Chastity slave photos

I have uploaded my first photos to my album.
http://chastitymansion.com/forums/useralbums/chastity-slave-photos.337/view
Any comments left will get me an extra day locked up and denied. If you post a request for additinal photos I must comply.
Thank you for being cruel!

 

Gulp! Are they that bad I need waxing?

 

My mistress says that all grooming desicions are down to her and she will take suggestions under consideration. I think I'm in for a hard time.

 

Thank you all. I have learned a lesson today. My body is not mine it belongs to my mistress. It is not for me to give away and let others decide what happens to me. I got carried away with my comments. I expect to be punished for such behavior.
All comments in the 'Chastity slave photos' gallery get me and extra days lock up.
Thank you mistress it wont happen again.

 

Thank you for all the comments made in the gallery. I cant say I'm looking forward to the waxing I feel is heading my way. I will post pictures if mistress makes me wax.

 

Wendygirl you are a saucy minx and a temptress. I would get my legs waxed if that is what my mistress wants. I would put up with the humiliation for her. Not sure I could go to a salon wearing panties though wendygirl. I'm not ready for that kind of exposer/humiliation...Maybe when I have been under my mistresses contol for longer? I'm just starting out and all that.
Its exactly 1 month to the day since my last orgasm. Its been a roller coaster. Yesterday my mistress told me to insert by butt plug for four hours in the afternoon. She did this knowing I would have to think about it all morning and woud have to go back to work wearing it. I hadn't used a plug outside the bedroom so was seriously outside my comfort zone. I'm afrain I only lasted 1 hour but felt her force non the less. I had to wear it for the remaining 3 hours when I finished work.

 

8 comments so far...8 more days of denial.
I must beg my mistress to allow me to wax.

 

I have aded three more photos to my album. Today I am going to pluck up the courage to ask mistress if I can shave my legs. After all the comments I have to try the hairless look.

 

Wendygirl, why do you push my buttons so hard? I'll never get ahead with you on my case!
Glad you like the photos though. I'm still waiting on an answer from my mistress on shaving. She does have an account here but doesn't use it. I think maybe she uses it to monitor her submissives?

 

Wendygirl, I have to learn to walk before I can run. Me and my mistress are only 6 weeks into our new chastity relationship. Only six weeks sine I told her I wanted to be in chastity. She is still learning what I want, I cant scare her off by dumping all my fantasies on her in one go. Baby steps...its the way forward, I want her to make the desisions and her to be comfortable making them.

 

