I just popped in to let anyone who's interested know that I just passed the two year mark with absolutely nothing. No orgasms of any kind. That's 735 completely dry days to date. I'm amazed...and strangely proud.
wow thats impressive. What have you noticed as far as being horny and your desire for an orgasm been like in that time?
That's a big question! I guess the main thing I've noticed is that my horniness comes in cycles of about 10-20 days. I can feel nothing at all and then, suddenly I get incredibly horny which lasts a week or so then nothing again. As the time stretched further and further, I began to feel that to have an orgasm would be to ruin an attempt at something quite special. Even now I'm not sure that I'd want one! Weird I know.
yes i've read from others the horniness can come and go in cycles and for some it disappears completely leaving them thinking this was a bad idea. Your not sure you would want an orgasm because of how you feel or because of the fact you have accomplished such a long time?
No, definitely because of the length of time. It feels like a great accomplishment and starting back at day 1 seems like standing before a very high hill wearing very big and heavy shoes. Also, given I'm only likely to get a ruined one, there doesn't seem a lot of point!
ah ok. yes that makes sense if your only reward would be a ruined one. Well good luck. Curious to see how long you go, or is that up to your keyholder? Has she said?
Definitely up to my KH so if she says I have to then...I guess that'll be it. She's never very forthcoming until she decides. I just wait. You asked before if I feel like I want an orgasm and I'd have to say I'm really not bothered. I feel like my orgasms belong to my KH so, really, if she wants me to have one it'll be for her. My feelings are irrelevant and that has become, for me, reality.
AN UPDATE My KH said I should try for 1,000 days and, by sheer coincidence, 1,000 days also marks my birthday. She feels this is far too good an opportunity to miss. So...740 days so far and only 260 to go. It will be a joyous birthday this year.