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  1. Goddess Jen
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    I figured it was time. I don't want to keep hijacking my pets (or other members) threads. So, I'm taking the plunge. I'm going to start my own journal. Well, actually I'm calling it a diary. When I was a little girl I kept a diary of all my innermost secrets. Things I could never tell anyone else. Which boy I had a crush on at the time, the jealousy I felt over another girls success', when I lost my virginity :innocent0009:. Since I'm going to be divulging my thoughts, sex-capades, fantasies, and perhaps a story thrown into the mix, I thought it an appropriate title.

    I don't think there's really a need to introduce myself, but I'll do a quick bio just in case. Hey, there! Goddess Jen in da house!!! My pet/husband (happypants) and I started on this little adventure of ours about 2 months ago. The chastity part, that is. The kinky stuff has been going on since we started having sex. That was, lemme think..... .16 years ago in the back of his car. J/K!!! LOL!! But, it certainly didn't take long before we were hitting the sheets together. We were young (21), and couldn't get enough of each other. Ah...member those days? When all that you can think about is the next time you can be together. You get a message on your answering machine (yeah, didn't have cell phones in the dark ages), and felt that wonderful flutter in your heart? Well, that feeling has never ended with us. I can't believe it's been that long since I've been with this man. Crazy.

    If you would like to read about how we got our start in chastity and my feelings about it, you can give a read here.......

    http://www.chastitymansion.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2719

    It's pretty lengthy, and I'm apologizing in advance. I like to talk. A lot. If any of you have gotten to know me a bit over this last month, you can tell the others....she ain't lyin'. Pet's nickname for me is Edith. As in Bunker.

    If you feel so inclined you can also read my pets journal. I made him start writing a journal so he had somewhere he could post his thoughts and feelings. Maybe get some feedback from others who have been in his shoes. I really love reading his posts. That man cracks me up! His analogies to events in our lives are just priceless. Like when he compared his enclosed cock as a "collectible baseball in one of those glass cases....Looky but no Touchy!" :happy0187: He keeps me smiling.

    OK, enough of the bio...blah-blah-blah. On to the good stuff...last night.

    In case you don't know, I've decided to keep pet locked up for his longest stint yet. My birthday, Nov 30th. Now, this may not seem like long to some of the chastity veterans on here, but for him it's B I G! I asked him about a month ago what the longest he went without an orgasm. I was talking about since the time he first figured out how to jerk off, not since he started having sex. He told me like 4 or 5 days! :sign0094: So, he's not gone longer than that in 25 years?! Wow. Anyway, this last week he's been out of his CB because of a boo-boo on his balls. We decided to let that heal before putting it back on. While he was out he would make little joking comments to me about choking one off while I was out...or while he was at work. Well, this just pissed me off!! I know he's joking, but I didn't like that it was even in the back of mind. KWIM? Yeah...real funny. So, I started thinking. If he wants to joke, let's see how funny he thinks this is..... :evilgrin0010:

    So, after I explained that he would not have another orgasm until the 30th, and before he got back in to his CB....I told him to grab one of his beloved DVD porn. Watch it, jerk off for an hour, do NOT cum, then shower, shave and get back in the CB. He did pretty well...only asked to cum about 3 or 4 times during the hour and a half (yeah, I extended the time...I was chatting with a friend from the Mansion!! What would YOU have done?!). I did taunt him a bit with "Mmmmm...that looks so HOT!! Don't you wish you could shove your cock down my throat like that?" Hey, I never said I played fair. So, this was Saturday evening.

    Yesterday, pet started feeling the burn. We had a nice little family day (gorgeous here in Chitown), and then we came home and he started surfing the net. For what? Drawings of femdom cartoon porn. Now, I ask you??? Why would you do that to yourself? He must be gluten for punishment! So, he asked me for a favor. He said since he hadn't had an orgasm since the 3rd and he was going to be locked up till the 30th...if I would grant him one. I asked what he'd be willing to do for it, and we made a deal. I got the spankings on his ass, that I so LOVE to do :smilies_xxx22: and he got to cum. Alrighty, then.

