Tomorrow is my birthday...I have not had a orgasm since early summer(May, I think). My Wife(KH) told me I had to wait for my birthday, then she would allow me to have one. Today she gave me a small tease session, just to get me horny for tomorrow. After see was done, she told me that I was going to cum, and that I have been a very good boy all summer. I asked her did I really have to have a orgasm. She said, she wants me to and once tied up she will make me have one. I asked her if there was anything I could do to change her mind...She said...We'll see... I have gone this far without a orgasm and I'm really don't want that after orgasm drop feeling. One part of me says...Do it...The other part is saying don't...Keep it going until the new year...
Ah the conundrum!! You’ve gone to far to start over. . I’ve only gone since the end of September till now. I’m still having that internal battle in my head regarding this issue. I long for the feeling of that moment of release and subsequently dread the after affect! Ultimately, I have resigned myself to accept that it is her decision when/if and as much as I want to plead my case either way I’m trying really hard not too. Good luck today!! And happy birthday.
It's up to her. I understand your feeling, but it's up to her. Perhaps she wants you to have that drop to remind you of how bad orgasms are for you, to force you to yearn again for your cage, and to reinforce her power.