    “is it urgent I’m in the middle…”
    “Yes Hunny” Christine called back cutting him off
    “OK give me a moment.” She heard him pause the video game he had been playing dropping the controller and walking out of the study Christine timed it near perfection and as he opened the bedroom door Sexy Boy by Air filled the room with its sleazy electro beat. Christine found immediate reassurance and delight in the look on Toms face. She let him drink in the sight before placing the remote on the table next to her as Tom drifted towards her across the room.
    “Wow, God. Chrissy you look wow, I.. I thought you didn’t”
    Christine hushed him hold a finger to her lips
    I need you to be quiet, dance for me, lick my pussy and make me scream and then maybe, maybe if you’ve been a good boy I’ll let you fuck me” Christine purred surprising herself as much as Tom at not only in what she said but the seductive tone she said it in “Well what you are waiting for Sexy boy?” Christine purred, crossing her legs and flashing Tom a look at her knickers. “Dance for me”
    Slowly clumsily and almost comically at first Tom did just that, Christine had to fight the urge to giggle and instead tied to give a throaty purr, as Tom gyrated his hips. Christine was staggered at how quickly he had submitted, she took a moment to mull over the implications of the word, to her. But then she realised, this was his fantasy.
    Christine licked her lips and squirmed a little in her seat, her throne, as the vibe did its work teasing her clit.
    “go--ood boy” Christine moaned “Take off your shoes”
    “Yes Ma'am!” Tom said smiling broadly replied kicking them off into the corner
    “Good boy, work that ass!” Christine continued getting into the swing of things now as Tom turned grabbing his ass and wiggling it for her.
    “That's it baby”
    “You like that Chrissy”
    “That Ma'am to you... slave” Christine said slapping her thigh
    “Yes Ma'am” tom replied a broad smile on his face
    “The shirt...” Christine didn't have to finish the sentence before Tom had started tugging the shirt free of his trousers moving easier now more relaxed trying to throw some moves in time the deep sleazy electro beats
    Christine found her hand on her panties again and was about to scold herself when she raised the liberation she had in this role. She smiled slyly to her self and spread her legs wider as Tom pulled his shirt form his body exposing his bare chest and started stroking her pussy lips through the flimsy material of her panties.
    “Good boy” Christine said “you like his don't you?”
    “Yes Ma'am”
    “Then lose the trousers and socks” Christine said as Tom gyrated against the post of the bed. It took tom a mater of seconds to kick the trousers and pull his socks off leaving him dancing in his tenting boxer shorts.
    This time Christine did giggle as Tom tried to cover the bulge in his boxer shorts. “Don't hide Tommy it's Not as if I caught you in my panties.” Christine order encouragingly watching as Tom reluctantly moved his hand away and mumbled
    “'s Ma'am”
    “good boy, my what a big cock you've got lets see it slowly though.” Christine carried on teasing herself as tom teased her with lower and lower tugs of his boxers until he finally puled them over his healthily throbbing cock.
    Christine moaned at the sight. Even with the extra weight Tom was still an impressive sight in the moonlight and one that made her heart flutter, especially like this; happy, smiling and with the biggest erection she had ever seen him with.
    Christine licked her lips expectantly she wanted nothing more now then to dive onto the bed and let him ravage her but she had to remember what she was trying to do here.
    “Come here baby” Christine said beckoning him toward her, she scooted forward on the chair spreading her legs wide open “kneel before me” there was a moments hesitation from Tom but then he knelt between he legs as he had hoped he would
    “good boy” Christine said running her fingers through his hair “can you smell that?”
    “No Ma'am”
    “really you can't smell my pussy?”
