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    Day 175 since my last squirt. Now, my beautiful Wife has decided it is time to wean me off of erections. I take BP and heart meds so, they are rare, depending on the timing between dosages. When timed right, i'm as hard as a 20 year old. Lately She waits, knowing from experience the best time to set me free for grooming and attention. This way, She can be assured, i won't be able to penetrate Her regardless of how Her advances have me aching.
    Amazingly, the ache seldom goes away. My cage is a Lori 2E. A beautiful custom piece by the late, great, Ms Linda. It bears my Wife's monogram on the head. When locked inside, erections are painful due to the interior spikes that line the 2-3/4" tube. The constant bondage of my cock has actually become something i enjoy straining against. When unlocked, and timed to my disadvantage, my Wife can do as She pleases, without any messy repercussions.
    Now i was unlocked last Friday night, allowed one erection, and locked back up before bed. She had said starting Monday, 10/20, there would be some restrictions until Thanksgiving. She said if She felt like it, i would receive another erection Sunday night, but at the last minute, i was left locked, but was plugged for the night instead. Afterwards, as i was kneeling between Her legs, servicing Her, She said the restrictions were to be as follows:
    i would remain locked 100% uninterrupted, until Thanksgiving. As She got closer to orgasm, She told me to look into Her eyes as She came, because all service would be performed blindfolded for the same duration. (She knows how i love to watch Her cum. Also, i was told to enjoy my night plugged because in the morning, all Her toys for me would be locked away and i would not be allowed that pleasure, either. I would be touched as She saw fit and there would be extensive make out sessions. i would be learning to give Her nightly lotion massages blindfolded, as well. This will be interesting. I will update, as SHE allows me time.
     
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    The Lori 2E is a masterpiece. Your Wife evidently knows how to do things properly. Is she a member here?

    Sadly the 2E model is not now in production (very sad story:() though hopefully they can be part of the range again before long.
     
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    Do you get nocternal erections while in your device and does the internal spikes cause skin damage. We are also looking into longer term confinement however skin damage from the base ring being to tight has now been resolved by using a slightly larger 4.5cm ring with an improvised anti pullout system. I assume you have been PA'd which makes your device 100% secure. Assuming you have a PA does the hole become sore being constantly used by the device. How long have you been living the chastity /dom lifestyle.
     
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    It truly is a masterpiece. Ms Linda was not only a true artist, but a creative genius when it came to putting a man in his place. She will be forever missed. No, my beautiful Wife is not. This is an approved outlet for me.
     
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    Yes, i do. They are sometimes painful, but the spikes are blunt so no damage. They do act, somewhat, as a deterrent to an erection. There are spikes behind my testicles and at the top of the base of my penis. Plus, two rows of two, top and bottom in the cage itself. i am not currently pierced, but She is considering it along with having Her trademark tattooed upon the head of my penis. I am indeed a very lucky man. i have worn my device for a record of 106 days without interruption. The PA pin for my Lori is hinged and designed to "float" with the PA. Once i am pierced and healed, i don't think there will be a problem. I have lived the sub lifestyle since my first relationship when i was 14. My Wife has been my superior for 25 years but my chastity was my gift to Her a little over 2 years ago. She has taken to it well, but states that She sometimes misses my cock inside Her. Although, She is quick to add, i am so much a better boy since being denied my penis that there is NO excuse i could come up with that would make Her change Her mind. No penetration. No Squirting. And coming soon...no more erections.
     
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    Wow! I felt some tightness in my cage reading your posts! Very hot!
     
