A keyholders diary...

Oh, that's right. I remember reading in your journal about when you where told to wear the pantyhose. Thanks for the reminder. :happy0028: Can I ask you something about that? It's a little personal, so if I'm overstepping just say so. No hurt feelings. Did your goddess make you wear them because she knew you'd like them, or was it just to say "ha ha, you have to wear these because I know how much you'd hate to, and because I said so"?

And I know I shouldn't be embarrassed, but I am. And I'm not exactly sure why, because normally I'm not phased by things like this. (Hello..I've told you all I've fucked my husband with a strap on!) When pet told me that he had a handful I was like :sign0094:and then:sign0137:and then:sign0007:. Now, pet was thinkin' this was the coolest thing since the invention of the DVR. I don't know what I'm saying. It was just odd. Perhaps this is how men feel the 1st time their lady de-virgin-izes them? Especially if they liked it.

So, tomorrow the hubs and I were supposed to have a date night, but looks like our babysitter bailed. Bummer. Looks like we're going to have to spend the night in. Winner! I'm gettin' those 2 days back! I want to have pets cum date on my birthday so he'll remember the date. Not that he's ever forgotten my b-day, but I would like to celebrate that day together. Hmmmm....this is going to be a toughie. He's been on his best behavior, and I'm not a mean Goddess. I won't take back those days he earned (and earned well :sex023 unless he's done something to really deserve it. I may need to call in reinforcements. Time will tell.

 

I don't mind, hon. I just asked my pet (because I had no idea) and he said it was like a gush. I was nice and lubed up and then I, the bed, and he was soaked. So, I don't know why they call it squiring when I didn't squirt anything. LOL! But, maybe it's different for all women. Unless there are other Goddess' on here or men that can answer that for me?

 

Wow! Impressive. When she hits the wall does she make you clean it up with your tongue? Hmmmm...just had a thought. Something to strive for, I guess.

You are all so funny. Here I am embarrassed by this little episode and you're all like "Yeah, baby!! That's so hot!! Woo-hoo!! You go girl!!" Just shows how different men and women think about certain things.

 

Little change of plan...

So, anyway, last night the hubs and I were supposed to have a night in together. He ended up coming home from work early, so both of us and our chicklet went out to dinner together. Had the most yummy food. While we were eating pet and I made small talk together and he had mentioned how tired he was. It was a long week for him, and he was just exhausted. Instead of our night in that we had planned, I decided to head out to a local bar and hang out with some friends. Since he was sleepy anyway....

I'm out having a good time, and I text him to see what he's doing. I said, "Hi, baby. R U still sleepy?" He text me back, "No, I'm horny." Yeah, bad move on his part. How could I resist the temptation of not making him even more incredibly insanely horny? So, I teased him relentlessly, until he was begging me to stop so he could clean up and go to bed. Without writing too much, let's just say he was slippery from the baby oil to rub his cock, slimy from the Vaseline I told him to use to lube up my vibrator, and exhausted from getting to the edge and having to stop over and over again. I told him I'd be home tomorrow. Well....

I decided to come home instead. After all this texting and picture texting I was so fucking hot for him, there was no way I was staying out. About 1am I came in and crept upstairs, to find him snoring just a bit. I snuggled up to him and asked if he was too tired to play. He told me YES :confused0068:. Huh?!? Sorry, I think the music was too loud in the bar and it was affecting my hearing. I just asked you if you wanted to play? He said again that he was really tired & let's just play tomorrow. Um...don't think so. I came home to be with you and you WILL be happy I'm here. I got under the covers with him and spooned up next to him. I was kinda shoving my ass up to his dick, when I felt the plastic. Hmmm...yeah, that's not going to be good for me tonight. I got up, got my key and unlocked him. As soon as I slid his cock from that plastic tube he moaned the sweetest sound. THAT'S my pet! Again, I spoon up next to him. I reach behind and start to stroke and play. He's waking up....

