truly- in love

chastityslavejohn//we do have a safe word/just in case. i was not bound or anything. i let it go on. i wanted to see if it would push me to be more submissive/servant like or not. well i guess that is just not in me. this was totally my doing.:sign0007: i know goddess feels bad but its not on her fault at all.

 

1//sunday// after a lovely halloween, sunday morning started out quite nicely. a little spooning action. the feel of goddess flesh on mine is just amazing.i can't seem to get close enough. almost like i want to be worn as a super tight tee shirt just to huge all the curves in the right way. spooning turned into intercourse//which was amazing. we were just playing around nice, slow, relaxing sunday morning sex. then DISASTER STRUCK!!! i was past the edge. i pullled out and grabbed hold like GI JOE with kung fu grip//but it was to late. can you say OH F**K. goddess was not a happy camper. i didn't even fell it coming on. all of a sudden i was fine, then not. punishment time again. this time around it was laundry and kitchen duty for a week. now normally you would say this is no biggy but i'm out of the house for work 12hours a day so it dosent leave much time for anything else. we'll this was my first unauthorized ruined orgasm and the punishment, i though i got off pretty good. thank you goddess. pet:anim_37:

 

2//monday//because goddess was left unsatisfied day before i knew she was going to be waiting for me. after chores. play time! i brought home my new portable borescope to play with. its a small lighted fiberoptic camera about the size of a pencil with a 26inch multipositional cable connected to a 3 inch screen. goddess always wondered what i was doing down there//so here you go//now you can watch up close. so after showering i see a blanket laid out in the floor. this looks like setup to me. because i notice everything//i'm a guy. come to find out it was laid out by my kid and goddess has no interest in going to the bedroom. SO,i had to ask"where then". reply"right here" i look around/i'm sitting at the breakfast bar! so i lay out a towel(her comfort first( and goddess lays down and asked for the borescope. well its dinner time for me again or should i say desert. goddess got to watch every flick of my tongue ask i brought her to multiple orgasms. when shes finished with that fun it time to bring out another piece//her property. she climbs onto me and starts riding me like a kid on one of those single spring horses at the play ground. backforth,back and forth. first// im excited as hell watch her arch her back and then lean forward.second// i'm trying not to fall off this stool. third//i have to mind her property as to not repeat sunday. so this finishes up//all done. NOPE. onto the stairs!? some doggy style action. this was going to be the end of me. either way. i start to reach the point. she asks if i want to cum. let me think??? YES,PLEASE. she says to cum on her back??? now at this point i start to freak. my mind goes into overload. like when someone offers you money for no reason and you have a split second to go over every possiblity of motive and consequence before the offer becomes void. i was ready to ask 1oo different questions but all i could sputter was''no punsihment''..i got a ''yes ''. pulled out and was so excited i fired it just about everywhere but the target. i just waiting for the bad news//then it came.. goddess takes a finger wipes some of my cum off her and sticks it in my mouth! YUCK! i can't believe women swallow that. i mean i like that she does or at least did. Baskin Robbins wont be adding that flavor anytime soon.

 

3//tuesday//goddess out for a bit. i think i gave birth to a salt spreader today. calling it a early night.

 

3//tuesday night// well thought is was going to be an early night. instead ended up being an late night early morning. goddess came home from her friends house after doing some horse back riding. apparently ready to go. i was fast asleep dreaming of her. weird to have a dream become reality. maybe it was the ablilty to control/ride a large animal that turned her on, dont know what has got into her.i not bitching,just saying WOW!:jumping0045: she woke me up by slipping into bed and grabbing hold. goddess said she wanted a redo of sunday. spooning again, couple of "happy" moments and she get up and asks if i want to cum.Excuse me,baby powder. as Auston Powers would say"yes, this is my bag, baby".:happy0030:. her rule was i could cum but only on her chest. WHAT? i pondered this for a minute. making sure i was fully awake.went to town//more like down town baby. it felt great knowing i could finish on my own time. when i finally did finish/of course making sure she was satisfied/ it was MIND blowing. i pretty much just collapsed on top of her. not bad for an early night. back to dream land i went:character0100:

 

6-friday. Goddess out for the evening. i've been out of my CD now for 6 days. letting her property heel up from KSD try-out. was informed today that i will be locked up until end of month!:sad0125:
i don't really know what to say about that. one side says"this could be the most erotic thing ever" other "i'm going to be VERY VERY busy try to get out whether by doing chores or begging". i'm not good at begging. i'm very stubborn. have a feeling there's going to be ALOT of experimentation going on in the next few weeks.
Goddess says i've been lippy last couple of days. work has been terribly busy. i'm exhausted. when i make it home i have my chores to do. then Goddess gets upset because i'm busy doing my chores and don't have time to sit and hangout with her. there are only so many hours in a day. i think i'm ranting.
Going to enjoy my last days of freedom before my first long lock-up. got alot to finish up this weekend and maybe WE :love0014: can get back into the swing of things.
one more thing--this is a question for all Goddesses/Mistress. Now i like to poke fun with my Goddess. Since i told her i could get out of my CD and that i'm looking at PURGATORY for the next couple of weeks. every once in a while i tell her that i should "fire one off " when shes not around. LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR,CRYSTAL IN FACT. I would never do such a thing because it would destroy everything she and i are working on. but just the mere insinuation makes her upset. i try not to push my luck-but i'm kind of a joker at heart- sometimes i cant resist. She knows i'm taunting her,but it still get under her skin.--WHY? respectfully pet:anim_37:

 

thanks for the reply. i never thought of it like that. i try to keep this as light hearted as possible. this is a fun for both of us-i thought. pushing our limits. i'm not disrespecting anyone one this board who have made it their lives-more power to them. i want to keep it at the "FUN" level. anything more, i can do without. I want my wife first+foremost. i will not be bringing that up again.

the KSD ended up causing a fluid build up in my foreskin. it didn't hurt. i just like how it held everything in place-it was perfect! i'm going to try the smallest one.. i don't really want to start messing around with ring/spacer sizes because i like the fit as it is. my Goddess REALLY LIKED that i could not get out. not that i ever would try-- i respect her to much to do something so selfish:anim_37:.i've been with out it for 6 days and never thought of stroking her property.

on another note. you see i have a new avatar. now the boot licking thing i thought was-just senseless.UNTIL--yes , wait for the UNTIL-- all you goddesses/mistresses, i talk the Goddess about how i felt about it. then she said something that hadn't even occured to me(seems to be happening alot lately). that i DID it without hesitation! It never entered my mind not to do it.---go figure.

 

Stroppy: You go boy!! Watch the buckles, sir....they can cut your tongue!!!