Hairdresser: "How does he get hard?" Goddess: "He doesn't, not unless I allow it" Conversation above is part of a discussion between my Goddess and Her hairdresser as previously mentioned in another thread; it has obviously resonated with me, even more now as I have not been allowed to have an erection for 3 weeks and 3 days now. My last erection was on Dec 28th when I was let out for some very intense edging while impaled with a 1-1/2" plumbing hammer arrester securely attached to a pole / spreader bar and while securely tied to the bed with ~ ten ratchet ropes. The edging was so intense that I accidentally had one of the most intense & wild orgasms of my life; started out as a ruined with my Wife just holding my shaft but the rolling waves of a very weird & wild orgasm wouldn't stop, I was literally hyper-ventilating in my harness gag. Over the previous 14-15 months I had only had a few ruined o-s' with two previous 'taste' of a real O when accidentally being edged during an attempt of a second ruined-o's. Note: My Wife also mentioned ruined-o's may also be a thing of the past as I seem to enjoy them too much. So part of my punishment is that I have not been out of my cage and allowed an erection (asides from my brief morning routine of supervised maintenance). The other aspect and intent of not being allowed an erection is to bring me back to my Goddess adoring / worshiping / submissive-horny self as soon as possible - my Wife want's to keep my horniness level as high as possible. Not being allowed an erection for this length of time is working - I Love You @n2toys
To clarify: When I'm let out on a few mornings it's only for a brief moment to apply some lube to keep an area between the a-ring and cage from developing a soar from rubbing; while I'll often start to grow I'm not allowed to get a full erection; my Wife is always there to supervise and often with a comment of "you better hurry and get back in your cage"
Yes Ma'am - you are the best and most sadistic Goddess any slave husband could ever hope to belong to.
My wife has also given up on the ruined o’s. I think mostly because they are so tricky, and if taken just a bit too far ends up with a real one. All that work and having me end up with an orgasm anyway was a bit anticlimactic so to speak. So she just doesn’t attempt them. Just wasn’t worth resetting me. She did get a kick out of it when it worked though.
Yep, that makes two of us - it's incredible that my Goddess' words alone seem to always cause both an emotional and physical reaction
Either Shakespeare from Hamlet but better put from a song from Nick Lowe You've gotta be cruel to be kind, in the right measure Cruel to be kind, it's a very good sign Cruel to be kind, means that I love you, baby (You've gotta be cruel) You gotta be cruel to be kind