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    Day 7

    My job caring for 4 grandchildren has entered a new season. I'm the juggler in the circus with 4 torches constantly in motion that I can't let hit the ground. 2 are toddlers, ages 2 & 4. The other 2 are teenagers neither of whom are ready to drive yet. Because there's no bus service for any of them, I spend my afternoons picking kids up from school, taking them to after school practices, etc. Lately, my afternoons involve getting the toddlers in and out of their outer garments & car seats on average 5 times a day. Tuesday, we had a cold, steady rain to deal with. The toddlers handled it extremely well. Add dinner preparations to the mix and trying to get them all fed between trips and you can imagine my state of mind.

    Fortunately, I have Wednesdays off when the kid's deadbeat dad takes over. This Wednesday, I was physically & mentally shot. D noticed my irritability mid-afternoon when I lost patience with her. I decided a nap was in order and slept for almost 2 hours before waking to finish dinner preparations. Later, as we prepared to settle down for the night, I lost my patience again, irritated with some complaint she was expressing about someone else. She was NOT happy AT ALL! The next morning, she unloaded on me, rightfully so. All I could say was "I'm sorry". She suggested multiple times that there must be something going on. While it had been only 5 days since my last release, I didn't want to suggest I was experiencing a drop because this had come on too suddenly. We hadn't been intimate for a couple of days; no teasing; so there weren't the normal levels of hormones coursing thru my body / brain. And we both are still experiencing residual effects of the flu; there seems to be lingering congestion that won't fully go away. A bump in the road like this after so many months of smooth sailing seems so much more significant in the moment.

    Yesterday, I had my annual physical examination. In years past, my doctor would always make me drop my shorts to examine me for anything unusual. But my new doctor hasn't done that in a couple of years. Even so, I worried that he'd ask me to remove my clothing since this was my first annual physical since we started chastity 24x7. I don't carry an emergency key so I readied myself with an uncomfortable response if he asked. Fortunately, it didn't come to that.

    Yesterday, one of the high school grandkids also had an evening concert performance in addition to all of the other afternoon school activities. Mom had a conflict with on offsite meeting she HAD to attend, so I was working overtime. 7 trips back and forth with the toddlers. It was cold & windy but at least it wasn't raining and the day / evening went well. When I finally got home and was able to settle down for the night, I slept well. But when I woke up this morning and D came over to cuddle with me, I was feeling like lying still and just resting. D put her magic fingers to work on me and before long, I could hardly contain myself. It's moments like that I have a love / hate relationship with my cage. She allowed me to pleasure her after she was done working me over. I really think she could have gone for a 2nd O but she decided she needed to get up since she has a very busy day. I went from a dead man to "Please, let me service you one more time" in short order. I have a feeling I'm going to be useless the rest of the day.

    D-3, M-0
     
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    I made the muffins yesterday. No sex resulted but they were a big hit with the family and have already been requested as a future baked good. 10/10
     
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    That's awesome! I made a batch this weekend also! We're having company tonight!

    I think you're putting the heat on @IB-Chaste !
     
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    Day 12 (feels more like Week 12)

    Grandchildren - gotta love em! Wonderful fun! But they bring home so many viruses, etc. One granddaughter had RSV last Friday when I went to stay with her. She was in rough shape, not eating, eyes red & droopy, sleeping a lot. I thought RSV was something that affects only small children but found it can give adults a common cold infection. Sure enough! It feels like this month of respiratory infections will never end.

    I shared a couple of my posts on CM with my wife last night during dinner. This was the first time she's actually read anything on this site directly. These were the posts about What I Learned from Chastity and the addendum on the Chastity Cages & Christianity thread. She was genuinely interested and had asked to see them after briefly describing them to her. She seemed fascinated by some of the replies. What was encouraging was that she saw all the benefits of chastity documented in one place. Her only comments were to say "Those were really good!" a couple of times. I think that was my final confirmation that she "gets it" now and there is no going back.

