Why did I feel guilty

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    I had a doctors appointment today so my KH/Wife left the key for me to unlock my CD just before I left which I did.
    The appointment went well (as well as a pre colonoscopy can go).
    I would not have had to remove it after all but took it with me and did lock up in their bathroom before leaving. It felt so good to be locked again.
    Texted my wife to let her know that I was locked again.
    Can't understand why I feel like I was cheating by not having it on.
     
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    I have gone to Dr. appointments more than once locked… my Doc diid not mis a beat…
    gave me a little smile and ant right on with the exam!
    It felt so good that yet another person knew I was owned!
     
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    I too, have gone to my Doctor appointments locked. All she did was look and continue with my exam.
     
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    Male or Female Doctor?
     
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    My Doctor is male

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    I was at the doctor, female, last week and I wanted to have my cage on but my wife did´nt let me so I had to take it of in the toilet at the doctor and put it on right after my apointment and send photos from my mobile. And I did not had to put my panties down at all, so disapointed. But she saw I had panties on, and she smiled a lot!!!!
     
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    What if the doctor finds me locked?
    What would be his reaction?
    Will he ask questions to me or my partner?
    What questions will he ask?
     
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    I don´t think he or she will say anything, maybe some about it´s not perfect in a medical way and he will not ask your partner any questions, your sexual preferences is up to you and only you as long it about adults who agree in it.
     
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    Went for my colonoscopy yesterday morning. While prepping me for the procedure the nurse asked me to remove all jewelry which I did. A short time later she asked if I was wearing any body piercings and I told her no. When she left the room I looked over at my wife and she told me that it was a good thing that she made me remove my cage which I told her I did not want to do.
    On the way home from the hospital I told her that I could not wait to get home and be locked up again. Which I did after trying to take some measurements for a custom made chastity device in the near future. :D
     
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    Once any of us have been locked long enough then being locked has become both our normal state and whether we admit it or not our preferred state. Of course by now it has already become the state that your KH prefers (or at least we believe that to be true). Put all those together and now being unaccustomed to being without both our cages and in the absence of our KHs then that unaccustomed feeling is uncomfortable and then we as we know we would not be feeling uncomfortable were we locked we rationalise that its because we should be locked, and perhaps because we are not wanting to admit to ourselves we want to be locked we convince ourselves that its because we feel guilty for not being locked. Which is good because now we now what the solution is.

    Of course along with all this is a little concern at the back of the mind that may even be working its way to the front. What if she does not want to play this game anymore and thats why she is not insisting on our being locked.

    Of course your KH, especially an experienced one, will know all this too and may be taking great pleasure on several levels that your feelings about being unlocked are troubling you so much that you want to be locked so much that you will ask her permission at the earliest opportunity and will be grateful when she says yes. Imagine how in control that could make her feel that you feel the need to be locked for her.

    It really doesn't matter once we have surrendered ourselves fully to our KH everything they do, don't do, may or may not do is for us a headfuck, one which we crave. They love it, they certainly are not thinking about it as much as we are and we should not want it to be any other way. When we first handed over control our focus in life became doing what does or what we think may please her.

    So try to just enjoy the pleasure your discomfort gives your KH. In your place I know I would.

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    I went to the doctor today for an MRI. I had to have all metal devices removed from my body. I to felt abnormal. But it took it with me and locked back up after the appointment.
     
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