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    Tonight i was given the opportunity to make out with my Girl. She loves long passionate kisses. Lingering on Her lips playfully making my way around Her neck and jawline. i held Her in my arms, our legs wrapped around each other. i was not allowed to touch Her breasts or between Her legs without permission. This makes us both crazy. Her hands were pulling on me, stroking my cage and squeezing my always aching sac. She looked into my eyes, i could tell She was very relaxed and getting sleepy. She told me to kiss my way down Her body. She gave me permission to give each breast ample attention on the way down to Her navel. From there, i was to pull my blindfold down, and then proceed onto the floor, on my side of the bed. That's where i kneel on my prayer pillow to worship Her until i am told to say "Amen". As i began to make my way down to Her Temple, She told me to imagine what it will be like when i am pierced and locked away for good. She told me to pray hard and convince Her i was deserving of such a wonderful fate. When She said i was finished, She said, I love you, Goodnight, rolled over and drifted off to sleep. I hope She needs more convincing. Lots more.
     
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    Will your Mistress ever let you out to erect once PA'd? Or will the device be locked on for good. Thats a serious ask that I would rather be transformed via hormones and surgery to have womens parts then at least I would never crave any male pleasure and I would be her bitch for real.
     
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    We have discussed it. Our goal is that i be allowed out only IF doctor visits require examination of that area, or as needed for grooming and cleaning. My erections outside of my device will no longer be allowed. i don't have an issue grooming around my device now. my Girl allows me out unsupervised on the promise that i won't do anything i'm not supposed to. That happens maybe once every 4-6 weeks. If more frequent cleanings are necessary due to the piercing, She will accommodate, accordingly. i love serving Her as Her man. it is not my wish to have my male yearnings removed, just permanently, hopelessly denied. The thought that She allows me to live, serve, and die at Her feet, brings me a sense of peace.
     
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    I understand how you feel and I can't help feel that we too are drifting down similar paths. It starts out as a game then becomes every now and then, and once Mistress gets the chance to keep you locked your already down the rabbit hole. There must be some psychological reason women like to have us electively neutered. Personally I have always had submissive tendencies towards women and have always been attracted to larger women than myself. I find being kept in a neutered state somewhat erotic. I yearn often still for self stimulation however now its long out of reach as is any form of female interaction other than with our Mistresses which is comforting to know you have no option anymore no matter what is placed in front of you so to speak.
    My Mistress likes me to read porn and look at porn images to keep me on edge she says as well as the occasional erotic dressing up as now I can’t do anything to satisfy myself it helps keep me continually frustrated and focused on her 100% as she is now my only way of release. I think all men should be placed in chastity devices the day they are married it would lead to a better world.
     
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    My chastity came about as a means to help me deal with the performance anxiety of not always getting erect as i did prior to my first heart attack. We used it as a way to make my penis more sensitive by not allowing me to masturbate or have contact. She let me out whenever i wanted to try to have intercourse. The amount of blood pressure and heart meds combined with blood thinners makes timing an erection, literally, an art form. my desire for Her never waned. i want Her just as much now, as ever. i'm very OCD. i keep records of everything. i kept records of how often i masturbated, how many times i had sex with Her, what days i power-lifted, etc. 2009, for example, was a very good year. i masturbated 675 times, had sex with my Wife 292 times, and trained 301 days. 2010-1st heart attack. Doctor actually told me to tell my children goodbye as we passed them on the way to surgery. 2011-2nd heart attack. 2014- 3rd heart attack. Physically, sex is still very possible. my Wife worries about the exertion far more than i do.
    When i harness, i ride my girl like a 20 year old. i enjoy every minute. She tells me when She wants me to "cum". it's just not my cock inside Her. Too unreliable. This is better. i stay in a constant state of arousal because i am locked. No performance anxiety for me. Plus, i'm a nicer guy when i don't cum. Guys always brag about being, "all about the pussy". That's a lie. As a man, if your squirting, "you are all about the nut", and nothing more. Every day She denies me release, i thank Her for. Every day She re-enforces Her superiority over me by allowing me to serve Her, i thank Her. i appreciate Her more than i thought possible. i hope She never feels the need to break Her promise and allow me to squirt. i know this may seem off the track of my latest part of the journey, but it will give you all some insight into how i got here. Thanks for reading my rant.
     
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    All makes perfect sense thank you for sharing with us.
     
