My longest period locked was with a live in GF/Mistres/Keyholder, three months. Much more fun when your key holder is there to tease and orgasm in front of you! I envy those of you that are locked by your wife. Since we split up, i have had many online sessions, usually cave in after 10-15 days. i so want to beg Miss Lucy for a lock, but i am so afraid to disappoint her if i can't last long enough. So i decided to try self lock emlalock as a trial to see if i am up for. I have been locked for three days, but was in denial for three prior to lock up, so six days without release. Getting so horny now, my tiny balls ache and i am dripping constantly, it different when you are suffering for your Mistresses amusement, but not the same to do this to yourself. I can handle the aching and dripping, but gosh i get so emotional, moody, whiny and feel like crying like a 8 yo girl. Thats the worst part the emotions, like I'm on my "period". Perhaps i should be wearing any liners! And normally I'm mostly hetro, i mean I'm a sissy, but lesbian mostly, what sissy does drool over BBC. But when I'm free my dreams are of women, but last night i dreamed of a very well hung bull bending me over and pounding me like a fuck doll. Gosh my cage was so full when i woke up. i guess thats my thoughts for the day, I'm going to cry to my predicament now.
I enjoyed "your daily chastity thoughts" Sort of a Faulkner "stream of consciousness"....and I can identify with a lot of your thoughts and dreams.