I get to the point sometimes where I just really want to cum, like I can't take anymore. The thing is, if I ask for permission to have an orgasm my gf will say No, as now she has me at the point where she wants me. If I don't ask for permission, the orgasm denial will continue anyway. I have to edge daily for her or be edged by her whenever she demands it and sometimes I can't take anymore edging, but that is not her concern. When we got together she asked if she could have full control and I willingly gave it.