    “umm..”
    “You mustn't be close enough” and with that she pushed his head between her legs pressing he is nose against the damp gusset of her panties hearing him moan “now can you smell ah smell me” Tom gave a muffled reply “good now lick me, taste your Mistress”
    One of the things they had never experimented with was Tom giving oral sex He was more than happy to receive it but he had never volunteered to actually lick her pussy. So Christine was surprised at just how effective he was especially considering that she still had her panties on.
    Toms tongue was straining to probe her pressing against her labia pressing the thin lace of her panties against her tender flesh and driving her wild more than that to had discovered the vibe and now was pressing it against her changing the intensity of its torment causing Christine to slump back in her chair as he licked.
    Despite Toms licking though she was almost happy top spot Toms hand disappearing between his legs “ she had to tear herself away in time to yell and push Tom back more or less catching him sticky handed from wanking.
    “Bad boy” she said trying to sound dramatic “I'll decide when you get to cum!” Christine pulled grabbed his wrist and before he could say had the play cuff locked around it and then as he smiled and leant forward offering his wrist behind her to snap the other cuff home.
    “now take my panties off and and finish what you started?”
    “umm chrissy how”
    “With your teeth darling”
    “umm oK I'll try love”
    In the ned Christine had to give a hand with her panties but a minute later he knelt back in triumph with the her panties in his teeth. Tom proved to be a happy pussy licker and although he sometimes changed at the wrong moment he seemed to learn quickly and in a few minutes had her screaming as she came. She was till in the after glow when she gingerly stood pulled tom to the bed with her.
    “on your back Love” she said pulling him into a deep kiss tasting her pussy on his lips “now we have two problems”
    “We do Ma'am”
    “yes my pet, firstly we have to do something about that she giggled pointing to his throbbing cock and secondly pet needs to be punished for not showing proper respect to his mistress.”
    “I'm sorry Ma'am I don't know”
    “h'mm I suppose not so how about this if you don't cum in the next five minutes then I won't spank you”Christine smiled in dleight as she saw toms cok bobbing in delight as he grinned. “does that sound fair”
    “Yes ma'am”
    “Well let me have a sit down and we'll wait!” and with that Christine straddled Toms raging erection moaning as she lowered herself onto his throbbing cock felling it open her lips, pussy and cervix and penetrate deep into her.
    “Oh Tom I'm stuffed but here's the deal I'm going to play with you, if you can last five minutes without cumming then I'll uncuff you and you can fuck me however you like but if you cum I'll spank you. Does that sound fair?”
    “No Ma'am”
    “Tough” Christine knew Tom wouldn't be able to last long especially as she had just cum and he hadn't but the whole point of this session was control. Still she wanted him to think he had a chance so she started simply leaning forward letting him lips slightly form her and kissing him all over. But then she turned her attention toms nipples and slowly started humping his cock he moaned and writhed under her as she squeezed his cock the years of yoga paying off as she felt his cock pulse and thrust deep into her.
    Within seconds the pretence of game was gone as they fucked each other hard Tom driving thrust deep into her turning her moans into breathless gasps. Tom finally came after holding out for three minutes moaning and thrusting deep into her his body tense as he spent himself within her moments later Christine came again in an almost painful orgasm collapsing onto her husbands chest and rolling them onto their side she quickly unlocked his cuffs and said
    “please Tom, please just hold me”
    “Sure, sure" he said wrapping his huge arms around her slender frame, “Just try and stop me from holding you.”
    * * *