    D-4, Me-0
     
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    Day 13

    D is aware from conversations we've had of many of the items from my post on What I've Learned from Chastity. Probably the 3 biggest takeaways that I thinkshe has learned most recently are:
    1. That my wife loves physical intimacy & sex without sperm (I'm convinced we'd have sex much less often if there was a messy conclusion with any frequency)
      • I shared this theory with her over dinner the night before my post. I could see the wheels spinning in her mind as she considered this. It seemed clear she understood the truth of this one. She asked me, "Do you like that?" I replied, "Yes! I would much rather have the frequency of sex & intimacy that we have than to have more frequent orgasms!"
    2. That I can feel satiation in my wife's orgasms
      • I told her recently that I've been experiencing some kind of hormonal rush after her orgasms. And she hears me moaning sometimes along with her when she's reaching the point of climax, likely because of the intensity of her teasing of me just prior to that. I think she feels more compelled to "give me her orgasms" for the pleasure she knows I'm deriving from it. How cool is that?
      • This is the evolution of the change that's taken place in her. Early on in our journey, I would have said that she is learning to be free to enjoy orgasms with greater frequency because there is no pressure on her to give me one. That should have been on the list. It's as if 1 & 2 on this list go hand in hand.
    3. That I can't control my sexual urges at all times without a cage, lock and key
      • This is something she's really settled in to. Her comments that the easy availability of porn and the outward expression of human sexuality on Instagram, FB, Twitter, YouTube, etc and on the street make it very difficult on males with a past history of porn use & masturbation to control themselves.
    I can sense she's very happy with the place we've arrived at. I can see how easy she is now taking all of this; she seems so much more relaxed. I think that she's loving life right now aside from the blasted viral infections we've been fighting this past month.

    When she was reading my posts the other day, she noticed the ticker at the bottom that I recently discovered and added. Her remark was something like, "The whole world knows?" I smiled sheepishly and grinned, "Yes!" That led to a discussion of privacy among friends, family and the anonymity of CM.

    D-4, Me-0
     
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    I miss this guy!
     
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    I'm starting to think that the drop is caused by reaching the point of satiation. Too many orgasms in too short of a time and then you bottom out.

    The last couple of times after going 4-5 weeks between orgasms, I can honestly say I wasn't satiated, even after an other worldly experience the last time. It may be because of the frequent teasing & build up. It may include re-caging again within 30 minutes. I think all of that factors into reaching a point of satiation. I noticed that when I got up and headed to the shower, my little guy never became really flaccid.

    Now I'm curious if there is any research I can find related to sexual satiation that might shed light on this hypothesis and if there is any measurable hormones, chemicals, etc that so a relationship.
     
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    As I have not done full research I’m going to throw a wild hypothesis into the mix. Maybe like a lactating mother, all that nipple play raises the prolactin naturally circling around your body… so much so that a spike of it during orgasm has little to no affect on yourself
     
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    What ever came of this? Were the two of you able to have an enjoyable experience? Did you demonstrate your need for her?
     
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    I'm obviously re-reading some posts in my journey. A few days later, D changed her mind about trying PIV again because she was still experiencing joint pain. :(
     
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    Nipple play definitely triggers dopamine and testosterone! My T levels are well into the normal range now. When I saw my doctor 2 weeks ago, it was the first time I had seen him since my T test. He said they were remarkable for my age since they drop below normal the older you get.

    I thought mothers had an increase in oxytocin production from breast feeding which causes her and baby to bond so closely?? All I know is after she teases me, I want to hold her tight and feel the sensations of skin on skin contact. And if i go a few days without being teased, my nipples start craving her touch!
     
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    Day 15

    See this post.

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    I found research that supports my hypothesis of satiation and "the drop". This study with rats and voles measured "the expression of androgen receptors (AR) & testosterone (T)" in males who had ejaculated to satiation (could require multiple ejaculations) as compared to males that had been denied (control group). They then exposed the 2 groups to "receptive" females 24 hours later. The group of males that were satiated showed no increase in AR and T when exposed to the receptive mates.

    It's important to note that the ARs are found primarily in the limbic areas of the brain and thus affect the desires to pleasure and pursue a mate. I'm guessing there are other factors such as age that can affect this as well, so that would explain why some men recover more quickly than others and others are satiated more easily than others. Our neuro system is complex.
     
