A snowball down the mountain

A SNOWBALL DOWN THE MOUNTAIN
I forwarded the links. I sipped my coffee. Moments later I received notification via a sms the links had been received and were under review. Now the waiting began. A bit of nervous energy raced through me, and the urge to run to the bathroom and tug was overpowering, but resisted, as the links had not yet been responded to. What would she think? Maybe this would just go by the way side, again. I had made many attempts through the years to convey the importance of putting me in my place, with too many failures or half attempts. I am a submissive, but have a very strong tendency to question authority. I know myself all too well. When I am reprimanded, it either causes me to revolt, or immediately fall in line. If the reprimand is strong enough, I may never toy with the concept in question ever again, having thoroughly learned my lesson. But all too often my will does not want be changed, and my submission requires a certain degree of domination before it becomes evident. I thought this time might be different however, as there was empirical data. The kind of information that she always responded to most decisively. When she is confronted with facts, rather than opinions, she acts upon them if it is within her ability. This is one of her most endearing qualities, as she really cares, and is concerned about integrity and truth, not fantasy and silliness.
The links included information on how the mind of the XY chromosome holder can chemically benefit with liberation from depression by withholding orgasm. Being the owners of a Lori 18a chastity device, the ability to completely contain my orgasms is to a degree possible but of course as is the case with most devices, somewhat limited. One finds ways. But the ability to remove such a device is only possible with the key, or introduction of power tools and grave risk of injury, not to mention substantial potential for significant financial loss. The Lori line of devices are not toys. They are hand crafted and expensive tools for penile control. A dick cannot get out of such a cage once in place. There is no pull out. The device goes far beyond any modicum of chastity play and creates a serious element of control. She however, has never felt a need to go past that, as it really is intimidating how severe it is. But these links I sent, also give specific examples of how to exact BDSM on a sub, in ways that are quite understandable and appreciable by any interested in a BDSM relationship. That has been the one element that has been somewhat lacking in our relationship. I was pierced for the purpose of wearing a chastity device, and given the Lori in place of gifts for a span of many holidays. We were very serious about chastity. But BDSM had always been more of an after thought, a playful side dish to the main course. And of course the realities of life return once the honeymoon phase of the new and shiny device has become normal. The mystique and passion for control almost disappeared for a while, even though the cage was steadily in place. As with anything in repetition, once normalcy enters into the equation, the intrigue can leave.
The last time the device had been removed, I had resisted putting it back on very profoundly. I had been unlocked for a few weeks at this point, wanking at will, and revisiting old porn watching habits. I was not content being chastised at all, and was rather enjoying my vacation from it. Each day out of the device seemed like a day further from ever returning to it. Chastity shouldn't necessarily be enjoyable at all, but, there was something missing for me. The passion to please her wasn't there the way it once was, and her passion to tease and watch me squirm was seemingly gone. She used to enjoy so much teasing and edging me close to insanity, but that had quieted down so much so I wondered if she even cared about that at all anymore.
A sms chimed in on my mobile device. Enough time had passed for her to have read the links.
"please put your device back on" it read.
I replied "can we talk about this in person" still feeling a bit defiant and considering the freedom from chastity.
There was no reply.
Later that night when the dust of the days commotion had settled, we sat down and began to discuss. She informed me she had read the links on the benefits of orgasm reduction, and stated that we knew as much all along, but the reminder and the way in which the information was presented had served to remind her of the importance of the chastity device being on. She also reminded me that the device was a significant investment and that we should not under utilize it at all. If I wouldn't put the device back on immediately, she wanted me to begin the process of selling it. Either we're serious about this, or we are not she stated. She had no intention of playing games, and made it very clear. Already feeling chastised by her powerful suggestions, I put my head down and said I would put it on after a shower. So I did.
After a long shower and finally locking the device in place, I meekly walked into the bedroom to find her laying on our bed, crop in hand. She took the key and said now lay face down. So I did. I was excited because she had so embraced what had been dormant for so long, though I still wasn't very happy about the device being reinstalled. But in an effort to be the submissive to her will and respect her and the wonderful relationship we've had, I did as I was told. She secured my arms and legs, and whipped me until I was nearly crying. It was the furthest she had ever gone with such discipline. She told me, unless I wanted to be ignored and left chastised perhaps indefinitely, I would complete the tasks she put before me. I would submit, with out question to discipline and spanking, as she knew what a benefit it could have for me, and that she knew I like it. As mentioned in another post, this had really excited her also, and she sat on my face until she came. She ended our session together with a long and warm cuddle. She kissed my ear and neck softly and thanked me for putting the chastity device back on. Chills ran through my body.
The next night, once again post settling of dust, she commanded me to return to my laying position on the bed and she commenced with the spanking. This time just a little bit further than before. She used a variety of floggers, whips, paddles, basically her entire collection until I was a puddle. While I was still tied down, she used a vibrator and masturbated herself to completion. I couldn't believe it. It was marvelous.
Night Three. Now I was in shock. I really couldn't believe she was continuing this day after day. I was tied down, gagged and spanked with a hair brush. She paused and got baby oil which she used to sensually rub my back, and backside. Once I was good and oiled, she began to spank again with authority. The sting was intensified by the oil quite considerably. She untied me, and allowed me to cuddle with her until we both fell asleep. I felt like a child. I was actually incredibly satisfied, and what was better she was too.
Night Four. She informed me that tonight we'd try something new... she said lay on your back this time. I lay down and she used a harness to keep my legs up. Now fully exposed, she lubed me up and inserted an anal plug very slowly and deliberately. My cage felt like it was strangling my dicklet. I could feel my heartbeat thundering in my ear, and that nervous energy was overwhelming me. She told me this was the diaper position, and she wanted to see my eyes as she spanked me that night. With my legs in the air she walloped me until I was red like a tomato. The burning sensation had brought me to subspace. I was literally high from the pain and sting of her discipline. She could see that, and released me to finger her as she used her vibrator. I did so. She came and smiled ear to ear, and asked me if I wanted to cum too. I couldn't believe it. Usually my chastity sentence was at least a few weeks. I excitedly said yes and asked for the key. She smiled again. Oh no, she said, you can use the vibrator over your cage.
HOLY SH*T ITS THE SNOWBALL EFFECT!!!
Night five was quiet. I was actually very relieved. But as we were going to sleep, she said she hopes I am good because she wants to try a belt. *gulp*
To be continued.

 

Yes I am a big pile of confusion aren't I? Chastity has been excellent for getting into my submissive side. Without it, I am not very submissive at all I guess. I am certainly not submissive to the world around me. She on the other hand is all dom. Maybe not in the bedroom 24/7 but at her job, and in our life together she is Queen and I go out of my way to get her what she wants. Our sex life has been a constant evolution, where we keep finding out more and more. It had been a while since I had my device on, and I had almost forgotten how much she likes it. And really, that is all that matters.
If we were all the same, we wouldn't be human.