    back in the Lord Nelson Christine finished her story saying
    “I must have fallen asleep like that, and I couldn't think of better way to do so”
    “So Tom is a submissive and you haven't the faintest idea what that means”
    “I'm not that bad Akula, but yeah I could use some advice.”
    “Well the first thing you should do is talk to him.”
    “Okay”
    “I know random fucks like that can be intense but you both need to agree on limits and safewords, I mean if he had been choking between your thighs how would you have known”
    Christine burst out laughing
    “hey it happens”
    “and your also to tell him where you got this idea from”
    “Umm”
    “Lets not insult my intelligence here by pretending you did this on whim...someone has been snooping”
    “he left his laptop open”
    “Ahh I see and he hasn't been clearing his cookies” Akula sipped the last of her wine an then fixed me with a gaze “so what else did you find then”
    “Well..” Christine said looking around conspiratorially “What do you know about chastity devices?”
     
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    Christine stood on the balcony watching the sun slip between the cluster of skyscrapers on the Isle of Dogs and pondered Akulas warning.  There was a reason she had called Akula and not Suzy or Mary.  Christine knew, and had known since she had stumbled into one of Akulas play sessions in her first year of  university, that Akulas sexual tastes were as wide as they were voracious.   But she also knew that Akula wasn’t the type to just sleep around and usually was a superb source of dating and sex tips.
    This still didn’t disguise the rancor Christene felt that Akula was, as she always seemed to be about sex, right.  Christine had been watching her dear old Tom post on his forum about last night, she had been surprised and touched by his semi explicit description of their lovemaking not to mention aroused.  It seemed Tom had a talent for writing she hadn’t seen before.
    But what had brought her out onto the balcony was the website Akula had given her.  Since discovering Toms fetish she had seen a couple of the chastity devices, the front page to the forum, had one. Of course those ones were empty, Akula had sent her to a gallery of men wearing these devices and the difference was… well that was the problem Christine couldn’t bring herself to describe the difference.
    At first it had just seemed naughty in childish way. After all, here she was looking at pictures of mens private bits encased in these devices. So a simple naughtiness laced with a little guilt after as to how she could she explain perusing a gallery like this to Tom, Christine made mental not to clear her cookies afterwards.  
    Then Christine had seen a video on a less than reputable youtube clone, of a chastity device being locked onto a man.  In the video the man appeared to be tied down to a bed and had just had his pubic hair shaved by his Mistress who Christine guessed had straddled his body so she could fondling her victims very aroused member with one hand while filmed her taunting him with the other.
    The language was of course filthy and unimaginative and Christine was about to stop the video when the mistress gave her victims cock a couple of viscous looking swats.  But then as she taunted her victim for not being able to keep it up the mistress began assembling the cock cage.
    I t was this which held Christine’s attention in under minute the man’s cock was locked behind a stainless steel tube.  The effect had been startling and a little worrying the surge of lust she had been expecting but the thirst to control the desire to have Tom beg her like the man in the video did to lock away his penis had been unexpected  and much more arousing.
    After that she had been looking at chastity devices and had even got as far as adding one to her shopping basket when she remembered Akulas words:
     
    “You know more than I do about trust in a long term relationship sweetie.” Akula had said sipping on her drink “this isn’t some slightly naughty birthday present you are thinking of getting this is something that will change your relationship.”
    “Oh come on”
    “I’m serious Sweetie” Akula took her sunglasses to emphasises her point “you know what is probably your husband’s deepest secret something which although he wants to share it with you he has kept hidden from you. If he finds out that you have been tracking him like you are, he may never trust you wholly again.”

     
    The problem she was facing now was how to tell Tom she was tempted to just blurt it out but she was worried that he might react badly, in the end Christine decided to use some of her flexitime to make them both a special treat tomorrow evening and discuss this with Tom then.
     
    Of course that plan had all seemed straightforward last night now she was running around the kitchen trying to do a dozen things at once and not distract herself with thoughts of Toms last post. .. Apparently Tom had tried to tell her everything last night but had lost his nerve.  His post had brought a lump to her throat he was so scared of losing her that she was certain that this was the right thing to do even if it mat uncovering her duplicity.
     
