My Journey

So....about 18 months ago, I started getting super horny looking at chastity device porn, etc...which was originally brought on by me being a fan of "pegging" porn.

I LOVE anal sex. LOVE LOVE LOVE it. This has lead more to me loving having my wife be dominant--that is to say that I love her to take control, humiliate me, dominate me, punch my balls, call me a faggot, etc. This happens about once a week, and has recently been a part of our almost daily play...I really get off on it.

We have even started her using a larger cock in her play, and doing some faux cuckolding...super hot. I'm a total sub for her. She's fucking hot, and drives me crazy in that regard.

Now...where does chastity come in? Like I said, I got a device about 12 months ago (amazon purchase!) and started wearing it. Obviously I was immediately drawn to the pull. I wanted to do everything for her. She was SUPER creeped out by it. She HATED it.

Admittedly, I topped from the bottom and tried to force it on her...bad idea on my part of course.

Nothing more was said.

Fast forward to this last week--she grabbed my dick and knew I had it on. The first time I'd worn it in almost a year. She wouldn't look at it, but her disgust lessened. She made me take it off every night (the last 3 nights). She teased me but didn't let me cum. That was pretty cool....loved that!

Today, she made me take it off (wouldn't watch) and she fucked my ass/fisted me and jerked me off until I came all over.

Here's my thing. I REALLY REALLY like wearing the cage. It keeps my hands off myself (admittedly, I'm a pretty damn chronic masturbator) and it focuses my attention on her. I really want to "give" to her and please/pleasure her in everything (household to sexually) and I want my focus to be with her...and cumming from her pussy, ass, hand or mouth...and not my own.

Note: I can't see myself withholding sex forever (or even at all)--I love orgasms. I love pleasing her even more though...and I love getting my ass fucked. We have been together since college (1998), neither one of us have cheated, we have great kids, cool pets, and a SUPER healthy relationship. I am (very) gainfully employed, and we are both mentally healthy.

I guess I'm just a kinky motherfucker who is SUPER into having a FML?

 

Update—so she’s warming up more and more to the cage…so that’s good. Last time she pegged me she had me wear the cage for like the first 5 minutes…

another kinky thing is role playing…she got some larger dildos and we are role playing her getting fucked by another man…

she has me suck the dildo, etc…it’s fucking hot.

 

just had a nice session where she made me fuck her with her cock while i was holding her leg and kissing her thighs. Then she put a prostate massager in my ass, and then put a vibrator on my cage. did it over the boxers, as she still doesn't like to look at the cage...but progress I guess?

She kept saying how she wasn't going to let me cum through my cock, but i could cum in my ass....I couldn't get off from a p-spot orgasm (never have full without touching my dick) and told me if I jerk off tomorrow, there is zero chance of any play wednesday....

 

Last night we were reviewing 2021….we talked a bit about what we wanted for 22.

she told me I needed to remove all social media and can’t look at porn for 2 weeks…made me delete it all right there….

so, her being assertive and doming me is a step in the right direction…

 

Okay, so day 3 of being locked. Longest I’ve ever gone…although I sneak out of it at night.

last night was crazy. We are all in bed, getting ready to go to sleep—she hands me my aeneros prostate massager (I’ve never had a prostate orgasm by itself) and she says “put this in your ass and wear it until I fall asleep. You can take it out when I I fall asleep.” So fucking hot.

i whimper a bit, and she says ”what’s the problem, this is what you wanted, right?”

About 5-7 minutes later, she rolls over and says “I’m horny, I’m going to jerk off. You’re not going to touch me, but you can just sit there and listen with that in your ass.”

2 minutes later she comes using her magic wand, rolls over, and falls asleep.

wow.

 

So people don’t think this is all fantasy or whatever…Last night we stayed up and talked about stuff when the kids went to bed. No hanky panky, no sex, nothing. Just regular talking and getting ready before bed.

I made it to 1am this morning before my boner woke me up.

So…this morning she asked for PIV sex after the gym. Oh my lord. I have always had a hard time cumming just from regular PIV. Let me tell you…I lasted about 5-6 minutes. Came right in her pussy…a huge fucking hot creampie. It was fucking amazing. She didn’t cum but was so fucking horny she rolled over, demanded I get her dildo and vibrator and I finished her off…

she was super worried about my typical sub drop…as she usually lets me out of the cage after. Well this time I told her that I wanted to be locked back up…interestingly, no drop today. I went right back to work, made an awesome breakfast for her…and then went off to work.

damn what a morning.

Note: she still isn’t “holding a key” but she knows when I’m in it and “checks” it by grabbing me. She still can’t stand the site of it, and won’t put it on me/off me, etc.