    K...I'm going to continue this in a bit. It's going on forever already. Sheesh, I need to learn how to keep things short and sweet.
     
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    Good reading Goddess Jen :)

    Sounds like happypants will have fun being kept chaste till the 30th. Loved the little compromise you came up with for one final orgasm.

    Hope to read more

    Slavematt
     
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    His last hoorah

    First, thanks for the kind words, Matt. :butterfly:

    So, this was the deal we agreed to.....

    His wants: Me in full domme gear. Vinyl corset, thigh highs, boots...you get the picture. Strap-on wore by me while he's bound face-up on the bed, and me stroking his cock till he cums. Now, I LOVE getting dressed up. I'm starting to get crazy with all the lingerie. So, this request is really a plus for me. And, me fucking him with the strap-on? Oh, darling...when will you learn. This is AGAIN, more for me. You know how much I love it! What a feeling of power!

    My wants: To be able to whip his sweet little ass. That was it. Oh, and dinner out for Mexican food. Yummy.

    We got home from dinner, and after a trip to the book store for a little erotica, I told him to go upstairs and read for a bit. I took care of our daughter, got her in bed and then went upstairs and got things ready. Now, he was reading the whole time, but I could tell that every once in awhile he would look up to see what I was taking out for play time. Pulled my outfit out, and I saw the look on his face. He like. Went back downstairs and got dressed. I do so love when he sees me dressed like this. His has this look that makes me feel like the sexiest woman alive. I stand in front of him and he said, "You look incredible." That about does it for me. I told him to get naked and come here so I could take off his CB. So, he gets naked, unlocked and I have him straddle this bench that we got at a craft fair about 10 years ago. We've never had a good use or place for it...but, seems like we found one now!!!

    He straddles the bench and I straddle it as well. We make out for a bit, I keep fondling his cock. I take the tip and rub it against my clit. He starts to breath heavy. Now, I really start to go to work. I grab hold of his balls and start to tug while jerking him off. Get him close and then stop. Get him close and then stop....over and over. This went on for about 45 minutes. Hey? He wanted a hand job. I have to say, I was pulling on the boys quite hard and he was LOVING it. I actually had to stop at one point because I thought he was going to hyperventilate, he was breathing so hard.

    See, I wanted to get his adrenaline up to get him ready for the spanking. Last time we tried this it didn't go so well, and I thought it would help if he was really worked up. I told him to stand up and put his hands on the wall and to spread his legs apart. Ready, pet? :spankwhip: He took it like a trooper. In fact I bet he could have gotten quite a few more than the 6 swats we agreed to. I'm feelin' good! I really really love to spank him. That sounds so sadistic, but it's just an awesome thing for me. As Goddess Chris said, not to abuse, but for erotic play. I hope when he reads this that he knows I did it with all the love in my heart.....but, it was SURE fun!!

    Well, he was in such a perfect position for me to use my strap on, so I told him to stay where he was. I lubed up....and ride em cowboy!! :smilies_xxx06: The poor guy was going to collapse, and I couldn't keep up the pace he loves (pounding fast and HARD!) while trying to stoke his cock. So, I told him to grab hold and jerk it. Let's just say...he came. Didn't exactly go as planned, but these things seldom do.

    Cleaned up, had a shower together and it was time for bed. I've also decided that he can stay out of his CB for the time being until his boo-boo heals up for good. So, he's on the honor system for now, and I do trust that he'll behave. I figure this weekend I'll lock him back up, because it should become difficult for him to keep his hands off his dick by then.

    Alright...done. And I'm spent.
     
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    Wheeew! Now that is HOT!! I'm so glad you got to spank him since i know how much you love it. Now i'm not locked up right now and this is killing me cause i so want to jerk off but I absolutely promised my Lady that I would not. So I guess i'll just sit here very frustrated. Thank you, Goddess Jen, for the lovely mental image of you beating your pets ass.:sex020:
     
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    xcitex2 Back from the past!

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    Wow worked up a sweat just from reading it!!!
    As they say in my neck of the woods, You go girl!
     
