I was wondering, I have this interest for cuckolding for a few days now, I used to watch only femdom porn where females were dominant and men in chastity, I was in denial thinking it was just for wanking on it, felt that it was just a fantasm and so but now I really want to test this lifestyle and be happy, I'm 22 year old and will have many years to experiment that. I was thinking about my life to see if there are hints that could explain this fetish, and I remember that moment when I was becoming a teen and I was with my older sister because my mother told her to keep an eye on me (we were on the countryside), her summer boyfriend and her were making out all the time, my parents didn't know about that and she would probably have troubles if they heard about that, but she knew I wouldn't say anything. Then close to the beach I was waiting in her bf car pretending I was sleepy and stayed in the car (I felt unconfortable during their making out) and they again kissed in a passionate maneer, I masturbated in my pants, I was feeling ashamed and horny to the scene. Then back to our city she introduced me her real boyfriend of several years, she was cucking both of them and she wanted me to know it. She also took my phone to send sms, she deleted them but i could read them and they talked about sex. All those times I felt a bit shocked and horny. I believe those events let a print in my mind, I don't have jaleousy issues nor cheating angst with my girlfriends. Being raised with a bossy sister made me cooperative to female authority and often end up with dominant partners. I'm actually interested by female led relationships and I got an early taste of cuckolding Do you remember any special events in your life that could lead you into this lifestyle?