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    As bizarre as it sounds, even to me the thought of orgasming scares me. The last two times I was allowed(April 29 2015, and about eight months earlier was confusing. 4 seconds of ejaculation, but didn't feel good afterwards. For about a week I was a grumpy s.o.b. Impatient, and cranky. Even I didn't want to be around. Me:). Anyone ever experience similar thoughts. I mean about NOT wanting to cum. Maybe my cheese has slid off my cracker:)
     
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    After my long periods of denial I nod up feeling he same way! My first longer (100 day) lock up left me feeling very low after orgasm. I had been feeling almost euphoric and it all crashed hard. My wife thought she broke me lol! In a way it did really, my releases are much more limited now and I also deal with the crash better. It has just taken time to adjust mentally I guess.

    I don't think you are crazy! My wife and I both enjoy how chastity has changed our relationship sexually and look forward to where it takes us as we continue exploring together!
     
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    Yep I can definitely see that once past the couple of months say, it may well be worth just to say no more for good and just getting used to the idea.

    I can remember going for 20 weeks and then some thing sey me off and I was so anoyed and disappointed with my self .

    Wished I had not done it big time .
    Xx Wendy
     
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    I am going through this at the moment. After a month I was given a full orgasm last night, while it felt fantastic at the time, I am dealing with drop today and I am noticeably crabby and cranky. This is one of those things I wouldn't have realized had we not started chastity, it almost feels like it wasn't worth it.....almost....lol. I am trying to be really careful about how I interact with her today for fear of longer denial periods, one part of me wants them to be longer while another thinks this was to long......hard for me to understand.
     
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    Good to know I'm not nuts!! All of us are!! JK. Thanks for your reply
     
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    I can understand. You endure all the frustration to get to that point, then realize you threw away all of that for 5 seconds of pleasure. It'd be like doing a 5,000 piece jigsaw puzzle only to spill your coffee on it as you place the last piece.
     
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    Your not the only one. After long stents of going without, I soon find I wish I had never orgasm and now have to start counting from zero again. Was worth the 30 seconds of pleasure most of the time.
     
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    I feel the same way --
     
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    In the past, Mistress has recognized the post orgasm depression in me and then began a systematic milking schedule to prevent the peaks and valleys!
     
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    Ditto on this side too. Even when I'm allowed a day out 'for rest', I want it back on.
     
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    well, we know the solution dont we? no cumming for slaves....period.
     
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    As much as it frightens me to say this I agree with you 100%.
     
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    OMG i am now kind of scared. i have only been locked since 1st of this year for my infidelity. If i go long period of time i will be depressed by cumming. A thing i so enjoyed my entire life.
     
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    Same here, but my wife always says if I’ve not cum for a few days, she always sees I am grumpier for a day or so afterwards... since I’ve pretty much been an addicted tugger since puberty, that’ll explain why I’m such a miserable old sod!! :)
    Oh well... new cage arrives any day now - I intend to be total sweetness and light - I just hope my wife will put up with me being grumpy NOW & AGAIN!!! :)
     
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    well im just started chastity..well i mean on and off just for fun...so im not to scary about that,and maybe i want try to be scary but my mistress(wife) arent stricht person, so even she say you will not cumming for long time, when she sees me in cage she always horny and wanted some penetration.
     
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    I can relatie to your feelings although i am only 8 days locked at the moment.
    Today I was very horny. I send my KH mistress several emails thrue the whole day.
    In the evening she responded. I can play this night and even stay unlocked for one night but lockup tomorrow morning again.
    I know about her answer for two hours now, but I am still locked...
    I am afraid of unlocking.
    I don’t want my hard work getting to this point to be all for nothing.
    When I am locked my fem feelings increase, I don’t want that to go down because of one orgasm and then have to start all over again.
    So, I was and am really horny and want to cum, but I don’t want it the same time.
     
