My Christmas lockup now begins…

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    Week 1:

    I got my release on Monday after being locked up for 23 days. It was my longest session to date, also the biggest orgasm I ever had in my life. I told myself no more orgasms for the rest of the year, making this session 4 full weeks.

    It’s only been a couple days and I’m already starting to feel horny again. I got a feeling this time is gonna be even more intense than last time. :D

    Looking forward to some real Holiday Desperation. Last time was fun! This time may be ALOT more fun!
     
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    Well, yesterday was kinda interesting... Already getting sudden urges, but they're not very intense. They only lasted a moment and were kinda come & go throughout the day. I was able to maintain my focus without any problems... I imagine that'll change in a few days at this rate.
     
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    Week 2:

    First few days after my last orgasm didn't make me grumpy like others say tends to happen to them, but I did get a hell of a testosterone crash and it took about a week for my energy levels to fully recharge. Other than that, the first week of this session was pretty uneventful... I did get an occasional urge but it was pretty weak until yesterday. Yesterday was my day off work and I had an urge to keep teasing myself with porn throughout the day, so I did.

    Spent my work day today with my balls pleasantly aching from it, but nothing really changed my mood today. I did have a fun encounter while I was behind the sales counter at work... I waited on a lady behind the counter today and she was wearing a sterling silver chain with a padlock key around her neck. I am totally not making this up! She had a look in her eye that just screamed "authority", so I gave her respect and she was very nice. I was tempted to ask her a couple of questions but her "man" was with her and my co-workers were right beside me, so it was too risky. I can only imagine what she must be doing with her spare time. ;)

    I'm gonna take further note of how I'm doing through this new week, as this session feels very different from the last one. Of course, I'm horny as always but I don't feel the levels increasing just yet. My next day off is in 3 days, so if I'm feeling it by then, perhaps I'll give myself another porn teasing session. But we'll see... One day at a time. :cool:
     
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    Day 9:

    Horniness and desire levels are now increasing noticeably... I woke up this morning an hour earlier than intended, because I had an overnight urge and it made me very horny so I couldn't go back to sleep. The urge didn't go away for a few hours, so I spent much of this morning teasing myself by watching porn. It looks like I'm going to work today with serious a case of Blue Balls. Lovely! :D

    Better to tease myself before work today, because I have a late shift and won't have time for anything when I get home later tonight... I'm off tomorrow and since I'm not going anywhere all day then, I'll see what kind of naughty little trouble I can get myself in. ;)
     
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    Day 10:

    Yesterday I teased myself pretty hard before going to work, because I knew I would have to get ready for bed soon after getting home... I decided to break out my Keyholder's Prize cage and try sleeping with it on, instead of my Vice. It was more comfortable and I got a decent night's rest. However, I did make wake up this morning hard as a steel rod and leaking. I think an urge has me by the balls (literally), because I'm off work today and I'm so fucking horny right that I just wanna keep teasing myself the entire day.

    This session is definitely a different experience from the last one, because up to day 8 I didn't really feel anything other than an occasional mild urge... On day 9 things just skyrocketed and my desire has been off the charts since. As if someone dropped a "Horny Bomb" on me or something :p. One day later and things seem to be elevating even more! I'm not even half way through this session and I'm already feeling it. This gonna be such sweet torture. :D

    I would've totally snapped and lost my mind by now if it wasn't for the fact that I'm really enjoying this. :D
     
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    My body decided to take matters into its own hands... Literally!

    I had another urge which was much MUCH more intense and it made me extremely horny and it disrupted what I was doing online... Next thing I know, I'm desperately reaching for the box of tissues because an orgasm was coming and I couldn't stop it. I ended up cumming in my cage within just a few minutes. Good thing I'm off work today, or that would've been a serious problem. :eek:

    I guess I took the self-teasing a little too far... :oops: I'm gonna go a little easier and a little less frequent from here on.

    I unlocked myself just to clean up my cage (and myself) and I'm gonna relock myself after I give my balls a break. They've been aching all day from the self-teasing. But my session continues and life goes on. This unexpected caged orgasm gave me better insight into my body's limits, so it's still a good thing. :+1:
     
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    So yesterday was something of a disappointment, not gonna lie... But I hope to atone for it by playing my little Dice Game. I rolled a 19 (6 dice) so I'll abstain that many days before rolling 2 dice to determine if I get release by rolling doubles or not... If no doubles on Jan 3rd, then wait the number of days I roll before trying again.