I play for a bit..taking his dick in my hand, putting it in between my legs, rubbing the head over my ass and thigh. I love this position because his mouth is right next to my ear, and the constant flow of moans just sends shivers down my spine. I keep this up for quite a while until he begs me to stop. He was so HARD! There is nothing, and I mean nothing that I love more than a rock hard cock. Yummy. So, I tell him in my ever sweet Goddess voice, "Darling? Do you want to fuck me? Well, if you want that tool of yours inside my pussy, you better go between my legs and eat. It better be very good, my pet...because if it's not, you're not going to get the chance to slip that cock inside me." To say the least, the boy went to town. I of course, teased him with words while he was working. I have to say, that I am getting damn good at telling him exactly what I want from him. And to say it with an authority to let him know that I expect him to obey. I had him humping my leg because I told him to!!! Oh, what a RUSH!!:happy0011: After a mind blowing orgasm, we screwed like rabbits for a bit. I got my couple from that..which were fantastic..and he was a good boy and stopped when he got close.

The best part? When I was finished playing, I just said, "Oh, that was fantastic. I think we better go to sleep now, baby. It's almost 3 in the morning." We cuddled up like pretzels and fell asleep. His breathing got back to normal within about 15 minutes and I went off to dreamland with thoughts of my pet at my feet. Lovely.

 

To Stroppy, Xcite, and Goddess C:

Thank you so much for the words of praise, encouragement and you go girls! Pet and I do have a wonderful time together. I'm an extremely lucky Goddess, to have found such a fantastic man to share my life with. So, let the good times roll!!! arty0042:

My poor pet is starting to get quite sexually frustrated. Why you ask??? Well, it's been a week since he came, and he's been teased relentlessly. We had quite the hot shower this morning, and he started begging. Yes, folks, the begging has started. I have to say, I thought he'd get to this point earlier, so he's surprised me. I hardly got 2 minutes into the hand job I was giving him when he told me to stop. We played around for a while, he fucked me from behind, I got down on my knees to blow him. He could barely take that for more than a minute before he was going to cum. Oh, boy.

I decided today that I was going to start experimenting with some CTB. I've gotten some great ideas from people here (special shout out to my girl, Goddess Chris!), so pet and I went out today to buy some rope. I got a book on tying knots and how to make some bondage harness' and restraints. It's really quite simple. I tried a couple out already and I can see how fun it's going to be when I put them to the test with pet. I also picked up some cotton clothesline (I forgot the clothespins, GC...DAMN!!), and had some fun with that tonight...I posted some pics if you're so inclined to take a peek. I think over the next couple of days, I'm going to try out some new ideas I've seen here and there.

I did have one question, though? (I've looked everywhere for the answers but can't find them) Tonight when I tied his cock and balls up he had a raging hard on. I don't know what exactly the tying is supposed to do. Is it meant for just teasing? If you tie him around the base of his dick is that supposed to make it so he can't cum? Is it better for him to be hard or soft when you start to string him up? Can you give me a hand in this fellow Masion-ers? I'd really appreciate it.

Until next time. ~Goddess Jen :manga_blowkiss:

 

Thanks for the reply! Unfortunately for my pet, he won't be feeling that anytime soon. I don't think I'd let him cum like that unless I was letting him have orgasms whenever he wanted. And we all know that ain't the case anymore!!! :anim_63:

Is that the only reason it's done?

 

Thanks!

I so appreciate this, Burger! Common sense told me everything that you've just confirmed, but sometimes my common sense shouldn't be relied on! I will definitely PM your Mistress for some ideas. She sounds like a very knowledgeable woman. How very lucky (or unlucky ) for you!! Last night, when I was tying his cock up, I did notice that things were lookin' a little too purple-y for my taste, so I re-tied. Everything was better after that. I believe after I update I'll be making a trip over to Amazon for that book. Seems like I've been doing a lot of reading lately!

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John, I want to play with the poor man, not kill him on our first outing.