Dollyanne's Chastity Journey!

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    Thank You, Miss D, for reminding dollyanne she is still a chaste sissy gurl, even without the chastity on. Dolly promises to be a good gurl, no matter how strong the urge. And, it IS strong! Obsessive sissy wanking sounds sooo good! Dolly needs something to distract herself, then get locked back into chastity as soon as she can!

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    Now, now dollyanne! You managed it BEFORE your device arrived, so there is NO EXCUSE for thinking you can't manage without it! :mad0039:
     
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    That's right dollyanne - no excuses...

    Maybe you should distract yourself by watching sissy porn...

    Remember, you should seek immediate medical attention for a stiffy that lasts more than four hours....



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    Thank You, Mistress Watchful, and Miss D! It's interesting how chastity changes the dynamic for dollyanne. Before chastity dollyanne had little problem staying chaste and avoiding temptation, even when gurlie edging! After chastity it feels as if a release from chastity is a greater temptation, almost as if orgasm is the expected outcome before being locked up again. Is this conditioning? Dollyanne needs to remember how things were before chastity and that she is still to stay chaste, even though she is not in her chastity device.

    The pretty locks that Mistress Watchful found have inspired dollyanne to come up with the perfect sissy gurl distraction...shopping!! Dolly dreamt of getting a naughty little stripper-pole micro-mini like this one:

    six inch pink micro mini.jpg

    Or, a sweet little sissy gurl number like this:

    sissy gurl 2.jpg

    There's that school-girl outfit dolly wants, and also more matching bra and panty sets dolly needs, not to mention shoes and accessories! So, dollyanne is going on the hunt for sissy gurl bargains!

    Curtsies and Huggs,
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    Band aid solution

    Do you remember how to tuck Dollyanne? Maybe that will have to do for now. :scared0016:
     
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    Shopping cures EVERYTHING! :jumping0045:

    I'm thinking about going to see the Shopaholic movie, but I've read the whole series of the books and from the clips I've see, I think they've trashed the whole thing!

    Maybe seeing some chic flics will help you pass time dollyanne. :jumping0045:
     
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    wishing you well dollyanne. i hope the results all cum out pink for you.

    shopping does do a a gurl good but for me, in the micro mini picture . . . i like the breasts! oh my! <winks>

    please take care dollyanne.
     
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    Oh now your teasing us too with your shopping photos. You're a naughty gurl even when you're being nice. That's why we love you dear! Shop on... :love0014:

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    Respectful: Thank you, dollyanne does remember how to tuck, but her clitty is sooo tiny it doesn't tuck well! When it is soft, it is truly a cuddly clitty!

    Mistress Watchful: Yes, shopping should be used instead of placebos in drug studies! It would probably cure sooo many things! Excellent idea on the chic flics! Dollyanne will check the listings. It shouldn't be hard to convince her spouse to go!

    cks: Thank you--dolly will be thrilled if everything turns out pink! Oh my, you are making dollyanne want to get some BIG boobies like that! But then, there's that curvy figure...dolly will have to work on that too!

    lauren: You're making dollyanne blush at being naughty and nice, but dollyanne will mince forth and take your advice to heart and shop on! Speaking of shopping, how is the search for the LBD coming along?

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    Most of dollyanne's results are back and it looks like dolly will live! This is the good news. However, the bad news is that dollyanne's future in a "ball-trap" type chastity device may be in jeopardy. Dolly will know in a few days, but meanwhile, dollyanne needs to consider her options for staying chaste.

    Curtsies and Huggs,
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    Oh dear - that sucks - I mean about the device-wearing bit, not the living part! Haa. But if there's anyone who can do chaste without a device it's you. We are so glad you're going to live too!

    If we're not being too nosy - we'd like to know if the wearing of the CB caused you damage or a back problem or something else that we wearers should know about...

    I'll tell you that a few weeks back I was trying to wear the tightest ring of my CB - and it was TOO tight. My left nut doesn't feel quite right so I've been avoiding wearing the whole thing. It was either that or trying to do a proper tuck. I was pushing my nut in were they belong and it hurt bad somehow. I have been a little sore since then and want to take things extra easy in case there's any healing that needs to go on...

    All this is of course making me horny as all get out. :mad0233:
     
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    sounds like it's time for dolly to move on to a full belt :party0002:
     
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    Oh dollyanne, I hope everything is ok! And to echo Lauren, I'm sure there are plenty of people who would like to know what the problem was with the device... if we are not prying too much! (Having said that we have seen dollyanne in all her glory, so we have personal attachment and are allowed to ask about their well being!)

    BTW- I saw the film... the scriptwriters only read about 4 pages of the two books! Don't see the film if you read them... otherwise, it's an OK film.
     
