Sexy Slave 69 Journal 2018

So i just drop Lady V off for lunch with her girl friend and as she gets out of the truck she says "thanks bitch" and turns and smiles.
That really makes her cock twitch in its cage.
I have also been told today that there will be 48 days between my full orgasms.
I think I'm on about day 5
Caged shaved and loving it

 

42 days to go, Feeling deeply submissive and love being owned

 

Yes a simple few words have an astonishing effect.

 

Thank you, yes I'm very fortunate

 

So i said to @Lady V I can't believe that it is 42 days to my next full orgasm. Her reply was beautiful you have a safe word but I can't remember what it is lol.
She prefers a proper padlock not a plastic tag and there is something special about that. She has given me an emergency key laminated in her business card to keep in my wallet. She is so generous.
Last night we where chatting and she said your so horny I hope yr not gay and want sausage, I replied I've never had sausage. And she just looked at me.
Is it just me or have other guys thought of that? I couldnt cope with kissing a guy or holding hands or anything like that but I do wonder what it would be like to suck a cock and have it cum in my mouth.

 

Wearing my Lady's choice of white lace panties today. 7 glorious days down 41 exciting days ahead

 

Yesterday lady V permitted a sound to be inside her cock for the day. It was a little tight to start with but not uncomfortable.
I love it when she wants her cock stuffed. When I took it out for a quick clean later in the morning there was a long string of clear pre cum that follow.
Today is day 9 of 48, I feel more submissive each day I love Lady V's ownership and control of me.
I will do ANYTHING she wants.
When ever i see her locked cock now all I can think of is it's last ruined orgasm with cum dribbling of the tip and me being instructed to licked up my mess. That seems to be welded in my mind.
We are away with friends but I'm really craving for something in my ass now. Oh how I just want to be used like a slut.
Feeling deeply under Lady V"s spell and loving it.

 

Spanked for not making coffee.
Very greatful for my correction I think there might be more of this to Cum.

 

I was beautifully teased yesterday, unlocked for a few minutes and even allowed to touch lady V's cock for a moment.
Then she took over and started stuffing her finger in her cock (OMG I really love that feeling of her finger stretching her cock and seeing it deep inside drives me wild).
I was then edged and had to call "edge" for Lady V to stop so I didn't orgasm. Just a glorious dribble that I licked up before being locked away again.
So thankful to still be so horny and submissive.

 

Well it's been a busy few weeks with work.
Travelled a bit with the plastic fantastic 'the curve" that I really now find very uncomfortable compared to my stainless steel cage.
We have had a weekend away with friends and they also invited other friend's of there's along. They were a gay couple and really nice guys. I don't no if it's because I'm caged with a different mind space now but I was a bit consumed with the idea of sucking cock. Seeing 2 guys kiss has no appeal at all but I guess I have always wondered what it would be like to suck a cock and have it cum in yr mouth and seeing these two lads and knowing they both get that. I guess I was a bit envious.

On our way home we stopped of for a couples massage which we love. Lady V has me locked with a padlock at the moment. This massage is one where u lie naked on a table with warm water running over u while being massaged. I think if I had a plastic lock on I would have broken it when getting undressed. So i was naked but not caged. Lady V was just in the room next door. But since I was padlocked I had no choice which I loved and lay on the table naked with only a very small face cloth covering me.. It was quite a rush i must say. As I do rattle a bit with my PA and wondered if that would be noticed when turning over.

Not a word was said but I suspect the bulge of my cage was noticeable.
Lady V said with a checky smile afterwards oh I forgot u were locked until halfway through the massage, I love it when she jokes like that.

Lady V has also shaved me so I only have a single strip of pubic hair now like a landing strip. Im Not sure if this is in preparation for my permanent marking of me a tattoo of her choosing or not.
What ever Lady V wants she gets.

She did hint that perhaps her cock might need to be constantly locked for the entire month of June. I guess I will have to wait and see.
She makes the rules and has every right to change them as she sees fit.