    It was later that evening after Toms favourite supper out on the balcony that Christine finally plucked up the courage to talk to Tom
    “Hunny remember a couple of nights ago?”  Christine carefully said cringing inside
    “A couple of nigh…. Oh you mean when you….” Tom didn’t need to finish the question before Christine answered
    “uh huh”
    “And I..”
    “Danced for me, yes hunny”
    “Oh yes Chrissy” Tom said with a huge smile on his face “I think I’ll remember that night for the rest of my life you were amazing.”
    Christine felt the blood rush to her cheeks at the unexpected compliment “Thanks… well I thought you seemed to like it a lot…”
    “Oh I did, definitely, you looked stunning, I had to pick my jaw off the ground when I came in.”
    “Did you mind me being as” Christine paused to pick her words carefully “bossy as I was.”
    “No, no” Tom said his eagerness giving away his feelings more than the reply did “ it was fun”  They paused for a moment looking into each other eyes for a moment I didn’t think you had a kinky side.”
    “Neither did I.., ” Christine said flushing a little in the twilight “But then I didn’t think you did either.”
    “I uhh.”
    “I mean, you were pretty keen to play along” Christine said chuckling as Toms own cheeks reddened.
    “Yeah, yeah I suppose I was” Tom paused   “but it was fun and we both enjoyed it right”
    “You did you got me quite excited.”
    “I thought that was the vibe?” Tom said laughing as Christine looked away in embarrassment for a moment before nervously replying
    “Ahh yeah…”
    “I wouldn’t mind you know” Tom suddenly blurted out “If you enjoyed being dominant.” There was another awkward silence as Christine cursed herself for not being able to think of a reply.
    “I” Christine started but before she could start to interrupted
    “No, no forget about I said anything alright It’s just a silly”
    “Tom…” Christine tied to say
    “No forget it was just a joke a bad joke” Tom said furiously back pedalling as he stood up picking up his plate as though he as clearing the table clearly wanting to get out of  the conversation
    “Besides only perverts are into…”
    “Tom I found chastitymansion…” the plate dropped from Toms hands shattering on the steel plating of the balcony as he turned to her his face a mask of terror and uncertainty. “…on your computer”
    “Fuck” he whimpered
    “Look sit down before you fall down”  Christine said surprised at how steady her voice was
    “How long have you known?” Tom asked quietly
    “A few days” Christen replied as Tom slumped into the chair seemingly beaten staring down at the smashed plate “Remember when my laptop blue screened on me?”  Tom swore under his breath as Christine continued “It was accidental, I swear, I was typing my username in and the autocomplete suggested chastity”
    “Should have cleaned out my cookies”
    “Yeah…”
    They sat there in uncomfortable silence each trying to feel for what the other was about to say.
    “It’s Ok hunny” Christine started Tom turned away and as he did  Christine saw tears in his eyes, she acted quickly reaching across the table to him and pulling his arm to her and as she did so he turned to face her.
    “I can’t help it…”
    “Hunny, I’m not mad”
    “But I’ve been looking at porn” Tom said his voice heavy with guilt
    “And I’ve been going out and buying sex toys”
    “Well yeah”
    “and not even sharing”
    Toms eyebrow shot up and there was a moment of amusement before he quietly said “Look I’m sorry,  it was…. you know just frustrating these last few months… “
    “I know it’s been frustrating for both of us”
    “But I love you Chrissy, I haven’t been seeing anyone on there or anything just chatting I swear ”
    “I know, Tom, I know” Christine said in as reassuring a voice as she could  “and I’m not angry, but I want us to share this.”
    “Do you….do we have to go back to the marriage councillor?”
    “Hey, I’m not saying that but it might be a good idea for us to remember what we learnt there…”
    “Good I think explaining this to her would be…” Tom said trying to hide his relief
    “A bit much, although I bet she would have heard kinkier”
    “I wouldn’t take that bet”
    “So”
    “Can you tell me why you got into this?”
    “Oh that’s easy enough I was looking for porn It was just after your promotion when it was pretty clear what was going on with the company”
    “Go on Christine” said taking Toms hand in her own
    “Well I was just killing time and one thing led to another and before you know bam I was watching porn at work.”
    “Oh Tom”