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    Thank you, lauren. Dollyanne will do her best to remain chaste! And thank You, Mistress Watchful! Dollyanne will try to explain her dilemma.

    The problem with the cb may turn out to be a non-problem, but dollyanne is not sure. A few weeks ago dolly had some lower back trouble. It could have been partially brought on by the extra weight of the cb and lock, plus the weight of the tessies being pushed forward. The cb-2000 is not that heavy but there is a cantilever effect, which could have caused a slight change in dolly's center of gravity. Dollyanne must be quite sensitive because the back pain got worse. Dolly got out of the device for a short while (tessie slippage!), but then got back in, attempting to persist in wearing it. The back pain continued and lasted much longer than it usually does. Dolly still persevered and continued to wear the device, but the back pain continued and even got a little worse.:anim_39:

    So, dolly removed the device, the back pain went away, then she re-attached the device, and everything seemed fine until dolly got a pain running down her leg. The pain got pretty severe, so dolly removed the device again and went to the doctor to have various tests run.:character0074: The tests were OK except for a couple of minor problems that dolly already knew about or suspected. The doctor believed the leg pain was sciatica related to the back pain. (Dollyanne did not tell the doctor about the chastity device!)

    That's when dolly noticed a lump. When dollyanne was about to get back into her chastity, she felt a bump in her tessies. Dolly was alarmed by this and decided to hold off on reattaching the chastity. The lump appears to be going away--it is almost gone now--and was probably associated with an irritation due to the chastity rings being so tight and squeezing the skin. Nevertheless, it was a bit of a scare.

    Of course, since dollyanne cut the guide pins, she can't go back to the old spacing now. This is a dilemma.

    Dolly is following the comments about the birdlock device, which seem to getting more positive now, and dolly is wondering whether that might be a better device for her. The short pink one, of course!

    Or, perhaps it is time for dolly to consider a fuller belt--shemale of course--like the neosteel or arch, as sub4madam points. Though dolly is not sure she can afford it, or how she would go about buying one.

    In any event, dollyanne is giving things a bit more time to heal down there. Dolly wants to make absolutely sure there is no lump in her tessies! (Dolly actually had thoughts of being forced into castration!)

    Dollyanne had a similar problem to the one you describe, lauren. Dolly tried a smaller A ring--the 1.75" one--and it was definitely too tight. Dolly managed with great struggle to get out of it, but not before doing a crush job on her left tessie. It's not sore now like yours is, maybe because dolly didn't leave it on long enough, but dolly understands how that could've happened to you.

    As someone here said, chastity is a "process", not an "event". It certainly has been for dollyanne, and it sounds like maybe for you too.

    Dolly hopes you are doing well, lauren and aren't as sore now. Getting horny is sooo much better! :slut::yes1:

    And thank You, Mistress Watchful, for the movie recommendation. Dollyanne could use a distraction about now!

    Curtsies and Huggs,
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    Hi Dollyane;

    All of us here have learned how capable you are when it comes to analyzing technical issues like how to use a certain computer program, or emotional subjects like how to get along with others. We know that you are wise in many ways. So how is it that you let you hypochondria tendencies take over your grey matter when it comes to self diagnosis?

    Perhaps it is no coincidence that you felt nerve pain whilst wearing a very tight device around your poor little clitty. I personally think that due to that part of the body being a nerve centre that it is easy to get sciatica and such symptoms whilst wearing a chastity for so long.

    The good news is that I believe you are like certain others on this site like me who can control their own orgasms without a device. You can wear gurl clothes to compensate! Do they make nice ladies panties in pink that have an embroidered chasity on them?

    I really do think you are a cool and a well rounded person Dollyanne, and TOO funny sometimes. Be well.

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    Lmao - I have to agree with Respectful... dollyanne you do panic!

    But having said that, I think you are very wise to go and have these things checked out, especially lumps (no-one should ever mess with lumps!)

    It could be quite possible that the weather is affecting your back, or maybe you are stressed and worried... for some odd reason when I am stressed, I feel it in my lower back!

    Another thing... do you sleep differently in your CB? I know pet finds it difficult to sleep on his stomach, so maybe your change in position is causing you the issues.

    Anyway, glad you got it sorted and that you will live! :manga_champers: I'm sure it was a very scary time for dollyanne, and we're all pleased you are back to your normal fluffy self! :party0011:
     
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    Maybe a tight corset would help with the back pain - don't they use braces just like a corset for that anyway? As for the lump - good to get that checked - it is, after all, your source of dribbling...

    MW may have a good point about how you sleep in your chastity. And always get out of bed on the "right" side...
     
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    Thank you, respectful. A blonde poem: The cobbler's children have no shoes, the lawyer has no will, and dollyanne cannot always see her own problems as well as Jack and Jill who dropped the pail going up the hill. Or something like that!