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    I'm glad you decided to start your own journal (diary). I'm always trying to figure out what my GF/Mistress is thinking so I really enjoy reading your posts (as well as Goddess Jen's) to give me a perspective into what she may be thinking.

    What impliment did you use for the six swats?

    Respectfully,
    bt
     
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    Sorry, about that, LT. But, hey? Turnabout is fair play. Reading your post about what happened with you and your Goddess was quite *ahem* warm to say the least. Oh, I forgot. I can get off any time I want to. :happy0158: OK, sorry about that last bit...I'm kind of a smart ass.
     
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    [quote name='S&S_MISTRESS's boy toy']

    What impliment did you use for the six swats?

    Respectfully,
    bt[/QUOTE]

    A hard plastic cooking spoon. It was the only thing I could grab on the fly. I would really like to get some professional implements. I'm thinking a paddle, a crop, and a flogger to start off with. Seems like building him up was the trick for him not minding the spanking. Score 1 for the Goddess, baby! :sign0066:
     
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    I think there's gonna be some pictures of a very warm and red bottom on here soon :)
     
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    Very nice! I like the compromise you struck.

    We've been slowly collecting the toys (crop, floggers, etc..) over the years, but my Goddess doesn't seem to have the interest, will or confidence (not sure which) to use them . She could definitely pick up a few pointers from you if she'd join the site here.
     
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    AWESOME! I'm so glad you started this diary and are sharing it here with us, Goddess Jen! Thank you! stiletto kisses, maid madeleine :)
     
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    BTW it was steel handled spatula with a flexible rubber end. nice account of what happened the only problem is i think i had more fun than you!:happy0030:
     
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    To Excite, Maid Madeline, Timbo, and Stealth: Thanks so much for the kind words about my diary. I appreciate you all taking the time to read it. I know how long it is. :manga_blowkiss: Stealth, you should convince your Goddess to come on in and join the party! I just love meeting new Goddess'. We learn so much from each other.
     
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    Does it really matter what kind of spoon it was, my pet?! Don't think so. But, I'm a little sad. I started a diary and the only comment you make is about my description of the spoon I used? :sad0064:
     
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    Goddess Jen,

    Before I faint again I must blurt out my warning to you about carpal tunnel syndrome.

    Dictation my dear! Dictate to slave typists, protect your tendons! :anim_37:

    Very Respectfully,
    cindy :cat:
     
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    Goddess Jen the hell with the spoon description, use the flogger next time, no worries about what type of spoon then LOL
     
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    Respectful....I :anim_63:after reading your post. Thanks for the advice. Unfortunately, I type about 9O WPM and my pet types about 15. So, I'll have to keep on truckin' with it. Excite? Me likey your style!
     
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    Get 15 slave typists Goddess Jen, that should be easy for a Goddess like you, (so long as I personally don't have to perform any typing chores ;-)
    cindy
     
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    You flatter me. I like you. Mwah!
     
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    Wow Jen, that was great stuff! I'm not sure if I would like the spanking part, but who am I to complain. I guess that I would do anything at that point. My keyholder(wife) would not use a strap-on on me. At least i don't think she wouls, but I've used it on her. Anyways, happypants is one lucky guy!
     
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    Now play your cards right and you can get in quite a bit more punishment. Try fixing a number of strokes he has to take before he gets an orgasm. And then gradually increasing it. Make it a good number so it's too much for him to get them all in one session, so can take a number of days beforehand. And say whether he gets the punishment is up to him, but if he doesn't then he goes without the other thing. That way you can really let go with your right arm...

    LOL

     
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    JB, how do you know she wouldn't? You know if you ask her, you may be surprised by her answer. And don't go blurting out one day..."Hey, honey? What ya say you take me from behind with a nice strap on?" She'll be like :mad0249: Try maybe talking about a fantasy of hers and then yours. You can perhaps bring it up then.
     
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    Thanks, Joroincharge! I'm always looking for new ways to keep my pet on his toes, and that idea will definitely do it.
     
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    Goddess Jen,

    Just wanted to day.. Great Diary! :smilies_xxx22: *fans self*

    mikecb
     
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