I figured it was time. I don't want to keep hijacking my pets (or other members) threads. So, I'm taking the plunge. I'm going to start my own journal. Well, actually I'm calling it a diary. When I was a little girl I kept a diary of all my innermost secrets. Things I could never tell anyone else. Which boy I had a crush on at the time, the jealousy I felt over another girls success', when I lost my virginity :innocent0009:. Since I'm going to be divulging my thoughts, sex-capades, fantasies, and perhaps a story thrown into the mix, I thought it an appropriate title. I don't think there's really a need to introduce myself, but I'll do a quick bio just in case. Hey, there! Goddess Jen in da house!!! My pet/husband (happypants) and I started on this little adventure of ours about 2 months ago. The chastity part, that is. The kinky stuff has been going on since we started having sex. That was, lemme think..... .16 years ago in the back of his car. J/K!!! LOL!! But, it certainly didn't take long before we were hitting the sheets together. We were young (21), and couldn't get enough of each other. Ah...member those days? When all that you can think about is the next time you can be together. You get a message on your answering machine (yeah, didn't have cell phones in the dark ages), and felt that wonderful flutter in your heart? Well, that feeling has never ended with us. I can't believe it's been that long since I've been with this man. Crazy. If you would like to read about how we got our start in chastity and my feelings about it, you can give a read here....... http://www.chastitymansion.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2719 It's pretty lengthy, and I'm apologizing in advance. I like to talk. A lot. If any of you have gotten to know me a bit over this last month, you can tell the others....she ain't lyin'. Pet's nickname for me is Edith. As in Bunker. If you feel so inclined you can also read my pets journal. I made him start writing a journal so he had somewhere he could post his thoughts and feelings. Maybe get some feedback from others who have been in his shoes. I really love reading his posts. That man cracks me up! His analogies to events in our lives are just priceless. Like when he compared his enclosed cock as a "collectible baseball in one of those glass cases....Looky but no Touchy!" :happy0187: He keeps me smiling. OK, enough of the bio...blah-blah-blah. On to the good stuff...last night. In case you don't know, I've decided to keep pet locked up for his longest stint yet. My birthday, Nov 30th. Now, this may not seem like long to some of the chastity veterans on here, but for him it's B I G! I asked him about a month ago what the longest he went without an orgasm. I was talking about since the time he first figured out how to jerk off, not since he started having sex. He told me like 4 or 5 days! :sign0094: So, he's not gone longer than that in 25 years?! Wow. Anyway, this last week he's been out of his CB because of a boo-boo on his balls. We decided to let that heal before putting it back on. While he was out he would make little joking comments to me about choking one off while I was out...or while he was at work. Well, this just pissed me off!! I know he's joking, but I didn't like that it was even in the back of mind. KWIM? Yeah...real funny. So, I started thinking. If he wants to joke, let's see how funny he thinks this is..... :evilgrin0010: So, after I explained that he would not have another orgasm until the 30th, and before he got back in to his CB....I told him to grab one of his beloved DVD porn. Watch it, jerk off for an hour, do NOT cum, then shower, shave and get back in the CB. He did pretty well...only asked to cum about 3 or 4 times during the hour and a half (yeah, I extended the time...I was chatting with a friend from the Mansion!! What would YOU have done?!). I did taunt him a bit with "Mmmmm...that looks so HOT!! Don't you wish you could shove your cock down my throat like that?" Hey, I never said I played fair. So, this was Saturday evening. Yesterday, pet started feeling the burn. We had a nice little family day (gorgeous here in Chitown), and then we came home and he started surfing the net. For what? Drawings of femdom cartoon porn. Now, I ask you??? Why would you do that to yourself? He must be gluten for punishment! So, he asked me for a favor. He said since he hadn't had an orgasm since the 3rd and he was going to be locked up till the 30th...if I would grant him one. I asked what he'd be willing to do for it, and we made a deal. I got the spankings on his ass, that I so LOVE to do :smilies_xxx22: and he got to cum. Alrighty, then. K...I'm going to continue this in a bit. It's going on forever already. Sheesh, I need to learn how to keep things short and sweet.