Hi, On May-8 I will be at the finish of my 50 day challenge, LOCKED full time (apart from short reliëfs for cleaning purposes). As stated in my profile, you may know I am living solitair, I am a Self Locker, submissive to FLR, been married for many years (D/s-marriage). Now my question is: what to do on May-8 or afterwards? I could masturbate and cum. But better would be a ruined, or painful, or humiliating orgasm. I also could force myself to extend the period of orgasm denial. Or should I masturbate and cum 5 times withing 4 hours? I would like to receive your suggetions what to do! I will take all suggestions issued before May-6 in consideration. Please don't be nice, don't be kind, but be creative, make me suffer, humiliate me, let me feel I am a sub-slave that should not think about its own pleasure and satisfaction. Thank you in advance.
Here is a simple and fulfilling idea. You are in a FLR. Why not leave it up to your wife. If she would prefer not to have that responsibility - you listed 4 choices. Give her two dice. Have her roll it without telling her why and walk away with your answer. Then she would have participated without even knowing. Here. I'll even give you the additional choices. 2,3,11,12. Masturbate and cum (Odds 1/6 or 16.67%) 4,10. Masturbate and ruin - with something in your butt - while wearing her lipstick (you said humiliating/painful) (Odds 1/6 16.67%) 5,9. No release Add a week then re-roll the dice (odds 2/9 or 22%) 6 Masturbate and cum two times in one day. Seems like plenty. (Odds 5/36 or 13.89%) 7,8 You have 60 seconds to cum in shower repeated once daily until achieved (odds 11/36 or 30.56%) If you will notice masturbating has the lowest odds. You have already done a lot of time so there is an add a week option, but it's not the highest percent chance. I made the highest percent chance the 60 second shower cum. I suggest using conditioner, but even with you have to concentrate on counting and time and it's not as easy as it sounds. Especially if you have trained your mind not to cum over time. It's not easy to undo that. You will find yourself thinking, "This isn't right. I just want to go back into my device." Mid stroke. Good luck
Set a random number generator for a range of 50-59. Select a number in that range, that is your goal. Edge yourself just to the brink as many times as you want, finally when you decide you’re ready to cum, hit the random number generator and if your number comes up you get to cum, if not you must immediately stop without orgasm and lock back up for the number of days that was randomly generated. You’ve got a 10% chance of orgasm and 90% chance of an additional 50 days (minimum)! Best wishes!
Masturbate with icy hot as lube and see if you can finish before the pain sets in. You said don't be nice.
Thank You. I like the idea with the dices! And about the shower...maybe a cold shower, to make it even more hard to cum?
Self-Locker, indeed. See my profile, I live as a solitair sub, since my Wife/Mistress passed away, a few years ago. And, by the way, it was not me mentioning FLR.
FOLLOW UP things have changed, as @MzLeatherClad decided i am Her property as of May-3, 2019. there will be NO masturbation for me for the next 150 days (at least).