Rectrix

I can only imagine how this feels. It's the erections we truly miss. Now, not even YOU know if you CAN get a full erection. Perhaps your wife may take that knowledge away from you for good.

Oh I know I could, I'm reminded of the ability around 4 a.m. every morning, but without her permission I may not.

First, congratulations on a great milestone. Second, I can only imagine the conflicting feelings. You would crave an erection most of all. Then to cum. But then what? Only to begin the cycle again--knowing that your wife viewed it as if you were urinating or something, not for her sexual satisfaction.

That realisation when you get back to your senses after waking up locked n horny is a bliss

I try hard to fully grasp the dichotomy. Horny. But traditional relief is simply inappropriate for some of us.

May I ask Rectrix? Does your wife more "deny" you for her sport, or deny you because she knows erections and ejaculation are simply not the right thing for you?

Congratulations, enjoy the sensations

Nice! How it goes ? Easier? Mindset ?

I'm not seeing any interest on my wife's part in unlocking me or using me, and starting to consider the implications of Newton's first law, that if a penis is at rest in a cage it will remain at rest in a cage. The idea that I may be pussy-free for life is very sobering.

Nice work!

I like how you are trying to reconcile the REAL reason you are locked: erections should only be permitted for real men. Erections, ejaculation and penetration--This that are simply inappropriate for us.

Brilliantly done. I know how important erections are to you Rectrix. This is quite a statement of love for your wife.

Two very good things ! Have fun

In life, being able to admit to one's core being is a giant step towards growth and development. While I feel that we masturbators are chronically afflicted, confessing to being so gives us a chance to better ourselves through chastity.

Lovely way to celebrate the resurrection!

I am not there yet , but working on it. My lock up could be longer than 60 days . Day 14

Few people embody the spirit of the chaste husband better than you Rectrix. Of course your physical fulfillment of chastity is excellent, but your terrific mindset is what really makes you stand out.

Today I will beg for more control. No piv for me for over a week.

Indeed, the intimacy, combined with the premature ejaculation--further proof of the need for chastity.

It seems your wife knows how to keep you on the edge! So fun! Did she ruin it?

If I have gone without for a few weeks I cum really quickly too.

I love how the cycle reinforces itself.....quick cumming, longer lock ups....quicker cumming...even LONGER lock ups.....Nice!

I dream quite a lot about having an erection, but while I’m in my Holy Trainer Stainless Steel nub, I have no chance of any form of an erection! The nub is so tiny!