On 3 MarchI I completed my personal best of.120 days locked and without any kind of intentional seminal expulsion. That is the last time I will brag about that, I swear. Anyway, upon completion, my girlfriend gave me 24 hours to go nuts. It was unforgettable, but having access to my bare penis felt wrong, for lack of a better term. While locked, Beth restrains my hands while cleaning and edging. It gives us both peace if mind about a moment of weakness when she leaves the room. My dick is more or less her property and I am merely an incubator. After four months of not touching my dick, it felt odd having the ability to. I'd go to the toilet, start to sit down, remember I could stand, and do just that, sort of confused. I would eventually awkwardly grasp it, but it felt foreign and odd. I never had that problem before, believe me. I guess my brain just equates her touch to the norm. I know I like it. Anyone else notice this?
I know the feeling. 4 months into doing 6 months was about where it really messed with my head, and broke my dick addiction. It's like becoming a virgin again, and having to re-learn everything....except I'm not allowed sex, or head, or masturbation beyond once a month emptying for health.
I'm sure he'd soon get back into "bad habits". To be honest the very thought of not being locked up is unimaginable. According to Mrs Chaste I'm on a life sentence with no remission!
LOL - over the last few years, I've noticed this a few times, since I'm now only unlocked for travel or medical. I spent 2 days unlocked for a trip in February (I'd normally take the CB3000 along, but this time was not an option), and reaching down to hold my bare skin to pee felt awkward. An unfettered morning erection gave me a "What's that?" as I was waking up. Mrs Edge found it amusing, and cited it as more evidence that being locked has become my "new normal" and couldn't wait to get it back on me (literally first thing she did after we got home, before even unpacking). I've spent a lot of time locked, but this was the first that it actually felt odd, or "foreign" as you described.
100% agree! It’s feels totally wrong to be uncaged, the last time madam edged me I was unlocked and went and washed and returned to my madam, and she made me wait over two hours till she actually edged me, those 2 hours felt so strange, like my cock was floating off my body!
I have not noticed this, as I cannot get my lovely wife to play along very well. That said, I'd like to experience it! Congrats!