I started to think about why I have the desire to wear panties and why is this erotic to me?
It all started I think when I was about 5 or 6. We used to live in this huge old Victorian house and my bedroom was on the top floor which was said to be haunted. One night I wet the bed, a very unusual occurrence! But non the less I picked up the courage to avoid the ghost and go down stairs to my Mum & Dads room to let them know. My mum drowsily took my PJ's off cleaned me up but couldn't be bothered to go upstairs and change the bed or me, so she rummaged around in her draw and put me in a pair of her panties and allowed me to sleep with them for the rest of the night. My Dad might have even been away on business I don't remember. He was away quite a lot.
At the time my Mum & Dad used to let three of the spare rooms to ballet students from the local school. I always remember how graceful and beautiful they were. They used to come and go through the house in there dance gear and fill the house with their chatter and bustle. I remember one particular day they dressed me up in a blue leotard and pink ribbons which I found very erotic. Not that I knew what erotic was or what masturbation was for that matter. I didn't discover that until I was about 13! Eventually they left for their holidays but left some of their stuff behind, some of it was stored in my room on the top floor. Now and I again I would sneak out of bed and open one of the top draws where I knew one of the leotards was and climb back into bed and put it on. I used to find it exciting and erotic, I might have even got a hard on. Probably, I don't remember. Nothing other than that. Then I used to take it off and put it back as I found it. It was exciting and felt naughty which I liked.
Time went on and we moved house in '76 (I must have been 8), because my Dad changed jobs. We no longer had ballet students. I missed that. By then I suppose the connection between excitement, arousal and wearing of female attire was made as I would steal my Mum's panties and wear them and look at lingerie in the shopping catalogues my mum used to have. The innocents of Pre porn days! This didn't happen often, maybe twice a month. Then when I was 13 I used to baby sit my 3 year old brother while my Mum & Dad went out to the amateur dramatic club they were in. During a show week they would be out every night for a week until way past midnight. I used to go wild during these times and that's when I discovered masturbation! No one had even talked about this at school. I used to wrap a tube around my cock, stroke it and pretend it was a pussy! Oh my god I cant believe I'm telling you this! Any way one night I must have stroked long enough to cum for the first time. Bam- out of nowhere. I thought I had broken myself. I didn't know what this small amount of fluid was that had come out. I did know it felt good and of course I was wearing panties. There is the connection again. I even locked a padlock once around one testicle and through the panties so I couldn't take them off without either the key or cutting them. I did this because whenever I 'came' I immediately felt guilty and took the panties off. I wanted to know what it felt like to wear them when I wasn't aroused. I then threw the key out of the window into the back yard when it was dark. I looked for that key for days but never found it! I had to cut the panties off and sew them together as best I could. I think my Mum must have known about this but never said anything. My sawing skills weren't that good. I had to go in the garage and stand on a box with the padlock in the vice and cut it off with a blunt hacksaw. All the time hoping no one would come in! Humiliation connection there. God knows how I would have explained the accident if I had fallen off the box. Imagine that!
Move on a few years and I'm 16 and working in a Hotel. It was a young and vibrant place to work. I was at college studying Maths and English. I discovered the freedom of motorcycles and cars. That's where all my money went. When I was 17 I met my future wife who worked in the restaurant. She was my first girlfriend and I was hooked. From then on I never felt the need or desire to wear panties. I found it much more erotic when she wore them. She was 22 I was 17. You can imagine how that felt for me, having my sexual attention returned for the first time! We couldn't get enough of each other.
Fast forward 13-15 years or so, we have got married had two kids I have spent 9 years in the army but am now working offshore as a diver. We are in our second house, kids are both at school, I'm not earning a great deal so she is working in an old peoples home to supplement our income. Our sex life has tapered off and one day while home alone I get the old urge to wear panties again. It opened the flood gates and I have worn them maybe once or twice a week while at home since, especially during the worst time of the month for her. This is the thing which makes me feel the most guilty because I know that it would hurt her if she found out as it diverts my attention off her. I have only recently started taking panties with me to work. I have admitted to her that I masturbate while at home. This was quite recently. She took it well, but I did have to explain to her why this was a bad thing for us. She couldn't see it for herself. She is quite naive. I wanted to tell her because I had discovered male chastity and knew immediately that this could help us. I guess that brings you up to date with where I am? I dont know what I want really or where this will go but I know that chastity wil help me feel more connected again.

 

Looks like I'm heading for the cliff. I guess I should explain my situation... I work away from home for about 8 months of the year. I have been looking at chastity as a way of reviving my marriage over the last 6 months. Last time I was home 5 weeks ago I talked to my wife and told her I wanted to try chastity. She was reluctant at first calling it too kinky for her but she did allow me to wear a holy trainer and took the key. We only had a weeks trial before I had to leave for work again. She did tease me one time in that week but after the tease let me come. I don’t think she really understood the concept of chastity or I didn't explain very well what I wanted. The day I left she took the CD off to allow me to travel and I said I will wear the steel one when I arrive since I prefer the security and ease of keeping it clean. She agreed as long as she didn't see it. Because she isn't very sexual with me I knew she wouldn't be into playing any kind of teasing games while I was away so I decided to get some experience of what chastity could offer by taking an online mistress. Someone who could teach me about chastity and what it would feel like. I needed to know this is what I really wanted before pushing my wife further. That was about 4 weeks ago. My mistress has been brilliant I have to say we have had a lot of fun. She knows my situation. Still no sexual contact from my wife, so I mail her and ask if she wants to know if I'm still chaste? That was 5 days ago, no reply to that question and I cant push any further. In that mail I said it looks like we have 3 choices.
1. You can get onboard with my desire for chastity, give it a go and see where this leads us.
2. We don’t use a device (as she doesn't like it) and go on an honor system.
3. We forget the whole thing for now but agree a timescale to talk about it in the future.

I said I need an answer before I get home on 12th October because as this trip nears its end I have to start thinking about when I get home, I need to know what she is feeling and where I am with her. Will we pick up from where we left off? My online mistress does know all there is to know. I have been able to open up with her and it feels invigorating and stimulating. If my wife doesn’t want anything to do with chastity I will have to give up contact with my mistress which does make me feel sad. She has pushed me and challenged me but most importantly made me realize I do really want to be chaste and allowed me the freedom to let me be who I am without judgement.