Well, I did it-locked and wearing pink panties at least part of every day in the past month. I was released 3 times, for a few hours each, but none since 10/16. This is now the longest I've gone with no release. It's been promised tonight, as long as I continue to be a "good boy". And, yes, I can really feel it now-my cock strains to get hard constantly, I leak cum, (makes for some nasty pink panties) and my balls feel like they are ready to explode. And, I love it! I have mixed feelings about being released in a few hours. I desperately want to cum on one hand, but I know I will feel different and somehow "down" afterward. Just writing this makes me leak... Other thoughts out there on releases after (relatively) longterm lockups?
Started this thread for those of us that missed Locktober or are being pushed into NoVember https://www.chastitymansion.com/for...r-open-discussion-on-how-you-are-doing.24390/