It has been 2 months since I have been able to masturbate, the urges are strong, but so is the cage. Still relatively new to chastity but I have never gone this long without being able to pleasure myself. I made a pledge to my wife that she now owns my manhood and that it is for her pleasure and hers to control. So how long has it been since you got to touch your penis without the key holders permission?
We started the journey in March when I told her I had been masturbating without her knowledge since age 10. She agreed to hold my keys because she doesn't want me touching myself ever again for anything other than hygiene purposes. She reaffirmed that reason for keeping me locked last month. So I've never gotten to touch my penis without my KH's permission because she wasn't my KH before March . There was one occasion she unlocked me for playtime and had to get up and go in the bathroom to retrieve a towel. As she walked away, she looked over her shoulder and said "Don't touch yourself!" ...... I love her! She owns my pleasure now!
Fortunately or unfortunately I can touch anytime due to the way my device is on…however, I have tried and tried to jerk it and get off and just can’t. I’m able to get full erections but all that does is frustrate further because I can see it and touch it but alas no cumming.
My last time masturbating was April 27, 2022. I have stroked myself in front of my wife at her insistence but I’m no longer allowed to do it on my own. If I get any pleasure it is only with her involvement now which is honestly wonderful.