 

Okay, question for everyone.

Wife jerked me off in the shower, let me cum in her and eat it out if her pussy. I asked her to eat it…

But, it’s only been 5 days since I’ve been locked up, and I’ve cum 2x. I already cum so fast after being locked up, and I feel like what she’s doing, it’s just for me to get off or whatever…like she isn’t so much as interested in a protracted session as much as to just get me off. Ugh

should I just shut up or tell her how I feel/that maybe I don’t want to get off? Or that I’d like a longer session? Or just let it happen? Thoughts?

 

Well that ended abruptly.

she’s still not willing to indulge…last night the whole “maybe you should not be in it” came up.

so…it is what it is.

 

We’ve talked literally “too much” about it.

she likes the behavior changes but doesn’t like the full time caged up…actually she cannot stand the cage.

Today she called me and told me to clean out, that she was going to fuck my ass like a dirty pig. I asked if I could put on my cage, and she obliged….

until she got home and told me to take the cage off—that she didn’t want to see it.

obligingly I took it off, and she raped my ass I swear like she never has. After I came, she rolled over and jerked off with me fucking her with a larger dildo—and her using her wand.

 

Okay, going on 10 days now locked up for this stretch. Pretty amazing the behavior changes to be completely honest. I'm an extremely good husband, father, friend, etc when I'm caged. Kinda crazy.

Admittedly I've "toned it down" a bunch on, but kept up on the chores/niceties, being a good husband. Not as much talk about it, not as "heavy" etc.

Some milestones...she let me take a shower with her and I had the cage on. She also vibrated the outside of it while I had prostate vibe in a couple times....

She ALSO told me to lock up both times she let me out to cum after...and one time she even checked on me.

it's interesting...she won't say it, but she gets extremely horny when she teases me and ends up with her vibrator and me using a dildo on her....

As for sex, she's teased me numerous times over the last. I'm doing my best not to try to "project manage" her or top from the bottom.

She's let me out for 1 PIV orgasm when she made me sit on a Mr hankey's Cutler x dildo in the shower, and she sat down on me and fucked me back onto the huge cock...then she made me eat it out of her pussy.... and yesterday, she made me lay there with a prostate massager in for an hour while she napped. She was FULLY clothed and wouldn't allow me to touch her. She then made me take the cage off where she jerked me off into her hand. Had a HUGE orgasm, probably from all hte prostate stimulation (still can't cum from that alone) but a new thing we tried...when I was cumming, she stuck her pinky finger down my urethra...fingered my pee hole as she said. Wow....

Couple things I still don't have, that I would like...

--Her to hold the key "actively"
--Her to fuck me with the cage on, and not allow me to cum
--her to force me to cum only through my ass

 

So she had me take off the cage (she still hates looking at it) and gave me a bare skin handjob tease. While she was doing it, she was saying degrading things and literally trying to rub me raw. She obviously stopped that whole deal, and then She got bored and said "I'm done", lock yourself back up.

So...I did that, then brought her out the keys and asked them if she would hide them. And....

She took the keys tonight.

LFG!!!!!!

 

Update…found the keys today in the cupboard, in a place the kids totally could have lost em. I asked her to maybe hide them in a better place…she totally did!

so she’s adjusting a little bit more, little better…

 

Freed last night and got an incredible hand Job with my aneros in my ass working my prostate. She’s now into milking me/torturing AFTER I cum, shuck is amazingly brutal!

 

She let me out to give me a hand Job, and now wants me back in….I guess she’s taking to this whole thing?

I’ve been out 3 hours…it’s kinda nice…

 

So, this morning in no uncertain terms she told me to lock back up. I did so, put the keys on the dresser, and then went back to look--they were not there. They were gone. So, I've been locked again all day.

Notably as well--my behavior certainly has been improved!

 

Last night she teased me by jerking my balls and playing with my caged dick. She told me she was going to peg me this week...can't wait for that!

So...his morning she opened up the cage and made me cum before we went to the gym. Ordinarily this would be awesome, but she's grown fond of having me cum in her hand, and then fingering my urethra with cum, and otherwise teasing the absolute hell out of me.

It is REALLY REALLY uncomfortable! like...somuchso that it takes (almost) all the fun out of actually having an orgasm...I think I'm better off staying caged and having a teased prostate cum...or at least trying to get there.

ugh.

Oh yeah, some updates...I'm 18 days locked, and she said "you've been really good!" she's got the keys (hidden in nightstand, so not really hidden) and she's okay looking at the cage/touching it now.

So definitely progress!!!!!