So first post, intro post, got it. I’m almost 50, married. Been off and on with chastity the past decade until recently where I’ve been full time with no release the past 32 days. In reading a few other posts here, it’s nice to not be a alone on the journey. In the past, I’d masturbate almost daily so as you can imagine, going cold turkey this long has triggered some feelings. The personality changes, the desire to serve my wife, focusing on her pleasures, and wondering how long I will go until the next release. She seems quite content with the situation so who knows. For now, I look at it as a challenge and not wanting to break my streak. The only other change is I’ve started wearing panties and shaved everything from the waist down. At first with thoughts of being a sissy but now the comfort of how the panties hold me and the clean feeling shaved parts brings me. I look forward to sharing with you all and learning as well. Cheers!
Welcome and happy journey. Panties and shaving don't take you down the Sissy road unless that's where She wants it to go. Be careful it will work your mindset.