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    That’s an intense study! So in a nutshell some makes take more sexual activity to be satiated? Can this be worked on?
     
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    You need to restate that first question. It doesn't make sense. Sabotaged by technology I imagine.
     
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    Some *males* take more sexual activity…
     
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    I didn't see any measurement of that in the study though, unfortunately! I guess you need to experiment. More full orgasms!!
     
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    I will tell my wife! I can’t even be trusted with a ruin so obviously she’ll quickly accept the challenge. *Insert dejected face emoji*
     
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    Finally getting a chance to read up on a few of these recent posts, and chuckled at a lot of above, @littleguy3 . I have been dealing with 3 grandkids at home (3,5,7), their mom in seperation/school/chaos, another step-daughter pregnant and just married and yet a third that just gave us a new grandson last weekend. My Queen and the first daughter are leaving me alone with the 3 for a week tomorrow. Tensions and schedules have been so hectic that my Queen and I have had zero fun and a few knock-downs (in fairness she started them, but I wasn't smart enough to shut up). She promised me "No-vember" but somehow I fantasized it a bit more fun than this. In short I feel your pain.

    I don't think there is much argument that repeated orgasms result in greater prolactin production, a feeling of sexual satiation, and decreased desire. I have read many accounts here of how long term chastity magnifies the "drop", and I think that drop is a withdrawl from our dopamine high and testosterone energy. It only makes sense to me that if you are on a sustained high from those hormones, that a sudden drop in same (caused by the prolactin released following an O) will feel - actually be - worse than when you are orgasming multiple times per week. My own experience is that it is all very complicated, not just varying by person, but also by circumstance. We noticed this fall that 2 or 3 ruined orgasms (and I mean perfectly ruined with no fun at all) resulted in a very noticeable change in my behavior. We also noticed that a single caged full O did the same thing. Neither were as prolonged as if I had multiple full O's but still. This is in stark contrast to similar "experiments" a year or two ago where I was getting orgasms monthly or quarterly. The sad part is that she is learning the longer I go without, the longer I need to go without (i.e. the more noticeable the negative side effects of any release) - NOT what I was hoping for!

    Tying together the first and second paragraph, I have noticed several times that getting in an argument stops the magic. The cage loses its power and she cannot control me with it. At those times I really don't care if I ever get hard again. I suspect this is hormonal, too. Perhaps a bit of prolactin? But I also notice that this only lasts for so long. I can be strong for a few days, but any longer and I am going out of my mind with lust almost like the hormones are rebounding and overshooting. I think we will see in the coming days if we don't kiss and make up tonight!

    At any rate, fun reading!
     
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    Is that an increase in prolactin production? A greater amount of prolactin still circulating in the body? Or that the reserves of dopamine/oxytocin have not reestablished themselves. It’s intriguing and I don’t think there is a study out there that will give an exact answer. As you mention there are just too many variables.

    I absolutely agree with this. Too much of (even the not so) good thing creates a negative outcome. What has confused me in my recent experience is that I have suffered almost no drop at all.
    Two months in between ruins would tell a story that yes I’ve not had much action. However, the three weeks proceeding the last one I’ve had other fun through my prostate… so why has this not affected me at all? If anything it’s had a positive reaction.
    Is this the element of tease of having something new? More excitement, or do the types of play have completely different affects to our hormonal activity?
    Either way, I think the answer is that variety is definitely the spice of life.
     
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    I, likewise, have just found your journey thread and am enjoying working my way through it! We are fortunate to live so close to our grandchildren! I thought I was doing great keeping 4 of them for a full weekend, but to watch 3 young ones for a week alone????? WOW! You are AMAZING! Or else you've totally lost your mind! LOL But I think we both have muddled brains since we''ve been locked up in chastity.

    Your story is interesting! I'm grateful that I haven't experienced the drop that you have! For me, it's what keeps chastity a very positive thing in our marriage. If I started having drops after longer denial periods and they got worse the longer I went, my wife would abandon chastity. We've found such a special place that I don't want to do anything to mess with the dynamic we have going on right now. I'm convinced that without the cage, our frequency of physical intimacy would diminish significantly. And that's too special to risk losing.
     
