Repetitive emasculation unlocked my subconscious to accept my true essence

Leon is having my chastity cage made smaller reducing it's length from one inch to one-half inch insuring my excuse of manhood is always being crushed. My hopes of a short reprieve while my chastity cage was being shortened were dashed when Leon had me meet him at Jay's mansion in Palos Verdes Estate on the bluffs presenting as an illusionary man. Escorted to the rear of the estate onto a huge veranda overlooking acres of manicured lawn surrounding an Olympic size pool i recognized the gathering of several dozen men as members from my private shooting club and brokers i work with. Jay and Leon approached me leading me to a small and short table and chair surrounded by banquet tables and chairs and asked everyone to be seated with Leon forcing me down into a tiny chair and tiny table with a linen cloth covering unknown items. As the words "some men are not men at all" came from Jay i knew i was about to be humiliated and emasculated in front of several dozen people that knew me as a male. As he spoke to illusions Leon pulled the cover off the table i was at exposing my pink stilettos, training plugs, harness, stockings, makeup, wigs, jeweler, bras and thongs.

i sat in a silent stupor knowing several dozen people were about to learn what a sissy faggot i was and there was nothing i could do about it. Forced to stand and strip in front of the crowd to cheers and laughter, Leon and Jay explained my history and ability to take BBC impaling me while naked onto a 4 inch wide plug instantly shredding any illusions of dignity or manliness as Leon and Jay had me humping the plug. With closed eyes my debasement was washing away all thoughts of excuses and acceptance these men knew what a sissy faggot i am. Furthering my humiliation Jay told me to moan like a sissy faggot in heat as i passionately moaned with each plunge of the monster plug up my boi pussy. Moaning in heat Leon locked a blindfold around my head while Jay shoved and locked a red ball gag into my mouth.

Forced to find my outfit on the table and dress blindfolded i listened to my former friends telling me just what a cum hole i am. Dressed in my pink stilettos, stockings, bra and tiny red thong, chastity harness without the cage, my tiny 2 inch penis sticking out the harness i was looking truly pathetic. Leon removed my blindfold and gag and told me to put my makeup and lashes on with a deep bright red lipstick and earrings. Still impaled Leon locked the plug in place and forced to sit down in the middle of the crowd, Leon told the crowd sissy faggots have to be trained to endure suffering as a lifestyle to the laughter of the crowd and shoving his cock down my throat took a cordless hair shaver from Jay and proceed to shave all my hair off i started choking on Leon's cock in shock. Drowning in shock and shame i felt Leon's seed shooting down my throat spilling over my lips and down my chin. Defeated i simply let Leon's cum drip down my chin.

Jay announced it was time for dinner on the Veranda when i was told i would be severing the guests their every whim and dinner. The men were enjoying their perfect prime ribeye steaks, MacCallan Scotch and my holes. Plugged the men simply used my face hole for their pleasure sipping on 25 year single malt scotch enjoying Jay’s Cuban cigars. As i moved from one Alpha man to the next, this bald sissy faggot in heels impaled with a monster plug up her pussy had nothing but shame to live for.

It is one thing to be emasculated in public but sole stripping when the final vestige of my manly illusions are ripped from me in front of the very people i was falsely presenting to. At the end of the evening as i was sucking Jay’s cock Leon rubbed my bald head asking if i understood i am nothing other than his sissy faggot? Looking up to Leon with Jay’s cock shooting seed down my throat i nodded yes feeling strangely more free as more and more people were learning of my true essence.

 

glad to hear it resonated somewhat with you.