Bad Slave

My apologies to Mr. Lowe for not giving credit where credit was due. The pretenders is the version from my youth and who I think of when I thought of the song. In any event the point was the epiphany of was she started to think of cruelness as kindness. This is a hard barrier for most women in a loving relationship.

 

I really like the idea of being whipped very hard until it is actually happening.

Then when it stops I want more.

 

She simply threatens me with a vanilla life style. 100% effective. Scariest thing ever.

Never wanted risk that one again.

She punishes me from time to time, but for her that is just erotic play. She calls that “funishment”, even when it hurts like hell and I cry for mercy.

 

Not following our chastity agreement upsets her like nothing else. Not communicating upsets her equally.

I have gotten all my chances on those two.

This time locked up since December 31, and I will not fail her ever again on any of those two.

 

I have been with my Mistress now for 15 years, unfortunately i forget my place and i become what Mistress refers to as cheeky.
Punishments have ranged from spankings (do not like those), to sleeping on the floor, sleeping on the floor bound and gagged, and no internet privileges.
I am sure there is plenty more she can think of but i will never suggest.