My Mistress was working late. I had fed the kids, gotten them through the shower and into bed. I was caught up on all my chores. In the past (even during our FLR) this was time to crack open some cold beer, kick back, maybe watch a little TV. Instead I decided to bake muffins from scratch. I had some fresh citrus fruit I harvested from the back yard that I juiced. Looked up a recipe on-line and started mixing batter and prepping oven/muffin pans. As I took the first batch out I smelled it and thought to myself Mistress and the kids will love these. Then I had a "what the hell" moment. What was I doing? Where in the hell did this impulse come from? I've never made muffins from scratch in my life. In fact while I cook a lot, I almost never bake. I finished what I was doing and cleaned up wondering the whole time about this. I know it's sexist to think of what I did as a feminine act, but that's how it felt to me. Not like "I'm a dirty muffin making sissy slut". More like a mom baking for her family. This is weird as my mom didn't bake for her family, she was a successful lawyer. Never the less that is how I felt. I took a picture of a batch of muffins fresh from the oven and texted it to my Mistress with the comment "I baked muffins tonight, something in me is changing". By the time she got home I was already asleep and we haven't talked about it since. This whole chastity journey still has it's surprises in store for me.
Sounds like a conversion to a loving domestic, too. You know your Mistress would appreciate something fresh baked. As would your kids. So you followed your instincts. Part of a new role where your desires are sublimated by the needs of others. This may be maternal in a way, but it is also very reminiscent of a well trained servant.
That's so funny Goddess mentioned scones last night but it was too late so I will be baking them tonight
I understand. In the morning I do house cleaning and laundry. During the day I build custom racing style motorcycles. At night I make fresh pasta with salads, paired with a nice wine. I bake too. Beats me what happened.
Yes, you are a new man, a good father that takes care of your family, it is great, I feel the same but you express it better than me. I talked to this to my wife and she told me "this is the mother's compassion to her family". great changes you have done.
Perhaps this impulse comes from the gentle masculine giant inside. Once you are secure in yourself (and your relationship) , you are capable of caring for and mentoring others.
I wonder if I should spend more time at my mother in laws. We are engaged to be married and by the sounds I will need to learn some family recipes to keep my girl happy =P Good work. Real life and effort is what its all about my man
i made pancakes last Tuesday cos it was pancake day. I try to make the proper size of batter but I done a lot and Mistress only wanted one and I wud have had more but Mistress sayed not to cos they make you fat. I had to put a lot in the bin and that was wasting wern it.
Nothing exciting really. Kids loved the muffins and ate several. Mistress took one to work with her and complimented me on them that evening. With her (not so new anymore) job I see so little of her.