iv been thinking about this for a long time. First time i was locked up by my mistress, it took a lot of adjusting to. I lasted about a day before I broke out, then as we went on I was moody & unhelpful, & withdrawn. My head was swimming & I hadn’t really come to terms with being locked. Now it’s taken a couple of years to come back to it & now I’m doing Locktober I’m so happy. My mind has changed & im positive about the experience of being locked up. Has anyone else found this that they need to get their head in the right place first?