Reminders of her control

Kiesela · Jun 14, 2021

DonnaSue said: ↑

I would suggest that She is controlling your mind by way of locking on the boots. What tremendous submissive feeling that causes you when constrained like that. Even some simple cuffs or ankle chains can have similar effects on your feelings. Just reading your summary elicited thoughts of my being so controlled again. For me it's a love/hate thing. Hate the boots being on but love being so controlled. Being controlled wins out for me!
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Donna Sue, a love hate thing is exactly how it feels.
Bitter sweet.
It's not the fist time I have experienced this particular form of control so it was easier to deal with emotionally and physically but still difficult, wonderful, uncomfortable, delicious and frustrating.

It feels more immediate than being locked. Being locked you can easily forget about.
Also if you are locked in chastity you can still go out without it being noticed.

DonnaSue · Jun 14, 2021

Kiesela said: ↑

Donna Sue, a love hate thing is exactly how it feels.
Bitter sweet.
It's not the fist time I have experienced this particular form of control so it was easier to deal with emotionally and physically but still difficult, wonderful, uncomfortable, delicious and frustrating.

It feels more immediate than being locked. Being locked you can easily forget about.
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Agreed. Such control can come in many forms. Sometimes, I simply have to wear a gag and the most common dilemma for us is to have my wrists cuffed and attached to my collar by 12" chains. It allows just enough slack to perform my duties (with some difficulty) but I always know that I am under strict control and have to ask permission or help for even the most routine things, such as going to the potty, etc. But I so love how this makes me feel that She cares enough about me to force me to be thinking of Her all of the time.

Kiesela · Jun 14, 2021

DonnaSue said: ↑

But I so love how this makes me feel that She cares enough about me to force me to be thinking of Her all of the time.
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Oh I absolutely understand and agree with this.

Maid Denise · Jun 14, 2021

Kiesela said: ↑

Dear ms karen, et al,

it's a bit of a long story but i will do my best to keep it brief :

At the end of a weekend session with my KH a friend of her came to visit.

She has an interest in fisting and wanted to “try her hand” at it.

My KH kindly let her have a go.

Anyway after the fisting and while I was packing my things to go, my KH commented on the way I was walking. I don't know how many of you have experienced fisting but it can make you walk differently after a session.

She said I would benefit from some heel training and that it was something I could get on with at home. I guessed what was coming since I'm not a stranger to “heel training homework”.

My KH and her friend laced and locked one boot each, before I drove away.

She said she would post the keys as she has before.

I hate driving in heels. And locked on ones especially. I always wonder how much trouble I would be in if I crashed. Or even if someone crashed into me. Surely I would get the blame anyway?

The following days were pretty uneventful.

I had to cancel my second covid jab.

Other than that I had nothing to go out for.

I just worked from my desk at home as usual.

I slept fitfully on the first night. Sometimes if you are locked in heels like that you can get cramps after a while and there's not much you can do except try and massage the cramped muscle through the boot. Usually I get it in the inside arches of my feet.

The weather was too warm for boots so that was uncomfortable

I longed to be able to change my stockings.

I had to roll them down and pull plastic bags over my feet and tape them to my legs to shower.

(A brilliant solution from a friend)

I longed to be able to wiggle my toes and stretch my feet out. That's probably the most maddening bit.

The boots have six inch heels which is an inch higher than I normally wear. It might not sound like much but it's enough to tip my ankle forwards so it's above the ball of my foot.

The centre of gravity is all wrong. I don't think I could manage six inch heels if they weren't lace up boots. There wouldn't be sufficient support to stop my ankle going over forwards. (If that makes sense?)

Usually, despite them being a bit too high I can glide about just fine in them at the end of the first day after walking and standing around a bit.

I felt horny most of the time. While you are awake, they act as a permanent sort of trigger for horniness.

Just the fact that she still had control over me from afar.

Waking up in the morning still wearing them is probably the hardest bit.

Laying there wondering what the hell I am doing.

She made sure to text me fairly often which was good.

I felt dominated. Not as much as when I am there with her but the feeling is still strong.

I'm not one to complain but I think she she uses texting not only to turn me on but also as a way to gauge when I have had enough.

She wouldn't say when shed posted the keys so there's no point in me asking.

Just keep checking the post and hoping.

Once I spent four days in them. This time it was only three.

I can pull jeans on and off over them which is good. I can go for a stroll in the garden and feed the birds. I even went to the post office in them once. I had no choice. I have jeans long enough to cover the heels bbut still I think its obvious when someone is wearing very high heels because the sole follows the heel so swiftly when you walk. Also the angle of everything in your body and posture has changed. Of course i'm sure I felt more noticed than I was.

I was super relieved when the keys came (and fitted!)

I wiggled my toes and massaged my feet and showered and changed stockings and slipped on some super comfy 5 inch courts.

It's impossible to walk flat footed for a while after unlocking them.

Sorry for rambling on.

I did my best to keep it short
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Good post

TonyF25 · Jun 14, 2021

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