 

The rest of the weekend was at our appartment. Friends came to stay which was great.
Lady V is wearing her key on her necklace which was well hidden with clothing for most of the time.
After a walk yesterday a few layers were peeled of when we got back and when we where all sitting down i noticed her key was hanging outside her top. I did happen to notice there was a very long stare and a very bewildered look from lets just say the female party of our friends. Not a word was said.
Lady V has started randomly pulling my pants down, not in front of any one yet but she seems to like randomly exposing her cock when she wants.
I'm not sure if the shaving is in preparation for my marking or she has mentioned having me lasered so I am permanently smooth.
I was unlocked for 24 hours whilst in her company. It was most unusual and foreign to be able to feel her cock and I didn't really like it. I far prefer her cock locked away until she wishes to use it next.

 

I do love that over the last few weeks things have been busy and a bit stressful but Lady V remained steadfast and just keep me loving locked the whole time.
I do love it now that her cock is always locked and that's become normal now.
Funny things start happening like
I do find my self now always using the bottom towel on the rack.

Very greatful to be owned used and feeling so slutty and horny

 

I have found since being locked all the time that your last orgasm is carried and vividly held in your mind.
It's very consuming and you can recall every detail I don't know if this is because you have less orgasms and really remember them or it's because yr denied them or if it perhaps that I realize I no longer control them of have any say in if and when they occur.
It's a lovely intoxicating journey with a memory of your last orgasm that gets burnt in your mind

 

The other night Lady V pulled the sound out of her cock and started stuffing it in my mouth and then back in her cock again and back to my mouth. It was so delightful I could taste the pre cum on it. I'm really craving something bigger to be stuffed in my mouth and feeling very slutty.
Being locked is such a privilege I'm most greatful to be owned

 

Its been a while since I update here and I have been told off a bit for not doing it. I assume some sort of punishment will follow. I will let u know
It's been a busy time with travel and all sorts happening.
I'm now locked in a custom chastity ghost cage with a double ring base in the colour black, as requested by Lady V. It was a process with ordering a prototype to try and alter to get the exact sizing for the final device. Lady V seems very happy with it and essentially her property remains locked 247 unless she wishes to use it.
In fact just yesterday I asked will I ever be allowed to masturbate myself and cum ? Her reply was "Not while I'm in charge "
That just blew my mind, and actually made me try and remember the last time that I did masturbate which I couldn't. Honestly I don't even think I have masturbated this year. My how things have changed.
Anyway currently I'm not realised for teasing. The only time I'm allow out is when Lady V wants to use me and then I'm locked straight after.
I really do miss being unlocked teased to the brink and relocked so desperately horny. It may change but thats not my decision.
On the sounding front I have been instructed to start using the 16mm silicone sound. I am very comfortable wearing the 14.5mm for long periods. I can get the 16mm in for short periods. Once I am able to keep the 16mm in for longer periods Lady V's entire little finger will be able to fit right inside her cock, which will ne a real milestone event. Hopefully soon.
Will update more shortly and stay more regular

 

I have started to be fed the creamy juicy buildup that is left on the base of my ladys cock after she has used it, which is very new and completely tastes of her.
When I am used now lady V is almost always on top and I'm blind folded or have my shirt pulled over my head while she rides her cock, it seems like she is very keen to not allow me to see her cock even hard now.

 

When ever lady V uses her cock I have been instructed to ask for her permission to cum, which I do. If she allows it she always seems to stop stimulation straight away. I do have a full ruined orgasm and I also dont always have a full orgasm. I'm not sure if this is starting to move to only be allowed ruined orgasms but i guess time will tell

 

It should read above
I DONT have a full ruined orgasm and I also dont always have a full orgasm.

 

I have been traveling with my lovely keyholder and she has decided I can go free range (not locked) i must say it's a very unusual feeling and sight that i dont like much. I certainly prefer to be locked and caged.
While away one morning i was given a surprise full on blow job and given a passionate kiss at the end with all my cum returned to me.
We have returned home and i have remained unlocked for now. Each morning now i awake hard and I'm craving to be relocked.
All in her time

 

Oh so funny dinner with friends.

Friend says oh occasionally my partner brings me coffee in the morning
My keyholder replies, oh my husband always brings me coffee in bed with out fail.
And her cheeky look summed it all up

 

Stopped in at a friends the other day and they said where really sorry but our new puppy will lick your toes.
My Keyholder immediately replied oh that's my husband's job