As you know we have explored lots in the last few years..... I feel that we are now reaching almost a point of no return, a plateau. The way I see it is that we are moving up, but at the same time could be tempting fate into something that may break us. We are talking extreme fetish that I feel could push us over the edge... I love him, he loves me but if we go for the next stage it could result in us being alienated from each other. An amazing hand made cot has been ordered, the mattress is here and the baby outfits are lovely..but am I ready? I have been Mummy and Mistress for a long time now but this time things will be more intense and much more...REAL ! I am very nervous as this will result in him sleeping away from me on many occasions to make this real. I will miss him.... But hey, I am a kinky f******r too so what's not to like, it will be good x
So he becomes your tiny peepee baby, with a pamper full of poo. I get the abject pathos, and the extreme humiliation on his part - but how is that sexy for you? How do you get your oats? I'm asking really as I'm at another cross-roads of sorts. A year of pretty constant chastity with periods of weekly cumming to non for a few months. I don't know how I want it to develop for the next year, and I wonder if She is getting what she needs....
@Mistress Deborah I doubt that anyone can answer that question other than you. If you feel that this is the right direction, then go with it. If not ,then don't.