This morning my wife stood naked by the shower and told me to get the bed ready. She looked stunning. After her shower she laid down beside me with her legs apart. Her pussy was ready for action. In times past, I would have been welcome to enjoy the privilege of having intercourse with my wife. But that is no longer the case. She has completely embraced her role as key holder. "I'm ready for my O" she told me. I was happy to make it happen for her. She enjoys oral service, and has absolutely zero guilt keeping me caged. She knows I will lick and suck her pussy for as long as it takes for her to climax. There is no turning back now.
It is oddly alarming and ultimately satisfying when she takes control of her own pleasure without feeling the duty to reciprocate. When I think of the number of times she gave me an orgasm when she wasn't in the mood but felt like she "should make me happy..."
It must feel so amazing for a wife not to feel a "duty" is give us an orgasm when they're not in the mood. My wife made that move quickly once i was caged and we started our FLM, WLM, D/s lifestyle. My releases are maybe 3-4 a year now?
That’s great isnt it? I am day 60 of permanent orgasm denial. We agreed it would only work if she took command of what she wants. Today was tickling and back massaging them we got up. Wonderful
Another thing that makes me realize there's no turning back anymore is when we talked about how things used to be. I was reminiscing about how she used to give me blow jobs or PIV any time I wanted. (the good old days). Her exact words were "we're never going back to that again". She wasn't just saying it as a tease, she was serious. So my reason for this post is that if you travel down this road long enough, there may come a time when there's no turning back. She thinks one or two O's per year is all I should get.
Oh, the special moment when she embraces her role as a keyholder. When she decides to keep you locked and denied and it's all really about her pleasure. Congratulations. Enjoy this intimacy of being able to fully focussing on her.
That’s exactly what my wife said, I’d be lying if I said that I don’t occasionally wonder what it would be like to experience a bj or PIV again, but it’s too late now, what’s done is done.