well, it seems to me that i have reached the point of absolutely no return. My wife/mistress has no intention of letting me return to manhood, or take any shortcuts in my womanhood. Dont get me wrong, im not complaining, i am just at a crossroad in life and am getting a little down. Probably the PMS, giggles. First a little background on myself. My wife and Mistress have been married for over a year now, and she has always known that i liked dressing and chastity games. In fact i wore panties and hose under my suit at the wedding. At first it was just something we did from time to time, working it around our other fetish of swinging. we grew tired of swinging and have pretty much left that seen. Since we have left that lifestyle, the feminization and chastity really has increased. I always wear my chastity device when i am going to be off and she is not around, as well as some extended periods of time merely for her amusement and my torture. She recently upgraded me from the 2000 to the 6000, which is much more secure and can be worn almost full time. the longest i have worn it so far is two weeks, but i am sure i can expect more. Today she is at work and i am home, locked away again, for how long, only one person knows, my Mistress.