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    To be honest my chastity started out as a project to increase my libido and improve our sex life. After 30 years married sex can become routine or reduced due to complacency so we needed to spice things up and improve my situation where my libido and erections at 52 were not as good as when I was say 28 a story we all know and love. However I noticed that if I masturbated to a new picture I became very aroused and got the hard on again so this is in the mind mostly I thought. Therefore we need a way for me to become aroused by my wife the same way and under her control for my sexual release.
    I have always had submissive tendencies and yearned to be controlled so a chastity device was perfect as it stopped me masturbating and releasing to images other than my lovely wife and ensured that I only get release at her bidding / command both I find exciting. So now we have a situation where I am allowed to look at porn to keep me aroused and tempted and also enforced worship my mistress and her feet while not using my penis. However when Mistress wants a quality hard penis I am given Viagra and let out (maybe still ringed) resulting in a very hard erection and a good quality session for the both of us. I support quality not quantity anytime and love my new position as a neutered male effectively until required to service my Mistress.
    This way I am kept excited and happy 99% of the time with a primary focus on my only way for release my Mistress. More women should introduce their partners to this lifestyle in my opinion it’s a loving way to repay your partner.
    I was let out the other day after 50 days in the device however I yearn to have it reattached more than being able to be free again. I have no homosexual tendencies but do have feminisation wishes which are being addressed by me having now to constantly wear bright red nail polish on my toes and a steel ring on my toe as a mark of respect and subservience.
    In my other recent postings I have explained that Mistress has now reduced my cage to 5cm to ensure little room for erection and to keep me small as she says a mans penis should be smaller than his balls in her opinion until required by her. So I now have a 5cm penis to look forwards to most of the time. I am so lucky to have her and I worship her.
     
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    We truly share a lot of similarities. Although, there are almost as many differences. We are the same age and came about our chastity in much the same manner, it seems. i admire and respect your want of feminization, i just don't share in it.
    i am an alpha male in the outside world. i bow to no one. i enjoy all the perks the "real" world offers to men. i respect all women and think they are treated very unfairly in it. i refuse to be a part of that unfairness. Just the same, i have a house payment to make, so i have to play along to a certain extent. i don't allow blatant disrespect in my presence, and am quick to respond with that same level of disrespect to show my disapproval. i can only change my small part of the world. i serve only one. my Wife and i reared our sons to be the kind of men we wanted our daughter to date. She is like her mother. She takes shit from no one and she rules her husband and her house. Sorry, i'll get back on track.
    Another difference, would be Viagra. i'm a heart patient so that is not allowed. The main reason my beautiful Wife has made the promise of no more penetrations is so i don't have to worry about getting erections. If i don't get erect, i can't put in inside Her. Penetrative sex, of any kind, brings about a dominant streak in me that i find to be disrespectful to Her. i would find myself getting carried away. my disposition was much more arrogant. We both prefer me at a scale of 4 instead of a constant raging 10. By locking me and promising me there is no hope of ever being inside Her gorgeous pussy ever again, She effectively keeps me on my knees. It's where i belong and She has grown to prefer me there. Her promise was a sacrifice on Her part. She knows i will spend the rest of my life loving and serving Her to show my appreciation. i hope your path takes you where you and your Wife want to go. It is a pleasure to know so many others walk that same narrow path. i agree the world would be better if men were effectively neutered by chastity, but it ain't gonna happen. So, i will try to set a good example, protect, and preserve this life that is mine. i enjoy this site and the people i have had the pleasure of ranting with. Thank you.
     
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    Thanks mate I understand what your saying and respect you for your commitment to your wife and womens respect. I must admit I have never been an alpha male but no sissy either I have a powerful position in my work role, not in any people controlling way though more shall we say a techncial/commercial perspective however I really love my wife controlling me its kind of erotic for me to surrender my sexual freedom to my loving wife and live a the life that we both enjoy. Enjoy life :) to the full. If the mind finds what we do fun then thats good enough for me as the mind controls the pleasure hormones that keep us all happy and we have found a way to be content most of the time without the ups and downs we had before this lifestyle.
     
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