Testosterone blockers

It seems to me that my feminization (de-maleing) went pretty well without any form of drug support. I am now very docile and love to feel feminine! I think that aging has caused a natural diminishment of testosterone and I no longer grow hair beneath my chin, have much softer skin and, most importantly and s=much softer persona and attitude. I love it!

 

Be very careful and only do this with a doctor's guidance ok? DO NOT attempt to do this without a doctor involved. The stuff you get over the counter is crap...garbage not worth the price of a penny. They either do not work or mess with your body in ways that can prove very unpleasant. One of Mistress's long term lovers was a doctor and I started HRT with his support. he actually consulted with another doctor because it was not his specialty. At first the changes for me were more sudden than most experience and I was delighted. My skin grew softer, hair stopped growing, my body shape started changing, my mood changed in a way that is hard to describe. Just became more calm and had this sense of fullness internally that was amazing. The best part was my breast growth. Off the charts and from what I was told is quite unusual. But those rapid transformations actually were not good in the end. I was identified as someone whose reactions to HRT were too much too fast.

My breasts grew so fast that I had to buy tight fitting sports bras just to hide them and that was only after 3 months. My nipples were so sensitive and at times so painful that I could almost have an orgasm playing with them but at other times just the brushing of fabric made me want to scream. Then came the mood swings...SO wild that I would start crying over nothing and could not stop. Once I had to call in sick to a meeting I was going to because I started crying in my car and could not stop for over an hour. And again over nothing. Just like a dam of emotions burst. Then the last straw for me was the headaches. They started sometime in my 3rd month and by the 6th month I was ready to kill myself they were so bad. I was advised to stop taking them and within a few days the headaches stopped. I started them again and the headaches came back. I was pretty devastated for a couple of months thinking I missed my only chance to be what I wanted. But I regrouped and realized I had my health and was living my dream as a sissy and cuckold and never looked back. To this day, most of my breast tissue shrunk back to close to normal but I do have more breast tissue than I did when I started which I like.

My experience is why yoou should only do this with a doctor's supervision.

 

One of my wife's great desires is to have me castrated. We have lately been discussing it quite seriously, as I have my own reasons for finding it attractive. I have begun seeing a therapist that specializes in gender and sexuality issues and have an appointment in October to see an endocrinologist.

I don't know a lot yet, but what I can tell you is that this is not something you want to do by the seat of your pants buying crap online and hoping things work out. There are many concerns that need to be considered when selecting the right hormones and androgen blockers. Different drugs achieve different things. And you need to know your baseline hormone levels to get the dosing right and need to continue monitoring those levels for a while as adjustments may be needed as your body changes.

As SlaveBridget already attested, bad things can and do happen. Having a qualified medical professional monitoring things is the best way to keep things from getting out of control. Getting a therapist is easy, getting an endocrinologist is easy. Undoing unwanted permanent changes to your body, mind, and personality is not as easy.

 

@demale Do take notice of what has been said and consult trained therapists before you take any medication.

 

You need hormones. Just a fact. Even if you were castrated, you would need to be on some type of hormone regiment...male or female.

I have hormone issues...no I'm not transgender or taking medication, my receptors aren't converting androgens efficiently. Anyway the endo (I saw 2) said that if my hormone receptors fail to convert them to testosterone, female hormones will have to be administered. You need them to regulate many of your body's functions and cannot just not have any.

I am not deteriorating that fast, and chances are that I will be fairly old before such a drastic step is needed, and by that time would require little medication and effects would be greatly subdued.

Either way it goes, my point is you just can't stop being male without also adding a hormone. Your age may determine how feminine and drastic the changes appear. I am 44, and had a serious jump in my estrogen levels and decline in testosterone for over a year...some minor breast regrowth, nipple changes (soreness, sensitivity, size), and some fat going to places normally associated with women are all that has happened so far. Certainly not confused with being female.

So whatever you decide to do, be careful with your system, it's kinda important and does more than make you male, it's needed for everything from strengthening your bones to regulating your glands.