    The silver lining to my unscheduled caged orgasm yesterday was I have some insight as to my body's limit on self-teasing, so something good did come out of it (no pun intended).
     
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    Miss a has had me locked since the last week of November and I will be denied until after Christmas.. This is also my longest denial session ever
     
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    Week 3:

    Some really weird things are starting to happen to me... A few days ago, I was watching some porn like I always do and I got so turned on that I started playing with my cage and the next thing I know, I just burst in it. Unlocked myself for a little while to clean up and cool down.

    2 days later I was browsing some sexy wallpapers for my desktop and that normally doesn't turn me on enough to make me wanna jerk off, but it made me burst in my cage again within minutes and I only felt a little aroused... I'm a bit confused about that part.

    Just yesterday I was in the bathroom doing what everyone does in the morning and outta nowhere, without any arousal at all, I got an instant erection and immediately popped. This happened without arousal or any "effort".

    I'm getting a little nervous that my body is starting to freak out over not allowing myself to jerk off when I get aroused. I guess I shouldn't be surprised since I was a compulsive masturbator for many years and suddenly I kinda switched it off with Chastity. My only concern is I hope this doesn't happen while at work, especially during the holiday season where I have to interact with people. I just gotta bare it for a couple more weeks and I think I'll be golden.

    I'm giving some thought into something that was suggested to me by another "resident" of the Chastity Mansion... They suggested on Jan 3rd, instead of just giving myself a full release as planned, play my dice game and go for "Double or quits". Knowing my luck, that'll REALLY extend my lockup and I just hope my body can stand an extended session if I decide to go for it. It really sounds fun & exciting... To my mind anyway. ;)
     
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    Week 4 - Christmas Day!

    Another week, another notch on the belt... Or rather, Under the belt. ;)

    I mentioned that Last week, I had a series of spontaneous orgasms with very little or no arousal. That was a little scary & I will admit it made me a bit nervous about my body freaking out from lack of orgasms when aroused & excited, but I'm honestly more confused than nervous about the experience. My only complaint about those daytime emissions is they drained my balls and it made filling them up take that much longer while locked up.

    It's been 9 days since I had the last spontaneous orgasm and my balls are finally starting to fill up and horniness & urges are starting to take off again. I went the whole 23 days without any orgasm at all during my last session, so I still have another 2 weeks to tie it. Here's hoping my body doesn't fuck me up again with another spontaneous orgasm. :pray:

    To the viewers and my followers who are reading this journal: Thanks for reading and Merry Christmas to you all!
     
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    -UPDATE-

    I’m adding an additional week to my time before rolling the dice for release, because I want to beat my longest previous streak of 23 days without cumming. Here’s my new date to Roll the dice:

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    Glad to see you are still enjoying chastity, I wish you luck beating your record.
     
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    Thanks... I got a feeling I'm gonna need some luck. It's been 10 days since that daytime emission and I'm already getting some serious urges.
     
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    A sudden urge woke me up at 4AM this morning and made me feel mighty horny... It didn't last very long, so I managed to fall back asleep and get my rest. :+1:

    I noticed when I wear my Keyholder's Prize cage at night, nighttime erections are slightly uncomfortable, but bearable, so I can still get a decent night's rest. Nighttime erections while in my Vice or CB6000S are very painful. They give me a nasty pinching feeling and I can't sleep at all. :eek: I suspect it's because they allow for a partial erection, where as my much-shorter KH Prize cage doesn't allow any expansion at all. If this keeps up, I may switch from saying my Vice is my best cage to my KH Prize cage being the best. Time will tell. :lock:
     
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    Christmas lockup is now over...

    Unfortunately, I got a little carried away fooling around with myself while watching some New Years "videos" and I ended cumming in my cage again. Oops! :rolleyes: :(

    I'll post a new journal tomorrow with a new session duration.
     
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    There is always another day to start again and try to beat your record. It is the journey not the destination that is important.
     
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