another CB600s goes to work

First release for clean and inspection today -I was good. Some small irritation marks -and the KG device sure needed cleaning. I changed down a ring spacer size -i read the body adjusts -and i think it is true -was getting lose a little . Feels a better fit now.
What a battle not to relieve myself when cleaned -and what a battle to put back in!
I think erections will be a bit painful now -but i feel a lot more secure -hot day here, with everything relaxed and lose felt escape might have been possible -so I changed size. see how we go.
Visitors here -ugg

 

been locked up for two weeks now -feels a long time. You know -the body does adjust. I spent a really big day in the garden today -doing a hell of a lot of manual labour, from weeding to mowing, to pruning, a trip to the tip -the lot. The device was good -forgot about it mostly -the smaller ring/spacer is far better -i feel"held" in it now.
last night, well -the first time I spent a night this ring -was murder - last night was better -but erections are very uncomfortable -the usual answer -get up, go to the toilet.

After two weeks -wifes attitude?. I think a lot of people here are happily sharing a chastity journey together -my wife is a little different. Since the assualt -sex just makes her anxious -she has panic attacks even at times. Now - she does not have to worry about sex at all -and i think besides being a comfort for her -she can just shove the whole topic into a corner -and forget about it now.
Oh -she knows I am locked up -but its not to be talked about -some times she looks at me -glances there -but nothing is said.
So -I am chastised differently to some - for her, the sex "problem" is currently solved. I am taking it slow -we will talk about relief and such when i think she is more comfortable with it.

I am of course -incredibly horney, frustrated and the like -but -as my signiture says -its for love.

The reality of being horny -and unable to relieve the need -far exceeds the fantasy though!



be careful what you wish for - being locked up with no known release date is still very, very scary!

 

Hi -its not about forgetting about sex - before this, she would "attend to my needs" . This experiment is all about her re gaining confidence and control -and thus relax her problems. For me -i get 'to play" every day -any one who likes bondage like I do -to be locked up every day is like bondage 24hrs a day -


Ps -some people can't just move on Im afraid .
PPs -for us -marriage is for keeps - good or bad -you make it work. this is making it work.

 

Hi sandman -fair enough thoughts -no i don't think this device is being used to hide a problem, but to help fix it.
Its 6 am here -driven out of bed by painful erections -grrrrrrrrrrrr LOL
lesson -don't try to relive this by going to toilet -trying to pee -and giving up with the erection still being crushed -when you do relax -but not near the toilet -you will involuteerly start to pee what could not get out
double grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Stil a million relatives in the house.What I'd do for some peace and quiet with the wife.

We had a very nice cuddle last night.

 

Wife has keys of course -no orgeasms until end of month I believe.
Back to reality -developing a sore spot at base of penis on top of balls -will change spacer size -hope that helps -not happy if the device begins to rub all my skin of -been using lube too.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

 

full day doing stuff with a bigger spacer -i think its better for comfort -not feeling as secure -but I cant pull out -just don't feel being"held" down there.
Amazing what a couple of millimetres space does.
Erections are actually worse i think bigger spacer -smallest spacer the penis just cannot grow -now it can a bit -and seems to try harder.
feeling very aware of device today -horny as

 

Hi locked in NMA -good comments
Spent the day fishing today -and a swim -must remember to oil the lock -salt water not good i guess for it!
Irritation no worse, no better today -persisting with the libe, and hoping it gets better. I would be bitterly dis apointed if this experiment stops because of a sore
Not much else to report i suppose -just life. last night sllep was undisturbed -but I was up at 3.30 am to go fishing.
One thing -the Kg device thingy works really, really well for me -i am a shrinker/grower extreme - i would have pulled out but for it for sure today -I tried earlier today - can't do it

 

Hi lurkers
You know, i used to come here every day, read all the posts, especially the captioned photos -and play with myself a lot
Well -now i can't
Poor peni so painfully crushes itself -and balls so scream for release -its a stupid, stupid thing to do once chasticed. You just get more frustrated. Sweet feeling. Horrible feeling.
What a mix
I am still trying to come to grips with this -trying to get hard -you reach for your paenis -and all you feel is hard plastic -and nothing else!

 

Well, as this is a real life account -sitting here intensly disapointed -let out for a clean last night -and i am not just irritated at the base of the penis -but have now a very painful sore -quite a hole actually
We are both very disapointed. I kept up lubrication ect -and am at a loss what to do now. Different lubricant -wrong spacer size - the tube seems not to have any sharp bits -i will get some fine wet and dry for it tomorrow.
So i am out until healed -and then we are both detirmined to try again

Again -really, really disapointed -i thought this device was going to work.

 

Still healing - i think this ain't going to work -if I have a big spacer -I won't irritate -but can pull out. Small spacer - irritation.
This is what happens when you are a very extreme shrinker/grower.
Hopefully back in friday -am trying all sorts of combinations at the meoment -and have sandpapered the tube in case there was something there to cause sore.

sore was extremely bad.

personally -i miss wearing the device -but i don't want to beable to pull out. KG device also left nasty mark -so more experiment there as well.

how reset signature thingy? -got to work that out too

 

15 Jan -and we try again
Sanded the CB, using vasaline -set spacer so can't escape -still not confident that i won't irritate -but we try again

 

maybe the sanding did the trick -or the vasaline -so far, no problems.
I really hope this works out - but then again, a little part of me wonders what if the device does work this time!

 

Well -things progress. although not totally happy with the security -i seem to be settling into a good fit -am on smallest ring now. No KG device, middle range spacer. using a fair amount of vasaline -and so far no obvious irritation -i think the sanding may have done the trick.
I am not saying its totally comfortable -by days end of wearing jeans -i would love to just rip the thing of - get home, get loser clothes, things settle a little

Wife has not mentioned the device until today -she rang me at work -and asked me how I was going 'confined" I said i kept thinking of her all the time -with resultant "troubles' She laughed -said"good" -and that was that. i think she is getting quite used to the idea of me wearing the device now.
if, by months end I am still like this -things are a success, if not -well, Im not sure.

 

Thanks for the comments -I know that this can be worn forever -if I get it right. I am going to adjust spacer again tonight -when keys come home! -she is out some where!
I need to get out tonight -smelly from a badly aimed you know what.
I think i have worked out the problem, gap between tube and ring just too small -with over night erections doing the damage.
Wife again talked about the device last night -she is warming to the whole concept -as am I -so really desperate to make this work -a failure and I think i wil never get another chance.
Ultimately we are planning to go to europe next year -UK - that is only a jump away to a Aussie for a Latowinski belt. If this works -by then that would be a justifiable expense!

 

A reasonable time since last post. Usual painful erection stuff in midle of the night -but not too bad -down boy!. What i would call a good day at work -no pain, or real discomfort today -maybe i am getting the fit right -who knows.. Still pretty red and worn at base of penis -but no sore or brocken skin -but close too it i think. Bigger spacer may be helping.
On the better to read front - getting to that Lust filled stage -where one just has to take it off -followed by the -I can't get it off -which leads to more lustful thoughts -which leads to more frustration -you know the feeling fellow wearers -wild isn't it!
Oh to be able to play with him...............