vengash

Update January 2024

Hello and thank you for visiting my profile page. Many know me from my 2017 CBT video. And, some may remember me from the old Orgasm Denial website that I joined around 2002. My chastity journey has taken many paths over the decades.

Fast forward to today - where I’m at today. I like being caged because it gets me off. No, not cuming or orgasming - but, I get off to the feeling of being horny 24/7 with no control. For the first time I locked myself up for a long period (more than a month). Initially, it was just something erotic for me to do. I was being controlled by a young Domme through the Chaster app. I added video security to make my fantasy as close to real as is possible. And, it was pretty real. Basically, I had to video every instance when my cage was off. I couldn't touch myself. I slept with the cage on.

This was a very different experience for me - because, in the past I would abide by the honor system without using a cage. This is a very practical method - for sure. But, the whole wearing a cage 24/7 scenario is a game changer for me. Now we're talking next level incarnation. Seriously.

After some careful thought - I’ve decided to buy one of the most expensive chastity belt options - a full belt made by Behind Barz. Why? I want my chastity cage to be as comfortable as possible - as if I weren’t wearing a cage at all. As many wearers know the so called “ball trap” devices can be uncomfortable - even rather painful. This makes it difficult for me to wear one at night while keeping up with my duties the next day at work - as well as other outside obligations. Ball trap devices interrupt sleep and that's a big no no in my book. This is the main reason I want to try a full belt. I know a full belt will not be perfect - but, it does sound like the better option compared to what I have tried (CB-3000).

My main point about writing this is to disclose that I DO feel a kind of pleasure while locked up and controlled as if I were serving a prison sentence. This is where the fun stops though. It might be one thing to imagine yourself trapped in a chastity cage while jerking off - but, quite another thing when you really cannot touch yourself. I want to go there.

I don’t know why I’m like this. I just am.



UPDATE - September 2023



When I first joined Chastity Mansion (in 2017) I read a lot of Lucy's posts about men - and that made me realize that I'm in it for myself - my penis - my fetishes - and so on. No big surprise there. But, this is something I want to change about myself. I'd still like to be in chastity - but, instead of fetishizing chastity play - also learn how to please a woman (or a man?). Maybe it is possible to convert all my fetish energy toward my dominant partner. I might have a lot to offer if I just tweak my thoughts a bit.

Below this line is what I wrote when I first joined Chastity Mansion. It isn't untruthful - it's where I started. I can change.
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Full Disclosure

It's about my penis.

Let's just get this out of the way first.

I enjoy chastity because I get aroused by it. (especially when under the control of a woman) It's nothing more than a sexual fetish with me. Call it augmented masturbation. Or, maybe it's best described as Orgasm DELAY. For the most part I'm mostly a soloist and calling the shots. But, I have given control of my bits to past partners in real life and also online during the past 15 years to a hot and sexy Dominate woman.

At this time I don't want a relationship with another human being. Intimacy for me is through a computer and the automated pain machines that I've designed.

Now, if you're still reading, let's continue.

I'm vengash from orgasmdenial.com. I'm a real person who likes chastity - since the 90s. Mostly, I like to use my own inventions and try to make my adventures entertaining to others by producing videos, photos, and writing about experiences - with an occasional tilt toward humor.

Oh, I suppose I should say that I never use a chastity device. I go by the honor system. Besides, I'm reasonably sure you can defeat many chastity devices anyway.

That said - I have recently contacted a couple of custom manufacturers asking if they could produce a chastity device large enough to accommodate a full erection. I believe this is how I found Chastity Mansion - Google searches for cages. This forum seemed a bit more modern compared to OrgasmDenial - so I thought I'd join and give it a whirl. Why not?

I have recently purchased something called The Curve directly from the manufacture CB-X. It isn't something I wear 24/7 or even over night for that matter - at the moment I wear it when I'm getting too fidgety with myself and on the verge of having an accident.

A little deeper:

I need fetish devices between intimacy. I need pain to relieve the guilt. I need to repeat these things to relieve some unconscious trauma from the past. I consider it therapy - but, you might see otherwise.

Your Role in the Chastity Lifestyle:

• Typically, I say I'm a "switch" - because I do enjoy dominating - although I haven't done much of that at all.
• I didn't check "Pro Domme" because I'm not making money doing that sort of thing (that's how I interpreted the meaning)
• Yes, I'd be happy to be your key-holder if you're not incredibly needy or annoying.
• I don't produce chastity equipment. I produce punishment machines using my hardware skills as an engineer in my real life.
• Mostly it's Chastity combined with creative genitorture
• Sex for me is the Punishment Pussy