I miss freedom

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    #151 Fuhr84, Sep 18, 2019
    I wish it was not 24/7 all the time
    I’ve done well not complaining the last two months and it was another poster who bumped this thread

    I realize complaining does nothing... I was just venting what was happening

    I knew she was going to do Loctober... I just wish she gave me a break before it... I’ve come to terms with the fact I’ve lost ownership of my penis

    When I first found Chastity a decade ago... the fantasies I had are now a reality... I’m just trying to come to terms with how intense that reality is

    Like the pink nub my wife got me is not pink enough for her and she wants to paint it neon pink... she’s been teasing me a lot lately with that threat and it’s just a matter of time till she pulls the trigger

    That’s the reality of the situation I’m dealing with... I’ve lost complete control of the situation
     
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    #152 tecolote, Sep 18, 2019
    I was just poking fun at you. I actually don't doubt the truth anymore if for no other reason than the story has never evolved into anything crazy.
     
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    #153 Fuhr84, Sep 18, 2019
    Fair enough... and my wife’s a lovely lady... she’s just really taken to being the boss and having me locked in a cage.

    Can’t really blame her though... having her husband wrapped around her finger with desperation and always giving her attention
     
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    #154 tecolote, Sep 18, 2019
    I still envy you your situation. Maybe I'm just naive....
     
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    #155 Rectrix, Sep 19, 2019
    It's the old be careful what you wish for. I remember that I used to masturbate to chastity fantasies, to the desire and knowledge that I needed to be locked up so I couldn't masturbate. I was fully aware of the irony. For me, at least, the reality has been beneficial. I'm being a better husband.

    Aside from the conflict you feel about being locked, do you think she's improving you as a husband?
     
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    #156 Fuhr84, Sep 20, 2019
    She would say so... I’m more affectionate and I listen better she says.
    It’s true but I think she just looks to be angry more when I’m free

    I just think she has way to much power... this morning I did not cuddle her laying in bed and she yelled at me... I told her I just did not want to wake up and be made horny right away.

    She yelled at me saying would you rather I be a bitch or handle a little horrnyness... she made me cuddle her ... spooning... and she rubbed her bum into the cage... she made it very clear to me I’m expected to begin every day cuddling her
     
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    #157 Rectrix, Sep 21, 2019
    Of course she's right. Husband's should cuddle their wives. The throbbing need you feel is the proof.
     
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    #158 DonnaSue, Sep 21, 2019
    How you feel really doesn't matter to Her any more. What a wonderful thing. Many here are so jealous and would love to have their wives/gf's control them as She does you!
     
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    #159 Fuhr84, Sep 25, 2019
    I just broke down and begged my wife for release from the cage... I am so desperate

    She yelled at me no
    When we went to bed she held the cage in her hand stradiling my leg... she told me to remain still ... my penis throbbed in the cage as she held it

    I was woken up with a bare bottom spanking this morning for asking for release... at least 25 good hard slaps

    She told if she wants to do Loctober, “No”vember and Denial December that is her choice

    She hates when I beg for freedom and it’s a rule I always break but she’s making me into a clingy puppy... I can’t even think straight anymore
     
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    #160 Fuhr84, Oct 2, 2019
    She made me lay spread eagle in bed last night and played with me for two hours... i was a mess trying to go to sleep.

    I can’t concentrate at all today
     
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    #161 Fuhr84, Oct 5, 2019
    She bought me a maid outfit from a Halloween store
    With red panties and the pink nub I look and feel stupidly submissive
    Told me this is what I’m to wear every night and when we sleep

    She was all over me tonight and gave me the worst Hicky I’ve ever got... and I got a spanking in the maid outfit.

    This is to much.., I’m so horny And all she does is tease and make fun of me for being horny... she held the cage in her hand while she masturbated with the other before bed... and then was like “aww my poor muffin, not allowed to cum,”

    Now I’m in this maid uniform and I want to just beg to unlock this cage but I look so ridiculous and it makes me feel so submissive.. She’d just tease even more
     
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    #162 MRS.Lilith, Oct 5, 2019
    Yeah, reading this thread has me kind of concerned for OP. Not wanting a divorce is understandable, but if you're that unhappy as OP sounds it might really be better to end it.
     
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    #163 spider203, Oct 5, 2019
    Hi @Fuhr84 I have been following you updates for a long time and I would like to a picture of you in your maids outfit. ( excluding anything that might identify you)
     
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    #164 TheRealAdam, Oct 5, 2019
    Maybe your wife created a twisted version of Groundhog day for you.

    My advice is to stop whining and start listening. I am sure, if you push the right buttons, there is a solution that is beneficiary for the both of you.
     
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    #165 Fuhr84, Nov 18, 2019
    im Literally horny 24/7
    My wife’s become just an absolute bossy teasing woman who controls me

    She’s take away my complaining... I’m to horny to complain
    I’m wrapped around her finger... it’s bad
     
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    #166 cagedjon, Nov 19, 2019
    No. It's good.
     
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    #167 Fuhr84, Feb 21, 2020
    Back in December my wife took me to a Dom because she wanted me to appreciate how good I had it, show me how mean a mistress could be.


    This woman introduced the idea of turning me into a pony boy to my wife and my wife fell in love.


    The last few months has been the most emasculating humiliating submissive months of my life... This Dom is getting off punishing me and my wife’s enjoying the pony boy


    My wife sends me texts like this constantly... teases and tortures me all the time


    I’ve lost control... I’m a 10 in horniness 24/7
     

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    #168 DonnaSue, Feb 21, 2020
    Mistress bought me a ponytail plug recently and it has changed things a lot. I have come to enjoy the feeling of my tail hairs swishing against the back of my legs as I move about.
     
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    #169 fellaini, Mar 1, 2020
    What has the pony training been like?
     
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    #170 Fuhr84, Jun 9, 2020
    Basically sums up my life when we are home
     

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    #171 remyruff, Jul 7, 2020
    OMG, is that yours? Tiny beyond. sorry to say this, not meaning any disrespect.
    You are lucky to have been given purpose.
    You are not alone.
    What helped me is to realize that swelling in chastity is the new orgasm, there is no further plateau.
     
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    #172 Sissy_Denise, Jul 7, 2020
    To quote MistressS, "It's so cute"! :D

    Yep, it's that moment you realize that "morning twitch" has replace "morning wood" forever. :oops:
     
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