Newly Wed, and New to this.... made it here because of a huge mistake...

So as the title says, im a newly wed, and only a few months into our marriage, and my wife has walked in on me masturbating, while watching some cuckold bi-sexual porn. She then gets curious and starts snooping and finds that ive talked to a few guys on grindr... she talks to me about this a little here and there. Tells me that she wouldnt be against seeing me fool around with another guy, under the right circumstances. She even introduces me to one of her best friends who is gay, but cirrently in a relationship she tells me. I open up to the two of them about how im curious, but have no experience. We do some dirty talking back and forth, and i start really wanting it. At a party a few nights ago, after taking some molly, i tell my wife, her friend and his man are on the way to the party... i invited them. and im gonna tell them about how badly i wanna experience a time with another man. and she tells me that her friend will be an understanding man to tell. so i see that she is backing me up with this. Once they are there, we find a room thats empty, and i just blurt it out... Ive been thinking bout getting some lessons from yall.. i almost feel like i need it. and then her friend, Mark says, go ahead and get on your knees. shaking.. i find myself doing what he told me, and moments later hes putting it in my mouth and guiding my head down on it. It wasnt long until i heard some commotion, but it was well after the second guy started taking me from behind that i realized it was an audience building... Thats right, they doubleteamed me, in front of some of the wifes friends... So now i have promised to wear the cage, and also participate in domestic disciplining if she feels i need it.
Anyone else end up here like this ?