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    It seems to me that I have read recently that different types of sexual play produce different hormone cocktails being released. I also remember reading that masturbation produces a lower amount of dopamine release than sexual activity and PIV with a partner. Plus, you don't get the oxytocin release without the physical intimacy with your partner.

    The great news is we have the rest of our lives to experiment with the various variables if our wives allow it and are curious about it.
     
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    Day 19 (I think that's a typo... it must be Day 39)

    D had a really long day yesterday and didn't get home until after 8 pm. She had promised we'd go to bed early for some play time. I decided to surprise her and bought some massage oil. I laid out a "massage table" in front of our fireplace in the living room, lit a bunch of candles, laid out her robe, filled a glass of wine for her, and got dressed for the occasion. When she arrived home, I took all her packages out of her hands, directed her to the bedroom to disrobe, and instructed her to return with nothing but her robe on. She allowed me to be dominant ever so briefly but it was clear it was only because she decided to go along with it.

    This was the first time I've done this for her. I think she really enjoyed it although she wasn't excited about having to take a shower before bed. I focused on her back and legs this time. I'm saving her feet, the front of her legs, and neck & shoulders for another time. I'm hoping she'll get more comfortable with it over time and I'll learn to become more capable as a massage therapist. I want to get so good that we can go straight to a happy ending for her.

    We retired to our playground (she doesn't like that word) for the rest of the night. We talked for a little bit. D was looking ahead to the events on our calendar coming up as we head into Christmas. After she mentioned our trip to visit family on Dec 16th which falls on my next release date, I said "And then we get to roll the dice". She quickly replied, "Oh no, we're going to take care of that before we leave on the trip." I started to reply, "But....", and then got stuck not knowing WHAT to say. And she said, "Unless you don't want an early release." WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THAT??? I'm always tongue tied in these moments and NEVER have the right words. She followed up with, "But I get to decide. We could do it before we leave or after we get back." Me: "UUUMMMMMMMMM" It's still a couple of weeks away, but even now the uncertainty is giving me butterflies!

    I thought we were going to sleep after that, but she started to play with my nipples and quickly woke me up. I started rubbing her, then she teased me for awhile, and finally she allowed me to focus my attention fully on her. I could tell she was getting very aroused between manual and oral stimulation, but for some reason, she couldn't quite get over the hump. This has only happened 1 or 2 other times this year. She finally let me know I should stop and said it wasn't going to happen but that she enjoyed it very much. I told her that's sort of what I feel every time we play together now so she knows a little what it's like for me. We then went to sleep together in close contact with one another. Maybe the massage + the play time + the pillow talk + the cooler temperature in the house this time of year softened her up, she allowed me to stay snuggled up against her the entire night and we both slept great! We woke up feeling good and I managed to finish the job I started before we went to sleep.

    D-6, Me-0 (Teases - countless) :)
     
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    Day 22

    I seriously think my watch is broke and my wife, Microsoft, Google, & Hallmark have conspired against me to put the "fix" in with my calendars. I saw @Rectrix 's status update/post about successfully completing No-vember and immediately thought I must have also accomplished that! But then when I looked at my wife's Hallmark calendar, I realized I wasn't even close! :mad:

    Pleasured D twice this morning.... once during cuddle time and then made banana chocolate chip waffles for her for breakfast! We talked / laughed about needing to get a lock and key for the freezer because even when she puts the cookies or muffins "in chastity", it's too easy to get them out and thaw them in the microwave.

    D-7, Me-0
     
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    Day 23

    D was rumiinating yesterday while decorating the house. She was remembering life 20 years ago when the kids were still around and comparing it to now since my PMO confession & chastity. She remarked that she enjoyed sex back then but didn't need it that often because it was solely about the physical intimacy. But she now enjoys and wants our physical intimacy so much more now because of the emotional & relational intimacy we have. And I'm no longer isolating from her. She thought maybe all the holding and hugging children also reduced her desire for physical intimacy but we agreed that she's getting as much if not more of that from grandchildren that she cares for now so that can be discounted. Having a now needy husband around who wants to be touching, cuddling, hugging her constantly was a huge yet easy adjustment.

    (Will you please let me out?)
     
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