    “Yeah not my proudest moment now fortunately by this time no gave a damn so I spent my days is setting up ineffective meetings and between them wanking to whatever I could find.” Tom paused for a moment and nervously looked away “Well when the company finally went under i thought fine I’ll get my CV sorted out and then I can use my contacts and a bet I could get a dozen interviews in the first month. But instead I just played computer games and watched porn while you got another promotion and worked so hard to keep us afloat.” His voice was heavy with emotion a s he turned to me “I tried to stop but I couldn’t, I’m so sorry Chrissy I don’t deserve you.”  
    It was too much for Christine she was up before he finished and moved across to his seat hugging and kissing him whispering in his ear the She loved him as he sobbed. Finally he calmed down enough to continue his story.
    “That’s when I started looking for a way to stop myself from masturbating and that’s when I came across chastity devices. Well at first I thought they we’re a joke ”
    “I know what you I thought the same too.” Christine replied
    “But then I read about them and it seemed so right so I joined the forum  and made friends and got some advice I even got the couple of consulting jobs from following advice on there. “
    “They certainly seem like a friendly bunch”  Christine said sitting in Toms lap
    ”Yeah, yeah they are anyway I wanted to get one you know “ his voice lowered  “a chastity device but it was so expensive I couldn’t have got it without using the joint account and then I would have had to explain it to you”
    “What about your own credit cards”
    “um they are maxed out” Tom said blushing “on game subscriptions”
    “Naughty boy” Christine said “And you complain about my shoes”
    Christine and Tom carried on talking as the sun slipped beneath the horizon and the lights of the city brought turned the sky sodium orange. Eventually they were simply resting sharing an intimacy they hadn’t felt in too long.
    “So should I stop?” Tom asked quietly stirring Christine from her thoughts.
    “Do you want to?” Christine replied
    “I err”
    “What do you want Tom”
    “I want to get a job, I want to stop wasting my time with games and …
    “And….” Christine said catching his gaze
    “Porn” Tom mumbled “I want you to respect me again”
    “Oh Hunny I still do….”
    “Well more than” Tom paused looking out across the River
    “Go on Tom“ Christine encouraged
    “And I want us to be closer Chrissy, I wish I had been able to tell you all this sooner.  The other night when I came into the bedroom and saw you like that. It fulfilled so many wishes of mine.” Tom closed his eyes for a moment mentally stealing himself to say what he felt. “I know it seems …counter intuitive to say in one breath that I want you to respect you and in the other that I want to be…submissive to you but it’s how I've felt for so long now”
    “Well I’ll help in any way I can Tommy” Christine replied
    “I want you to... if you want to.” Christine nodded as Tom looked down into her eyes “I want you to lock my cock away from me so I don’t waste my time with it and porn I want you to decide when how and if I cum. I want to make you as happy as we were.” Tom said wondering just how much his Chrissy had read.  “I want you to be my keyholder Chrissy, could you do that?”  
    Christine swallowed hard, She had known that they were heading down this path since she had seen his reaction, that deer caught in the headlights look.  But she also heard Akulas warning in her head.
    “Careful on this path sweetie,” Akula had said taking a long drag on a ciggerette held at the end of an antique ivory holder “being a Dom isn’t all about being pampered you will learn a lot about tom some of which you might not  want to, and you will earn even more about yourself”  Akula had turned and looked her in the eye. “and you may not like all of what you find.” 
    “So you think I shouldn’t do this?”
    “No sweetie I think that you are not prepared but we will have to see what we can do about that”
    “we?” Christine questioned
    “Yes dear, we I’m not about to let my best friends risk their marriage over a bit of kinky fun. ”

    Christine knew she would hve to explain to Tom who she had got advice form eventually and probably about her logon on the websites but here and no Tom needed an answer.
    “Yes Tom…”
     
     
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    Wonderful. I love it :)

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    Hi Mike,

    Glad you enjoyed it.

    Thanks

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    Nice story.

    Will it be continue?

    Very nice.

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    well I had a bit of a mental block with writing due to some stress but I would like to continue it if people are still interested.
     
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