My Goddess cannot be paid. My Goddess does not do things for money. My Goddess does not sell underwear. My Goddess does not degrade or humiliate. My Goddess is not mean and cruel. My Goddess does not blackmail. My Goddess does not enjoy giving pain. My Goddess is not porn material. My Goddess does not serve my needs. My Goddess is my superior. My Goddess is selflessly worshipped. My Goddess is impressed with sacrifice. My Goddess will always be put first. My Goddess brings light to your world. My Goddess gives you purpose. My Goddess demands honesty. My Goddess is benevolent. My Goddess cares.
@Steviepie ... please keep us updated on the progress of your mental submission to Ms. Lucy (not sure what it entails but I'm intrigued). You've obviously devoted yourself to her.
I thank you for your interest but I think Ms. Lucy will be the one to decide if she wants any details of my development to be made "public" here on CM. I can tell you it is probably less exciting than you may imagine compared to much of the fantasy fueled faux submission so rampant on this website. Mental submission is a process of letting go of ones selfish feelings in favor of anothers interests. I'm pleased we know have a womans forum and long for the day we males can follow and learn from the women here. (sigh)
It is a process. When Goddess and I started, her goal was for me to lose all free will. Now, this is mostly impossible. With kids, jobs, youth sports, etc. But, in this process we have both learned what is obtainable. I rarely have any selfish feelings. And if I do, I immediately recognize it. Or Goddess recognizes it. And, Goddess corrects the behavior, and I learn from it. Letting go of selfish feelings is completely obtainable. Even in a busy household. I wake up every day before anyone else(after kissing her feet and kneeling beside the bed) and begin serving Goddess and our family. Goddess owns me and my time. Nothing is mine. Everything I do is for Her, as she wants it. Now, I do have free will. But it has greatly diminished. As has any selfish thoughts. I wish you luck on your journey. I can honestly say that service to Goddess is the greatest gift.
@Unlucky, Perhaps a Goddess cares about her submissive/s enough to have made a conscious decision NOT to serve their needs. Accepting that premise is, I presume, one of the important decisions to be made on the road to mental submission to a Goddess. I fail to see why it would be considered a lie. Rather, significant psychological progress to a state of (real) devotional chastity (whether locked or not, in my case not), selflessness and worship. @Steviepie seems to have made a decision to become selflessly submissive to his Goddess, Ms. Lucy. He seems honourable and sincere in his intentions ... and truthful. He has also honoured his Goddess by not detailing his development without her permission. I'd say he is in the care of an excellent teacher.
It may not make sense to you, but it can make sense to others. I hope there are many times in your life that you have been selfless. You stop the help someone on the side of the road, you hold a door for someone, help someone put something heavy in their truck... I hope you have done things like that. You did something for someone without any thought of self or repayment. That is true selfless service. If this becomes a new way of thought, it would change one's life. Making oneself better always makes sense, that is known as growth.
I think when providing value to another becomes your actual "free will" is when things start to progress in the right direction. Please don't think I have mastered my selfish thoughts …….. but thanks to those who recognize that I am sincerely trying.
@Steviepie I just wanted to say when you are on the road there are many potholes. I totally understand your undertaking. People have no idea what it is like to just give without getting something in return. It is the journey and growth and never let anything deter you from that. That is one of the reasons why people think chastity is unfair. I think it is the best thing that ever happened to us and we have been married 38 years. Go forward my friend, I'll be behind you!