If anyone may remember I've been kinda doing a solo chastity thing as my wife is not quite as interested in it as I am. While we have been getting into more BDSM acts and even having a bit of anal play, she still doesn't really get the whole thing. Well primarily due to me being a bit of a cheater and not having a KH/Mistress to fully regulate or punish me I haven't really been following the 'program' Until the last two weeks....I haven't really been having sex or masturbating due to my job and work schedule. As a result I have plenty of time to look at porn and other materials to get me in the mood but nothing to do about it. Tonight I was looking at a bit of my femdom/sissy material and decided to give milking a go as it's been awhile since the last time I came. I got this out and used a couple dowel rods taped together and taped to the dildo as a handle. I laid down and started a bit of material to just get me 'in the mood' beings this was my first try. I was able to find the spot and experience the feelings many of the articles I've read on the subject say you'll feel. I had a small shot glass type thing over the head to collect the cum as it came out. I didn't really pay attention I just kept at this for about 30 minutes. At the end of the 30 minutes I stopped and took a look at the cup and was very suprised to see about a teaspoon of cum in the bottom of the glass. Beings I normally can't bring myself to do this after I've really cum (despite having had other nasty liquids in my mouth after cumming) I took the opportunity to clean up my mess. So I sit here happy I succeeded in this and that I was able to do any kind of anal play without masturbating. In the past when I would do anal I would get frustrated and just masturbate till i came then clean up. This is just a big mile stone for me and I wanted to share with everyone I sit here now typing this up plugged up for the first time as well (first time keeping the plug in long term....I can't really walk around with it in, large plug but crappy base) I'm hoping this will be the official reboot I needed for this.
Good gurl sissy belle. It seems like you took a big step forward today in your femming. Of course, the more you practice, the better at this you will get. Learning to find relief by penetration is a big step for a gurl. I'm sure that frequent plugging will make you more receptive and if you are allowed relief only by penetration, you could get very good at this. You didn't mention this specifically - did you enjoy your penetration belle? Do you envision that your penetration could become your only means of relief in the future?
sissy belle (and everyone else reading this), I have quite a bit of experience in prostate milking, and I just had to share with you that I have the exact same glass wand, and have found it to be HANDS-DOWN, the BEST wand/dildo/plug/etc.. I have found (so far) for prostate milking. It's angled just right, has a great handle that makes it easy to hold and keep from turning around in you, has a rigid shaft so you can pin-point the pressure exactly where you want it, and has a bulbous head that seems just the right size to press on the gland. For milking, it's definitely my favorite toy... so good choice! For those who are interested in it, I got mine from eden fantasys for $15 here: http://www.edenfantasys.com/dildos/classic-dildos-and-dongs/glass-dildo-with-heart-shaped-handle instead of the $30 at adam and eve. Hope some more of you sissys give this wand a shot as well! Good choice sissy belle, and I'm glad you are making progress! Pretty soon, you'll be getting more than that out, and in a shorter time frame... yet still leaving your insides wanting MORE! Good luck!
I did enjoy the penetration immensely, I have always enjoyed penetration but this was different than things in the past. It's the first time I have felt pleasure without ever touching myself....from just straight penetration. There was a point at which I wanted nothing more than to just be taken. I can't exactly put into words how I felt. The biggest thing I noticed was afterward feeling a sense of relief but at the same time not the same type of reaction I get from a full orgasm. As for the wand I agree it was way easier than I was expecting from what I'd heard. I did have to attach a makeshift handle as my arm would get a bit tired. Attaching a handle with the correct 'angle of attack' made it really easy. Like said it was very rigid and allowed for precision. I would like to find a better handle than tape and dowel rods but the combination did work pretty well My only complaint is I wish it was a bit longer, this is the only reason Ithink I would like the njoy pure wand. Although I like that the njoy is 10 inches vs. the hearts 7 inches. The heart does have the handle whereas the njoy does not and it looks more prone to rotation and slipping from your hand. I find that with the heart wand I could insert fully, apply pressure and remove the heart to best effect.
Thanks for writing this post sissy belle Im yet to try Milking myself but reading this has helped me alot Amber
yes i agree with Amber, glad you did post sissy belle. i do want to get involved with penetration, only had little activity in the past, but all it did was start the thirst for more and your post just added to that thirst
*sigh* Last time my wife and I played with a strapon, it was fantastic. But I'm still such a guy. There was no relief, I had a great time riding her cock in 1000 different ways, but at the end of the day I still wanted to grab my cock, finish and come hard.. I'm sure I'll find the penetrative orgasm that sissys talk about one day. It'll be a good day too
i have yet to cum from Mistresses' strap-on but i love it so. i am almost as vocal as Mistress when i am being fucked and when She stops i beg for more...i push into every thrust!
I do recall one time that Madam took me with the strapon and I felt like i was thisclose to cuming but didn't. it would have been interesting.