Yesterday was day 5 of 7 for me. In the afternoon Mistress ordered me edge myself after telling her how horny I was. Since I have my keys (we know each other online) I was able to unlock myself and start stroking my dick. I sent Mistress several videos (via snapchat) when she told me to insert my buttplug. I have two plugs but I knew she meant the larger one which is about 5 inches long and 2 inches at its widest. I've been using my plug more often since I started this 7 day challenge but I still had to fuck myself with the plug for a bit before my hole could take the widest part. Once it was in my asshole it wasn't going anywhere. I snapchatted my Mistress showing her that I was edging myself with the buttplug in. That wasn't enough for her and she told me to start bouncing on my plug while stroking myself. Bouncing sort of hurts my hole but at the same time I enjoy the pain so I went on with it. After bouncing on the 5 inches of plug inside of me and playing with my dick I could tell I was getting really close to cumming. I knew Mistress would not be happy if I came without her permission so right when I thought I was about to be over the edge I let go of my dick. And then a ton of what I thought was cum came pouring out of my dick. It splattered all over my stomach and large portion of it started trailing down my cock and balls. Fearing I had cum I showed Mistress the mess I made. I then scooped some of the cum, ate it and realized it was really watery and I had given myself a ruined orgasm. I told Mistress and she said she wished she had been there for that. Later in the evening Mistress wanted me to edge myself again. The problem was that I wasn't really in the mood because the ruined orgasm killed my libido. Not wanted to disappoint Mistress I took off my cage again but I left the base ring on to intensify my erection. I started to edge myself like before. Mistress was taking her time looking at the videos I was sending her so I decided to make it more intense for myself. I switched to a base ring that was a size smaller. The tightness around my balls felt incredible and I found I was really in the mood. Then Mistress told me to use the buttplug again. After what felt like an eternity I was getting close to cumming again. So I let go and I had another ruined orgasm. A lot less cum came out and my dick lost its erection almost immediately. This morning Mistress wanted me to fuck myself in the ass until there was precum coming out of my cage. The 2 ruined orgasms from yesterday took a lot of energy out of me and it took me a lot longer than usual to get the result Mistress desired. Has anyone felt like their libido was lost after having a ruined orgasm or intense edging session? I'm not even sure if I care about getting released tomorrow to have a real orgasm.