It had been 18 days since my last orgasm. In those 18 days, my sexy Mistress let me out of Her chastity lock 6 times to stroke & tease Her cock. Each time, She sweetly denied my orgasm and put me back in Her lock to punish me for being a masturbator. i have been locked in chastity for Mistress DD all the time for almost 7 months. i still want to masturbate every day but now my Mistress has total control of Her cock and my orgasms. She will not let me masturbate. She seems to enjoy stroking Her cock just to punish and deny me. She releases me from Her lock, but Her cock remains trapped inside my vinyl pants. She gently strokes Her cock and tells me I cant come. I just shake and squirm and hope She stops stroking if i get too excited. When she is finished she locks Her cock in chastity again. It is the perfect punishment for my compulsive masturbation. Mistress told me i would be denied release for 2 or 3 more days, and then She would show me how far She could squirt Her come with a bare hand job. Moments later, i was released and She was punishing Her cock, stroking me inside my vinyl pants. i wanted so badly to please my Mistress by controlling myself so i could continue to be denied orgasm for Her. She told me if i come it will be 60 days in chastity before my next orgasm. i love it so much when She strokes Her cock, especially when she tells me i cant come. my Mistress gives me a subtle choice when She punishes Her cock: i can try to resist ejaculating so She can deny my orgasm and lock up Her cock, or lose control and feel Her come slip out into my pants If i can resist until She gives me permission, Mistress DD will give me a wonderful bare Handjob with an intense orgasm and ejaculation, or even let me come in Her precious Pussy. i must come as soon as She tells me to. If i fail and come in my pants, my next chastity period is doubled. Mistress DD knows the vinyl pants get me so excited. When She strokes Her cock, i am very vulnerable and can easily lose control very quickly. She lets me squeeze Her bouncy Boobs and strokes Her cock so sweetly. She let me pull down Her panties so She could tease Her cock right in front of Her bare Pussy. She is so sexy and makes me want to come so badly. my sexy Mistress stroked Her cock for over 40 minutes. When She told me it was time to lock up again, i was so happy that i had been able to resist coming for Her. In just a couple days she would be stroking Her bare cock and giving me permission to squirt Her come between Her huge, sexy Boobs. She stroked just a few more times, stopped, and then i lost control. Her come slowly streamed into my pants. Mistress was very amused, and laughed while Her come poured out. She said i was a very bad boy. There was almost no orgasmic sensation at all. i had come when i shouldnt have and i do wish i hadnt. i have been returned to Her chastity lock and i will not get a chance for a real orgasm for two months. Mistress will milk me and take Her come after the first month, but im sure Her milking will be very strict. i am so happy to have my Mistress cock locked in chastity for Her. Her chastity lock makes me feel safe and secure and in Her control. i cannot be tempted to masturbate. i will have to wait the longest time ever for my next orgasm. Mistress DD will decide when She wants my come. i need to be trained to be strictly locked in chastity for 14 days at a time without release. i love my sexy Mistress so very much and i am so lucky to have Her to punish Her cock for my masturbation.
60 days seems delightful. But if you've never done 30 it won't be easy. Sounds like you Mistress is a wonderful woman and I hope that you appreciate her and learn to please her. Enjoy your milkings as they are a great way to be intimtely close with your Mistress while being extremely vulnurable and submissive. To me there are few things that feel more submissive then being milked. To me it's an amazing feel, not because it's very pleasant but because its such a submissive act. Hopefully soon you won't feel that this is about her cock but more about how YOU can serve her and please her. Once you reach this level you'll find a whole new level of pleasure in your submission.
Wow chastityforme that is impressive! What will you do with all this time before your next chance? What if you made a VERY personal list of the things that make you most excited - the thoughts/images/materials/activities that you deployed when masturbating back when you were a naughty boy? Did you have a favorite fantasy, a favorite porn site, a favorite sound, smell, touch, place, way of stroking, way of moaning? Then, what if you gave this list to Her? What if she used it to tease you until you ached, begged, and were so vulnerable that you ceased to be a boy? What if she whispered these secrets back into your ear as she held you and stroked you? I can't think of a better way to express your desire to be femmed by Her> You will have given Her not only your body, but now the keys to your mind! * Oh dear, I'm all hot and steamy now just from thinking about it. My hands are shaking, my heart is thumping; I'm all a quiver!*
lauren, i have to admit, your reply surprised me! your reply is the core of our chastity lifestyle. i confessed everything about my masturbation. my Mistress wanted me to stop masturbating. completely. i suggested enforced chastity and ever since we have never been happier. i shared my fantasies and Mistress brought them to life. Now it's Her hands and not mine. ever. If i can think of a way out of Her device, i must explain it to Her and implement more security for my chastity. Currently, there are two combination locks, a signed vaccum seal and a second, signed and sealed container all nested to protect the emergency keys. 2 weeks after we bought the first lock, Mistress wanted a second, so if anything happened to the first, i could be relocked immediately without any interruption of my chastity. There was a price... As punishment for my compulsive masturbation, i am no longer allowed intercourse until orgasm. Intercourse is only for T&D, hardly ever happens, only very briefly, and i must wear 2 "donuts" to prevent full penetration. i am tied down and Mistress is on top. T&D with intercourse has always ended in denial. She, of course has a whole dresser full of toys to go with oral, which has always been Her favorite. i want to honor Her fantasies with a Sybian and Monkey Rocker. i am hoping we can begin using a Venus 2000 for my milkings! Her fantasies followed my confession... Mistress shared her fantasy of "triples" - Oral with 2 dildos... I have never seen a girl come so hard in all my life. She claims to have between 10 -20 orgasms each time. Mistress has never been happier. She tells me when She wants to come, i assemble everything She needs, get on my knees, and do as i am told. i must always remain in Her lock during Her pleasure. The favorite porn, the favorite stroking fantasies, huge breasts, whispering those sexy teases... they are all now a part of my T&D. Mistress DD has embraced it all and makes my chastity lifestyle a dream come true. i would much rather have Her cock controlled by Her than anything else! i must allow Her to practice stroking my cock and help Her to deny my orgasms. Mistress still gets carried away and strokes too fast and too long... femmed? pink panties, all the time. ALL pink at home. Shaved bare from the waist down. She has me in fingernail polish and skirts. i am hoping for stockings and a garter belt soon! The vinyl pants were one of my big kinks and Mistress now makes sure i wear them over Her lock all the time. None of my fantasies surprised Her. She was actually turned on by them. She had me redo our whole bedroom and bathroom in pink. It's definitely Her world now and she has total control of Her cock! 45 days is the longest i haved been denied orgasm so far. i think i can go 60... Her goal is 90 days, always. 4 times a year, that's it. She really seems to enjoy punishing Her cock! Thank you, lauren, for your kind comments. i guess others have the same fantasy?
I want to cry I'm so happy for you. You two have something that goes beyond anything I could even think to wish for - and it all came from your honest confession to Her. You two have something wonderful. Please keep sharing your adventures with us. If She hasn't already joined the site, we'd love to read Her perspective too. Thankyou!
A perfect example of how a sissy's confessions can be used for her own good. chastityforme lives in a pink world now.. It helps her dribble in her vinyl pants... Just perfect...