As Ive slowly found my submission I have begun to want more and more power to be transferred to Master but it has been hard transferring power. I understand it can take time but I have to admit I can be impatient. As a sissy I would like to be feminized a lot more and I would like Master to be in control if my transformation. At the minuet Im a bit of a hairy mess, Ive been really tired with work and havent had time to keep myself tidy. Part of me though would like Master to to be in control and clamp down on my scruffy appurtenance. I would also like a lot more training in order to become more feminine, but Im not sure if Im asking too much. As a submissive I find it hard to truly submit and serve properly unless I feel as if Im under the complete control of Master so it can be hard to form routines. I guess my question should be, is it up to me to submit and form my own routines that Master will miss if I didnt do, or should I wait until Master wants me to have a routine? I it is up to me to have a routine then am I really being/doing what Master wants? A very expansive question I know. I havent got it that bad, Master expects me to be wearing a collar when he arrives home and texts me his demands. Some may say a small step but I do love the symbolism of my collar. I do feel though that I need him to be in complete control of my feminization and especially chastity. Anyway enough about me me me. I guess this would be a good place to explore how the dominants out there feel about there place and power.