Sometimes things occur in life that are totally unexpected. I am starting a new journal because I experienced a moment of that unexpected. If you may have read some of my posts in the past you may know of my wife and I's history of chastity, sissy, feminization, etc. If not, well the tl:dr version is that she wasn't really all that interested in it. That's fine. I began to seek some guidance from an online source, this started well and I felt it was working out ok. However, marriage is one complicated mofo. Some private things happened between my wife and I on christmas eve, things that changed the way she felt about the whole situation. It was dicey, there was talk of her walking out until we could figure things out, there was some crying, and there was some anger. Finally we decided to work things out instead of separating temporarily. I went to work and she stayed home, the following conversation was held online. Well the end result has been extremely positive. We spoke about all the things I am interested in with a great amount of detail. I revealed to her that I wanted to try being locked up for chastity, I was wearing panties, etc. Once the lines of communication were open she left out an ultimatum of sorts. "<My name>....do you want me to be your mistress, your keyholder, and hold power over you through this?" I don't know how my answer could have been anything other than no. We discussed throughout the day and night our thoughts, plans, and how we could make this adventure comfortable for both of us. In the end she agreed to fully embrace this and we would begin to take it as slow as we felt comfortable doing. I feel a great relief that this is something that I can accept into our marriage. This aspect of my personality is something that I don't discuss with people I know. I barely discussed it with my wife and even know as we converse about it I feel myself wanting to close down again. I just have to fight these feelings and stay completely open with her. Whats next who knows...I plan to start updating this journal with our experiences together doing this as well as setting her up an account. She is already taking the role on very well, she has a sadistic streak in her. For those reading, please offer up comments, thoughts, and opinions. She would like the assistance and will at some point open up on the forums and talk directly with others seeking their advice. We feel good about this and I am extremely excited and nervous.