    Dollyanne is definitely better and is wearing her chastity panties (picture later) to compensate for not having her chastity device on at the moment. The chastity panties work well since they don't present an unsightly gurlie-inappropriate bulge! This tuck things back and enable dollyanne to wear tight skirts and pants. Dollyanne is happy about this, but misses chastity terribly!

    Huggs,
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    I think you dye your hair smart gurl!
     
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    Thank You, Mistress Watchful. Yes, dollyanne is a definite panicker! And now, dolly has something new to panic about--her libido has flown the coop! It started to come back a little yesterday, but for the most part, dollyanne's little clitty just lies there like a limp dishrag--albeit a tiny dishrag barely suitable for washing little tea cups.

    It could be a medication they put dollyanne on to see what it would do. So far it is doing nothing but turning dolly into a lump of sleepy gurl flesh with a lifeless clitty! Dollyanne is not really sure she needs it--the medication that is--but will give it more time.

    Dolly is stressed out and that could be part of her problem. It does tend to tighten things up and cause back problems as well as other abnormalities. However, sleeping with the CB hasn't been a problem. Dolly doesn't sleep on her stomach or her back either, only on her side--alternating between left and right. Even the early morning "wood" problem some have mentioned has not been a problem for dollyanne as yet.

    The only real problem dollyanne has had with the chastity is some chaffing and pinching, making it difficult to walk sometimes, and of course, some aggravation of her back problem. Other than that, it has been great!

    The lump is going away on its own, but dolly will be going in for a checkup later this month to have things checked out.

    Meanwhile, dollyanne is wearing her chastity panties, which tuck her clitty away nicely and allow her to wear tight skirts and pants! Dolly is still looking for a nice new micro-mini to go with it--stripper style!--as well as some more chastity panties until dollyanne can get back into her chastity, or perhaps try out a different one like the birdlock! Dolly will post some pictures when she gets it!

    Curtsey,
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    A corset is an excellent idea, Miss D! Dollyanne has used a "light control top panty" with good effect on her back, but a corset would definitely be better. Dollyanne will look for one when she goes shopping for her stripper micro mini! Dolly may need more feminization to help bring her limp dribbleless-for-now clitty back to life!

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    Yes a corset is a great idea. Looks really femme and really great.
     
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    Aww... poor clitty. :love0059:

    Maybe you need to get back to fantasy land and think of all terrible things that could happen to you without the protection of your chastity device! I'm sure lots of horny men would be after a vulnerable (but slutty!) dollyanne!
     
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    Dolly feels a tingle

    Dollyanne looked at sissy porn,
    per Miss D,
    And thought of naughty fantasies,
    per Mistress Watchful
    user1143_pic2808_1231335536.jpg
    Then, dolly felt a tingle
    Dolly's tingle got stronger
    Dolly rubbed her nipples
    Dolly felt engorged.
    Dolly's hand slid under her mini
    Dolly touched her panties.
    Oh my...dolly felt...something
    Coming...rising
    Legs thrashing
    Nipple pulling
    Oh my...still coming...
    So close...stop! stop!
    Dolly spilled over
    Dolly reset her milking counter.

    weekend girl bed.jpg
    dollyanne :slut:
     
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    Dollyanne's Chastity Flashback--Phase I--Hair Scrunchy Phase

    While dollyanne has been waiting for clearance to get back into her pink cb-2000, she has been flashing back on her chastity journey and thought it might be interesting to recount what has happened along the way and what the results were in case others are just getting started or thinking about it. Dollyanne feels she did some things right and some things wrong along the way.

    Phase I: Hair Scrunchy Phase

    Before dollyanne was in a chastity proper, dolly used hair scrunchies to simulate the chastity experience. Dolly placed these colorful elastic bands around the base of her little clitty--favoring pink of course!

    At first, the elastic felt good, then it started to chaff against the sensitive skin. The skin turned red and raw and was on the verge of bleeding. Dolly had to remove them for a while, then try again. After a number of iterations of this, dolly's skin seemed to toughen up and dolly was able to wear the scrunchies for longer periods of time.

    Dolly also programmed this into her VM script as a "sissy check" so she would get used to wearing the "chastity" at all times. The result was that dolly's clitty got acclimated to wearing something like a ring around the base, dolly got used to having it there, and she also felt more feminine because of the nice feminine colors and texture!

    Dollyanne recommends this as a good way to get started before you have an actual chastity device. It will toughen up the skin and get you used to wearing something there. Mistresses could start their subs out this way and progress from there to actual devices without plunging in headfirst with a device that will definitely hurt!:anim_39:

    On reflection, dollyanne is glad she started this way, but feels she should have reacted to the chaffing a little sooner before it progressed into bleeding. So, dolly recommends: When it starts to hurt, remove it for a while, then try it again!


    :manga_bath:

    dollyanne
     
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