Arousal and Frustration

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  1. rebeccacd404
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    rebeccacd404 I adore being controlled

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    Hi, I am in chastity with denial.....no pleasure, edging etc, for over a month......chastity, plugged and panties and bra at nights........I am going crazy!
    I don't want t o touch "Her" cock.....but I am desperate to orgasm......
    I writhe in bed touching what I am allowed but the arousal increases so that I am like an animal.....
    I want to cum like a girl......but "she" won't allow it......
    I don't know how much more I can take!
     
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    I kind of know where your at. My wife / KH / Mistress was turned off for a long time she said i was being punished almost in a cage she denied me release . I do get edged once a week now and since her return I have only had 1 ruined orgasm no bra or panties no touching my self HEAVEN forbid but yes its very frustrating not to be able to have an orgasm when one is wanted so badly.
     
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    not meant bad, but as far as I know some wise Lady once said: "chastity only begins when you want it to end";)
     
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    I agree. As an absolutely submissive husband, I surrender control to my wife. What she does or does not do with that is her option. I orgasm if and when she allows. There is no negotiation over that.
     
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    Maybe this is it....where Chastity for me really begins....all I know is I want my cage off and to orgasm....not like a man....that would be horrible, but like a girl....if I could!
     
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    Well, a strapon works nicely -- if she allows it.
     
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    I like that quote.
     
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    If only she would.....my cock is her property as is my ass......I am not allowed any orgasms.....
     
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    I also like the quote. I was allowed one “ supervised masturbation” and lick my cum off her feet since Christmas. Trying to take it one day at a time. I am certainly finding myself more docile obedient and willing every day
     
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    How cum you are all allowed to orgasm....but I can't?
     
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    Are you asking US for allowance? :rolleyes:
    Then better be aware that I am known as: "the mean one"!:p:D:D
     
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    Your chastity and orgasm denial is for your KH's pleasure and knowing this is your reward.
     
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    A Mistress must know what her sub needs, then everything she claims is natural and adequate.
    Moreover, the requirements she does are for her enjoyment and if it expands her subs to life the better.
     
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    I guess I will get no sympathy here then....ok, whatever you do don't make me orgasm.....I am having way too much fun in denial....this is great!
     
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    i feel bad for you as i am in the boat, no touch no milking just denial it makes your KH happy tho
     
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    I am sure it makes her happy.....its just such a shock for my system. I was a chronic masturbator and then to just go cold turkey.......although I do have lots of energy....
     
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    It is for your benefit, praise your Mistress for being so caring of you.
    You will see that negating masturbation you will have much more to gain than to lose.
    You should be an example for those who thinks that chastity is only a kink game, no, it is not, is a serious way to lead a new and more fulfilling life.
     
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    Joan, I do realise that my lifestyle is changing....its just been a little difficult making the change. I would like to just say to all you Mistresses out there.....you are amazing. I have known mine for a short time but I am totally devoted to her...I am being led down a path....I don't know where it leads....but I want to take the journey!
     
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    @Joan.t the sage provides sound wisdom, yet again. :)
     
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    Yes! Not a fetish but a gateway to improving our relationships.
     
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    Its so true. What started as a game (and we still call our intimate time playtime) has really become much more, it is a lifestyle we now live. We have more "kinks" as well in our playtime, like tying me to the bed, teasing me over and over again, making sure I lick her toys clean after use. And we incorporate some into our daily life, such as me washing the dishes in my floral apron naked and her wielding her crop on my (lovely she says) bare ass. I have feeling that once our baby flies the nest again soon I will be performing many more tasks in this way and she will feel a lot more freedom to express her dominance especially as I am "winding down" towards my retirement and spend less time at work! No more overtime, weekends or nights for me now! I look forward to it.
     
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    We are in the same life space, except that as part of her new power she's gone back to work she loves. I crave the day in the not-too-distant future when I shall have the leisure to become her chaste house husband.
     
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