So i was looking at pictures that turn me on.... And forced my self to stop... i wanted to release so bad.. But i just put my cage on.. It took a few minutes to force myself to relax and shrink down but i did it.. So no release for me...
Why weren't you locked up in the first place? I know how dangerous it is to resist temptation after a few weeks and if it weren't for my KH, I would have lasted only a few months unless she wanted me locked up all the time. Even locked I can masturbate but knowing I would disappoint someone I loved, prevents that. Never watch porn or things that stimulate you when not locked up. That was the first lesson I learned. Keep having fun but be aware of the danger lurking right around the corner.
i dont have a key holder and my wife is not dom. so im on my own. we just came back from vacation camping so i did not wear it . camping in a tent with 2 other women is hard... anyway. my determination to go back in to chastity was driven by need and desire... i kinda set my self up to edge and get all hot and bothered before closing the lock.. i know if i get a KH, it wont matter what i want or think or feel. but this is kinda my way of testing feelings, limits..