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    I'm the same way...After a month of being caged up, my Wife(KH) had teased me for about 45 minutes. She then released me and asked if I wanted to cum. For some reason I said no. This has happened a few times. And it right back in the cage. She tells me I'm no fun after I have a orgasm. So now it doesn't happen much. I not sure why I say no, because after the cage goes back on, I wish I would have, but not really...:confused::lockkey:
     
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    I completely understand!! I tend to get really worked up and very easily aroused after around 10 days locked up (TODAY). I end up begging, whimpering and whining for any mercy at all! Just one 60 second erection I’ve begges for. I’m never allowed an orgasm this early. Well, not FULL ones anyway. If I’m allowed any for it’s a ruined. Most of those are WHILE caged still. I don’t remember every being allowed to remove my cage for any form of an “O” then locking back up. That doesn’t normally happen for me until Madame releases me from chastity ending a specific sentence, Most time just starting a new one.
    I do agree though...chastity is a mind frame changer. You want an orgasm so bad, but you’re afraid to have one because we know what happens after having it. We DO in fact destroy all of our Madame’s/KH Wife/KH’s hard work. Well ours too, but mine normally doesn’t matter.
    Such a mind game we are all living!!
     
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    I suffer a depression drop from an erect orgasm as well. The drop does help me sleep really well, but I'm just BLAH without much energy or desire.

    Milking on the other hand leaves me feeling all yummy and awkward inside. Still craving something I can't have. God I love milking.
     
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    Ah, yes...milkings. I don’t get milked anymore. Madame doesn’t allow for those. Although I have been in my past life when held by my wife. As I explained in a previous posting...she forced me to milk myself every Friday night while she watched on until she felt I had produced enough to stop. After the milking “P” spot milking that is...I was more aroused from the dildo used and quite frustrated at the same time since the cage was never even touched. To ensure my frustration was at its highest level, she instructed me to pleasure her before sending me off to bed.
    So, I find milking to be the ABSOLUTE slightest of relief. STILL leaving you wanting for more!!!
     
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    Sounds like your training is paying off! It's a very familiar feeling with a fair few blokes here I think.
     
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    If it is of any help for anybody: don’t cum, even if you are allowed to!
    That night after two hours I decided I was going to take the cage off and masturbate until orgasm. After all, I was allowed to by my KH.
    The thing is, I didn’t like the orgasm at all. It wasn’t nice.
    She gave me a full night sleep without the cage, so next morning in the shower I cleaned everything down there and I had a second orgasm. It even hurt a little.
    So after all: orgasm doesn’t always give you that wow feeling. It also set me back in time, so I am locked again, but now only at 4 days at the time. It really changed my mood, I was slow in energy. So for me this was a big lesson!
     
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    Sadly I think all us chaste males realize that "Orgasm" does NOT really mean pleasure! It may last a longer or shorter period of time depending on the person. For me, after being locked up for awhile I am quite eager to find relief. I have a hard time (no pun intended) in stopping myself once I get aroused. But after I am done and have had an orgasm I feel dirty, cheap, sad, embarrassed and a bit humiliated that I did what I did after my KH took SO much time and effort in training me to be a better male. So, it does sadden me. The arousal feels great, the up to the orgasm feels great...the orgasm itself feels sad!
    Unfortunately when I am told I will have one, two or four orgasms during whatever time I am freed it is not optional. I have actually begged not to have to have one...I am told it is good for me to have them periodically. I think Madame is concerned about going too far. I myself...never having an orgasm again would be fine with me.
     
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    As a KH, I really like hearing about how there are so many people out there that get to enjoy chastity life and being made to beg, squirm and serve just like my @Skinky.

    I hope you all enjoy the closeness it brings with your dom/KH/significant other and the fun of it all!
     
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    I squirm, whimper, whine and beg HAPPILY! Chastity is a GIFT, anyone who is a real life chaste person will agree. It is usually the weekend warriors who would disagree. Of course, they do NOT have a full real understanding of what IT REALLY MEANS!
     
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