To sail beyond the sunset

About six months ago, i bought my first chastity device. I was interested in the idea of not controlling my orgasms. I had masterbated every day for 25 years. It was a need that i had no control over. The idea of mastering this need is what first attracted me. I bought a CB-6000s. I was disappointed in it for a number of reasons. But i was determined to make a serious attempt. This was all done in secret. In my marriage, i am the dominant one particularly in the bedroom.

My goal was to wear the device when ever i was not with my wife. This turned out to be harder than i first thought. It took a while to get used to wearing it and the first night i slept in it was hell. The worst part was that i could pullout when ever i wanted. I tried several antipullout deviced but they all failed. After three months i bought a Looker 2. Despite the plug, the first time i wore it, was the first time i was comfortable in chastity. The security of it meant for the first time, i went more then three days without an orgasm. It became a game. How long could i hold out? As a wild card i continued to have sex with my wife trying not to cum. I would pretend to orgasm as she did. The quickly get rid of therefore condom. I often failed at not cuming. The i had been in chastity the harder it was.
Two weeks ago, she found me in chastity. I explained that i was doing it so i could focus my sexual enery on her.
After a long talk, she said that i could continue to wear the device if i wanted to. She even took one of the keys and hid the other.

I am now in my second week of full time chastity. I still have access to the key if i want it but i have to ask her. It is an odd feeling. Both exciting and scary. I dont know this is heading. For once, i am not in control. But i dont want to stop.